Remember my grandma who passed away recently?
Her sister is now in the hospital
Same one that my grandma was in
I call her "Third Second-Mother"
=P Literal translation
Aka
"third eldest child and older sister of my grandmother"
Boy, Chinese relations are complicated.

Anyway
True to form
Just like she did last time
My mother is making a big fuss
And is against my going to the hospital
This time she isn't allowing me to go at all.

They tell me
No one knows what will happen
Today or tomorrow
Meaning she may die.

I want to visit her.
Unlike my grandmother,
I haven't seen this grand-aunt in years.

I don't want my last visit to be at the hospital.

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without you
unless you grab it by the reins
and hold it so tight
you nearly choke it to death.

So my grand-aunt passed away Friday afternoon.

In other news
oi gosh
I am so behind in work
but I learned
I learned how to suck it up
and not wallow in misery
drowning in the swamp
or quicksand rather
of my own blood.

Okay okay, mother.
She's making me sleep.

Good night!

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Yes, random.

I went ahead and made a Posterous blog.

The reason why I like it is
because it can update all your other chosen networks
AND
your other blogs all at once.
For me, that updates:
my Facebook, Twitter, Blogger, & Picasa Web Albums.

At first,
I was a little unsure since
with Blogger
you get to choose whether or not you're included in the search engines
and Posterous gives no such assurance.
It DOES assure that
they will never sell your information
and if you should choose to make your blog private,
they will never send your posts to Facebook,
auto-post to your linked acounts
or allow your blog to be found
through their search or explore functions.

I have chosen NOT to make my blog private
since I can automatically make certain posts private if I want.

Message/"note" me if you want the link.
I was going to post it here
then I realized that this was a public blog
where I am still an unknown entity to the world
except fellow nuTangers
a fact
which is incidentally
the thing that calmed my fears
of the above paragraph.
I already have a public blog.
What makes this any different?
I thought.
I won't show the link here
because that one will actually identify me
personally.
This is still anonymous (somewhat)
and I don't want there to be a direct link
between
this
and
that.

@Nuttz: What I meant was
a completely separate blog here
especially for the people who know me in real life.
The community here and the # of members
too small
for me to easily avoid discovery
of my other identity as
Silver-dot-.

Toodles~ =)

Man, oh man
I had three pimples
Three!
clustered on my nose
almost one on top of the other.
Thank goodness they're mostly gone.
My nose was so red
and sensitive.
Owwie.
Good riddance!

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Quick entry. On a time limit.
Should be studying /writing term paper.

Kept up with Posterous.

I WILL STILL BE HERE. NO MATTER WHAT.
If you want to read it, note me!
I made another one, too.
>.>
i just couldn't help it.
(Omg, I just resisted the urge to write LOL)
(Darn it!)
(What is going on with me?!)
Again, if you want to read this one, note me!
This one is just going to be a story.
We'll see how far I get with it.
First chapter is up.
Note me~~~

Toodles,
Silver.

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Avoiding the people I don't like who like me. I turn into a bitch after I'm sure I don't like/want them. My 'stop-liking-me' tactic.

It just makes me uncomfortable. They do.
Ugh. It's like this queasiness in my stomach...which may or may not be because I'm still hungry right now. =P
But I've had bouts of irritation, annoyance (same or not?), don't give a damn either way or aforementioned queasiness in such situations before. So it's not all in my imagination.

IN OTHER NEWS...

I wrote a poem yesterday. =D Because I was reading Ender's Shadow. Ender's Game and Ender's Shadow are two of my absolute favorite books. (Yay, I have favorites!) I would post it up except I'm waiting for class to start on campus and the poem is on my laptop back home. No editing or anything and I think it's quite alright raw as it is. Hurrah. ;)

HEY RANDOMJUNK!
I am sad you didn't comment on my previous entry. =( You were one of the few kind voices I could count on to give a little damn about my sorry a$$. Alas, we must all grow apart. NO, I"M NOT BLAMING YOU. I'M JUST MAKING CONVERSATION WITH MYSELF SINCE YOU WON'T COMMENT ON THIS EITHER. PROBABLY. SO HEY SELF WASSUP? NADA. OK, GOODBYE.

@Nuttz: I <3 you muchies.

Toodles~

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So. My very first ever jury duty.

I had gotten the juror validation questionnaire a few weeks ago but I was assured by my mother that it didn't mean I'd get one.

Lo and behold, I got one.

I'm a student so I called up and apparently, we don't get exceptions. We just postpone it.

Guess what??!!!

I now have jury duty two days after my 21st birthday. There goes my birthday trip!

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I checked online, my credit statement says $0 due with a current balance of $** & change not due until next statement.
I checked with the automated machine by phone, my credit statement is 0 with a current balance of $** & change not due until next statement.
I talk to a representative to pay the current balance of $** & change, the balance of $** & change was due yesterday.

What?!
No, it's not.

Yes, it is.

No way.

I'm sorry, but it is.

Nuh-uh.

Uh-huh.

WHAT? NO, IT CAN'T BE! MY WORLD IS ENDING! NOOOOOO!

I'm sorry. But it's true. I can write a note on your account? Delinquency isn't reported to credit bureaus unless it's 31 days late...

...really?

Yes.

...are you sure? I mean, last time the representative reassured me and now you're telling me that representative was wrong so how do I know you're right?

Let me go check.
Yes, it's true.

...

Your balance of $** & change isn't due until next month.

What?

Yes, your balance isn't due yet.

Wait, what?

Oh, yes...I'm sorry. Your current balance isn't due yet.

...

I'm so sorry. I feel really bad. I'm sooo sorry.

...

I'm adding *000 credits to your reward points. I'm so sorry.

...it's okay. Thanks.

Is there anything else I can help you with?

...no.

Okay, bye.

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I should be doing my work.
I shall not lie to you all.
I can lie to my real life people
but I cannot lie to you all.

I want you all to know me better than myself.
Although I highly doubt that will happen.

I have to do the entire semester's assignments by tomorrow morning.
(To clarify, it wasn't like I neglected to do all of them)
I also have to do class summaries. Annoying.
(Apparently our class notes aren't enough? >.> Grr...)

Therefore, I must end this here.
Good night.

Good morning.

Aloha.

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