i feel angry.
i feel upset.
i feel frustrated.
agravated.
annoyed.






numb.

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so my family and i were on vacation.
we went to this resort-like place that was apparently run by this pound or petshop or something.
well so we were there and it wasnt long after that we realized that it was IMPOSSIBLE to get out. they had us trapped in.

it was probably one of the scariest/most upsetting/most claustraphobic dreams ive ever had in my life.

i was constantly cussing about how i wanted to get the fuck out of there, and our rooms were like, bugged. so the evil people who ran the place could listen. so when me and these two girls made plans to jump the fence we had to write them down then eat them. so the evil people couldnt find them. then we never jumped the fence.

and my friend beau whom i dont really know all that well and who lives out of town was staying there and i was trying to get to talk to him.

and none of the phones would work. like. i couldnt call anyone outside of the place. or inside the place. or at all.

and then all the people staying there like had a riot and the evil lady was gonna come talk to us but she tricked us.

and then i was trying to talk to beau when i realized that the gates were opening. but then it was like for every person that comes in, one person may leave, and the gates were really weird. like this huge part of them slid to the side and then the bars slid down, like, into the ground. and only one person was coming in. so me and my mom grabbed hands and started running for the gates. and the lady running them pushed a button and the bars started going up again, but we jumped over it. and then my dad was out too.

and we saw all these people camping out. and they were like people in business suits and ball gowns and we were like THOSE ARE THE SMART PEOPLE! YOU PEOPLE ARE FUCKING SMART! WHY COULDNT WE HAVE DONE THAT?!

and then we went to the petstore that was running the place and realized the owner of it was testing all the puppies. so we bought all of them. because we were angry. and they didnt wanna let us. but we made them. and then i woke up because of the stiffling heat in my house.

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so it is so incredibly hot in here. to the point that i might just melt into a little puddle.




ive noticed that i dont really like talking about my day to day life on here. theres just nothing all that interesting for me to put down. especially since no one knows who these people are that i may randomly bring up. anyhow.



we have a golf tournament at the beginning of october. im really nervous about it because, not only do i suck, every girl picked a partner whos a guy. and the guys are all pretty good. and i picked my best friends boyfriend. who i dont know, even though theyve been dating for like four months. which i guess means shes really NOT my best friend anymore, but i still want to know him. it would make me feel better about myself.
anyhow, the tournament. at least its a scrabble, which is where both people tee-off and then who ever hit better, both people go to their ball and hit from there, and so on and so on. and nicks pretty good, so thats good. not as good as mario, but caitlin picked him first. anyway.




i have a SEVERE case of boy a.d.d.
i like pretty much every boy i see.
and as juvinial as it seems, im going to make a list of them, and reasons i like them. just because i dont like to use names in my pencil and paper journal. so nutang gets to here of my trivial crushes. :]


1. ryan - duh.
2. kris - i dont think ill ever get over him, even though i havent talked to him since the summer. it makes me laugh.
3. casanova - thats actually his last name. his first names christopher. hes a freshman and in my biology class and he knows about music. unlike a fair amount of the boys i have liked in the past.



okay so thats not actually alot. just because its too hott in here to think of any else.

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and thats all i have to say about that.














ryan texted me tonight. it was.



im not over him. so why did he text me? because he thinks i am. because hes over me. he thinks its safe.





wrong.

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AND IM LEAVING FOR ACL TOMORROW!





i had to make reservations for orlandos tonight, which was pretty hard, considoring i dont know half the people who may or may not be going, so i dont know how many are going. i told her to expect around 35.


35 people. can you believe that? and im one of them. usually i dont get invited to these kinds of things. but now the reservations in my name. its just ironic.






okay done.

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so. hillarious story.



allison took me to lunch today, and after french we were walking to go out to her car. this girl ran into her and like pushed her.


ALLISON: that girl just ran into me...
ME: she has anger issues. you should punch her.
GIRL: -turns around and looks at me- what??
ME: uhhhh... ummm... whaaaat?
GIRL: thats what i thought. dont be talkin shit.






:D

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