k, so i remembered.


im geometry today, nathan asked if me and john were dating.


which i thought was kinda ironic, because i thought i was over john.


im starting to second guess myself though...




but my emotions are actually somewhat haywire at the moment, so im not trusting myself.



OHHHH
i just remembered the real funny story.


i was looking for the title of the song that has 'seek ye not love or from you it will flee' in it.

so i put that in the search engine, and it kept bringing up on top of old smokey, which i knew wasn't the right song. so i put it in in quotes.


and the only link it brought up was my nutang. =]]

***

um

i had something really good to put here.


but i forgot what it was.


damnit.


***

i got violated in theater.

along with wendy, gracie, nadia, and amanda.


by dro.


what a creep.


i think he got me the worst.

i mean personally, thats my opinion, considering he just touched the other girls, and he was practically humping me.


well, i dont really know, because i couldnt exactly see him. considering i was the one being violated.

but he like, jumped on me. and it was creepy.



i think he was high.



and now that i think about it...



not so funny of a story...

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i hate today.














seriously.

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seriously.

my day was just weirddd.


one. my mom asked if i was pregnant on the way to school this morning.


two. i got hit on. by random guys that i dont know

a:
"i like your eyes."
"thanks?"
"are they real?"
"uh, yes?"
"real hot."
i ran away to talk to robert.
b:
im standing outside, waiting for everyone to get there before lunch...
"you can eat with us."
"me?"
"yeah, youre gonna eat lunch with us today."
i shook my head and ran to denine.


three. in ipc, coach weiland was passing out tests, and he said... "as soon as you get the test get hot!" like,this test was gonna turn us on!!!


four. me and ksenia had like anxiety attacks in human geography. out of nowhere. we started like, freaking out.

five. then i told her who i like, which happens to be her ex, and she was like... happy for me. the whole reason he was off limits was cuz of him being her ex.

and hes a senior.


but w/eeee.


so that was my crazy day. and now i think josh [the senior] may or may not be hitting on me. more subtely than the creepy guys earlier though.

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[[allitiration is awesome.]]


one. i will be more spontaneous.
two. i will be more confident.
three. i will laugh more.
four. i will smile wider.
five. i will not eat a fully covered wasabi pea unless i really want to feel like my brain is going to explode.



seriously... i ate one... and thought that my eyes would pop out.




experiance of a lifetime, lemme tell ya.

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ever wonder why they both start w/h?




anyways...

i went there last night... was looking through the used cds for cheap cds with cute covers, found two that couldve come out either really good or very scream-o-ee, which isnt my style...





dude, theyre soooooo my style.


dirty on purpose; sleep late for a better tomorrow
an angle; we can breathe under alcohol


check em out.

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edit: i realize this has been very whiny and whatnot... i appreciate the fact that i may or may not be in denial that i was ever once like that. i also appreciate the fact that theyre from evans and i went to ol and its two totally different atmospheres, so its probably just the way things work around there, and im just not used to it.


man, am i glad im not in it anymore or what.

i mean, okay, so hs can be a drag, right? what with hwk and whatnot, of course...


but at least we have a single ounce of maturity!


i mean, i swearrrr.


i go to church tonight, and these two girls talk the whole time about possibly everyone they know.




it made me want to vomit.




plus, theyre doing this whole 'go through boyfriends as fast as we can and cause as much drama possible' phase. this phase goes hand in hand with the 'break up with our boyfriends through notes/texts/ims/other people' phase.

i think i went through that phase in sixth grade. maybe a little bit in seventh grade.


but 8th grade?!



hellooooo, theyre supposed to be the top of the school for goodness sakes! i mean, i didnt even get to be top last year [last year was the last year of having freshmen in the jr highs] and i was alot more mature than them! i mean, i dated one boy.

and had a few hookups.


and was involved in drama, too....

but it was my own, for goodness sakes!

i mean, i wasnt getting people together and being a messanger! i was out living!


although, im not sure making out with taken boys should be considered living... more like sinning...


but sin=fun!


more serious subject matter...

check this out.

they came to our school today and had an assembly. you wouldnt believe how many people cried.

anyways, check it out, make a difference, ect. its a really good cause.

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