was amazing.



end of story.





i love fireworks. LOVE them. we were right underneath them. it was awesome. i got some pictures too. it was so cool.


alright. leaving tomorrow. for santa fe. im so incredibly excited, like, you dont even know. im doing the last of my laundry right now. and then i need to pack... but i dont have a suitcase thats the right size. just bertha, my massive bright blue/torquoise suitcase. shes awesome, but too big. we wont have room for her in the car. so ill have to go to savers or the DAV or something cuz i dont feel like spending lots of money. in fact, i got bertha herself at goodwill.



anyhow. thats the end of this. maybe ill put some pictures up later. :]

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thats exciting. :D


other exciting things:


tomorrow is the fourth of july! my favorite holiday ever, but i cant find any one to hang out with on it, other than my family. bleck.

leaving on friday. :D we'll be in santa fe for... hmm... five days. so thats five days of shopping, hiking, horseback riding, paddleboating, and basically exploring the lovely town of santa fe. then, tuesday night, at eh, say... seven o'clock, amy and i will be dropped off at some movie theater to wait in line for harry potter. it should be over around 2:30, at which my parents will pick us up and start driving to... this place. i forget what its called. but it has the biggest manmade swimming pool in the world. so were gonna swim and chill for a day when we get there, and camp out, and then leave at 10 or so the next morning for austin. we should get there in time for an early dinner, then we're going to book people for the remus lupins' show at seven. we chill, listen to music, buy cds, buy books, and hang. then stay in austin friday, and leave to come back home saturday. we go home, do our laundry and...



go to camp on monday! a week of the most intense emotions on the planet. i cannot wait, i really cant. boys, hiking, cute councilors, God, crying, fighting, getting annoyed, staying up late, seeing old friends, meeting new friends, swimming, sitting on the grassy knoll, sitting on the other grassy knoll but probably not since we'll be with the elementary kids this year. hmpf. oh well.






then when i get back i will i will I WILL get a job. i WILL. at united. then once im sixteen ill quit and work somewhere cool like bahama bucks. :]




this is all.

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awkwardness is my kryptonite. awkward situations that im not involved in make me laugh. awkward situations that im thrust into make me want to cry. awkward situations that im then blamed for because i didnt talk because it was so awkward make me really fucking angry.





i have a very small youth group at my church. theres a kid that goes there whos a few years younger me. im great friends with his older brother, but his older brother is on a boy scout trip in philmont, hiking in the mountains, not taking showers or wearing deoderent because of bears. the little kid, griffin, and i, were the last two people in our youth group still at church. we are friends. we are not close friends. we are not dating, which would be gross, because he's three years younger than me, not even in highschool. but we talk, because hes much more mature than his fellow seventh graders. apparently, my granddad thought that we were besties or dating or something. he told my father to invite him to lunch. not his family. just him.



awkward situation ensues.





more later, im off to youth now, going to apologize to griffin for the super awkward lunch and whatnot.

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ill be in santa fe for four days because of the flooding in austin. anything you can think of that i may want to do?


then were going to austin until saturday i think, getting there on thursday, seeing the remus lupins [!!!] and idk what were doing after that. again, any suggestions?





im sorry this is lame, as have many of my previous blogs/entries/what evers been. ill have a load to talk about when i come back from my trip, which is about a week away. maybe something will happen this week though. like, im hanging out w/kris sometime, which should be fun, and johns finally ungrounded and his girlfriends out of town, and amys getting back home in like, 30 minutes... or now... or something. ive become really good friends with jordan, so ill probably hang out w/her again. yashvis leaving for tous and santa fe [!] thursday, so we'll hang out before then most likely, and if not, probably while were there.





so last night i was at a show with jordan and john and i felt so... innocent. like, theyve both done basically everything but have sex, and ive, what? gotten felt up? ohhhhhhhhh wow, im so experienced. needless to say, i felt kind of awkward in the conversation. but w/e, i love them both. so yeah.



er, rambly blog, yes? yes.

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weird.


i feel... weird.



my feelings are very... weird... at the moment.


at least i know what they are.

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hells yeah. i tried to take pictures just now but its too dark.






1) i go to the grocery store with my mom.
2) we shop for about an hour or less.
3) we're in line when my mother tells me to walk outside to the car and grab a cupon.
4) i go outside, walk to the car, and grab a cupon.
5) the strangest thing i noticed were some weirdos staring at me from the coffee shop patio.
6) i go inside, where my mother is still being ringed [rung?] up.
7) she pays, and we walk out.
8) its there.



the sky. is there. its a massive front. the most intense front i think ive seen in my life. three layers of cloud. one dark as night, one dusk colored, and one rainy-day-grey. its to the north, making a horse shoe around us. it is amazing.

as we drive home, it changes. the dusk colored layer turns redish brown, and a bolt of lightning streaks through it, making the edges fuzzy, instead of straight. eventually, the whole sky has turned red.


oh baby, we are in for it.















anyhow. heres my plan. i rented casanova tonight, and bought some dark chocolate covered ginger. im going to stay up late and watch casanova with my dark chocolate covered ginger, listening to the rain. hopefully, austin will get online or decide to call me or something. i wish. not gonna happen. but w/e.

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