dang im pissed.



so remember how i said i was gonna hook up w/josh today?



well, even if you didnt, it doesnt matter.



because it didnt happen.


i swear to god, its fate. if he [or anyone] mentions anything about kissing, going on a date, having lunch, ect ect ect, something will be in the way.


like, when we were supposed to hook up that first time, during lunch. he had a sore throat, so he didnt wanna get me sick.


and this morning, i woke up at 3 and had to go to the er.

obviously, my parents wouldnt let me go to school.

but w/e.

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congratulations confusion.



i think youve won.




i feel like i belong in a shakespeare play... with all the triangles and confusion and everything else.



seriously though.....


theres a long story that i will tell once my myspace inbox stops being dumb.





yeah.





okay, i decided not to use that story.



but lets just say, i think tmro=hook up w/josh.

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gag me with a rotten moldy clementine jabbed onto a rusty and bent spork.





thank you.

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harken to the past, anyone?
after the recent plot of land fire, i started thinking about good old new home, the place where the volunteer fire department came from, and the place i spent so many of my years.

so i looked up the schools website on google.

and i found it.

and i found the class pictures.

for the freshman class.



wow.

talk about a flashback.



***









i mean, home life, yes. if i dont get what i want, i have the tendancy to scream and be defiant and sarcastic and door slamming, then lie on my bed sobbing because they just dont understand me.


yes, that was a jab at myself. and yes, that is true.


but relationship wise, no. i mean, ill be kinda upset, but ive gotten alot more practical this year.

anyhoo...



our farm caught on fire today.



but yay for the new home volunteer fire dept!

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and im not sure why.

i just know that...


im really excited for my dads art show. [march 2nd at ladiosa cellars if anyone else lives in lubbock.]
im really excited for college [even though its like, four years away.]


my moms finally gonna get me drivers ed.


but now im getting tired.




yeah, i had coffee with a chunk of chocolate and alot of sugar in it.



ive been wired since like, 830.

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k, so i remembered.


im geometry today, nathan asked if me and john were dating.


which i thought was kinda ironic, because i thought i was over john.


im starting to second guess myself though...




but my emotions are actually somewhat haywire at the moment, so im not trusting myself.



OHHHH
i just remembered the real funny story.


i was looking for the title of the song that has 'seek ye not love or from you it will flee' in it.

so i put that in the search engine, and it kept bringing up on top of old smokey, which i knew wasn't the right song. so i put it in in quotes.


and the only link it brought up was my nutang. =]]

***

um

i had something really good to put here.


but i forgot what it was.


damnit.


***

i got violated in theater.

along with wendy, gracie, nadia, and amanda.


by dro.


what a creep.


i think he got me the worst.

i mean personally, thats my opinion, considering he just touched the other girls, and he was practically humping me.


well, i dont really know, because i couldnt exactly see him. considering i was the one being violated.

but he like, jumped on me. and it was creepy.



i think he was high.



and now that i think about it...



not so funny of a story...

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