moment of silence, please.













okay. we are now 37 minutes into an oc-less eight o-clock hour.



anyways.



tomorrow is fridayyyy. thank god. and my dads show. me and amy are going to bake him a lime curd cake.



now, that might not sound too good.

but oh man. it is one delicious cake.



so tomorrow night its supposed to be in like, the 30s, right? i mean, the weather. its supposed to be coldddd.


im wearing a strapless dress that doesnt reach my knees. plus the slits are like, up to my ass.

so im wearing my trench coat over it. =]




anyways. announcement for everyone, especially if you live in lubbock.



tomorrow night is my dad's show.
on 17th street, btwn buddy holly and texas street. la diosa cellars. i dont remember the exact address, but yeah.
and its from six to nine, so come anytime btwn then.
and come see me.

and my dads stuff, of course.
hehe.


but seriously, if you live in lubbock, itll deffinetly be worth it. free food, free wine [i think], and art to look at. they might even have some live music. idk.

be there or be square. =]]

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thank god. i was feeling guilty all day for being such a bitch to her this weekend.


but we came home and she had made beef stew, which is one of my favorite foods, and i was really happy, and she asked if i liked it. so of course i was like its delicious! and she was really happy that i liked it, so we were all happy.


then we went to target and she bought me clothes because the weathers changing.


and we had fun.




my dads show is this friday. woooh! im excited. once its over he'll probably calm down a little bit and not be so stressed. it should be fun, too. i might even be able to go party afterwards. or stay there and party. or something.


im gonna go to bed now, so that i can get some good rest and look cute tomorrow.


sweet dreams.

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_{i had alcohol last night.}



ahem.









next weekend averys having a strip poker party because her moms gonna be out of town. itll be fun.













im starting to keep secrets from my mom. that sounds so weird, cuz dont most people? but i dont usually... i mean, i usually tell my mom everythingggg.


but its not like i can tell her that i like a senior.
or that i drank last night.
or that were gonna play strip poker next weekend... with boys.




btw everyone...
butterscotch shnopps [sp?] + sprite = a sinful little piece of heaven.

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only to find gidions bible.




i love that song. the words are so easy.



i put it on amys cd.
her partys tonight.
its gonna be an estrogen fest.
all us girls and ronnie, yet again.


thats just the way it works.


i foresee some awkwardness if sam goes, though.

shes a really awkward person. like, super awkward.


but... its all good. i dont know if shes staying the night or not though.

psh, idk if anyone other than me is staying the night. ronnie was going to try, but his mom said no, because were all teenagers.


stupid stereotypes.


its not like one of us would want to hook up with ronnie.









gross.




ewhhh, seriously. thats gross. only hoes and amy like ronnie, and amys deffinetly not a hoe, and wouldnt sleep with him.



what is his mom thinking?!




ahem.

anyways.

im so glad that im not involved in any real drama.


im on the outskirts of things here and there, but nothing big. i mean, seriously. i dont think i could take this being sick+a massive amount of drama. i would have an emotional breakdown.


and those are no fun.

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ahem.

i liked that phrase too much not to use it again.


sooo. i woke up this morning feeling great. you know that feeling you wake up with on your birthday, or christmas, or some sort of big day? and youre just calm? like, you dont wanna go back to sleep, just lay there and bask in the niceness?

yeah, thats what it was like.

well, eventually i got up, got dressed, really cute outfit btw, cuz i knew i was gonna be talking to josh today. i was at school at about 815.

815.

i mean, usually i dont get to school until 835. 840 on days i go to the lomax.

anyhoo. i go to school, give amy her loverly scones, and just feel all around great.

i go to first period.

my back starts to hurt.


DAMN YOU BODY, CAN YOU NOT LEAVE ME ALONE FOR ONE FUCKING DAY?!


ahem.

and then in second period my stomach starts to hurt.

butttttt im like okay, the nurse wont be able to give me any pain killers unless i brought them, so theres no point in going.


by third period i asked to go to the nurse.

she gave me crackers...



which i threw up in homeroom.


thank god today was a half day though, i only had to stay in school for about 30 more minutes.

oh yeah, there was part of the story i left out.


passing period between third and homeroom. well, my homeroom is right next to my third period, so i always go set my purse down in there then go get a drink from the waterfountain, after which i walk up the stairs to the third floor, then down to my homeroom again. because of the whole one way hallway thing.

anyways, i felt like crap, and the waterfountain wasnt shooting high enough for me to actually get a drink, so i guess i was just sitting there... looking at it? when all of a sudden josh comes up and gives me like, this amazing hug. so i was really happy. except it was kinda dulled by the horrible pain in my back and stomach.


then after school i gave evan his bag of scones and josh walked up and i gave him his and he gave me another wonderful hug.



im choking on water.


i feel like i have no life. im probably the only one home tonight.


but tmro night is amys party, so i will not be unsocial.


i actually dont usually do things on friday nights, when it comes down to it, except for rent movies.





last night was the last episode of the oc.
ever.
everrrrr.



i cried.

anybody watch it instead of greys?

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okay. good.



JOSH TOUCHED ME TODAY!!!




ahem.


that was from earlier this afternoon.


anyways, what happened was, i came outside from second period and i saw him standing there w/denine. and they were standing in front of amy and sam and caitlin and gracie and nadia and anyone else. so in walking towards them im walking towards him.


and he scruffed my hair... -_-. i have never used that smilie... anyways... its more of a friend thing to do. but. i could feel my face heating up.


and when i blush my scalp itches for some reason. my mom said thats because when youre hot your head produces oils that make your scalp itch.


w/e. gives me something to do w/my hands. like scratching my head.


anyhoos, yeah.



oh, and i talked to henry today. actually... he talked to me.



i was thinking about when you become friends w/people and you dont realize it, just all of a sudden youre friends...


thats one of those things, today was.


my scalp started itching then too. cuz henrys hotttt.


ahem.

but yeah, we just talked about the classes we just had.



i just made scones.



one batch for amys birthday, one batch for josh and evan and me. also anyone else. hehe.



CRANBERRY-ORANGE SCONES FOR EVERYONE!

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