I bartend-ed for the first time yesterday.
First time touching alcohol. Came home smelling like alcohol, just slightly and just my fingers. I was sitting on my bed when I realized it. Me and a corkscrew, who wins? Well, I think me bc I pretty much got the hang of it by the end of the night. He gave a good fight though.

And! And! I was actually allowed to keep my tips.

I was actually there to help out with the set-up and was asked to stay as bartender. $31 in tips for two hours. Not bad, not bad at all.

By the way...


HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!


And a Bah Humbug from me. Where's the guy with the flowers for me? I much prefer flowers over chocolates. But of course, I don't see guys often so how would I get any? 'Tis the difference between reality and fantasy.

I had Taylor Swift's Love Story stuck in my head all day yesterday. All week actually. For no reason whatsoever.

Good bye. Have a good one, babes.

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If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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This little world of ours is very petty. Ever notice?

Example 1: I cut my hair
Result: First time I was ever accused of lying--TO MY FACE--of all things, by a security guard. First time I was ever accused of skipping a class--BY A TEACHER. First time a teacher (same one) said, "Oh, don't give me that emotional trip" like it was nothing (a different teacher had said that to me before, but she's a really close family friend and known for making kids cry/being a bitch, but that's a story for another time >.>)

Apparently, short hair makes me different from all the other asian kids. Asian girls are known for haveing long black hair. There are two types: ponytails usually mean good kids who study(or not, depending on their IQ), long straight hair meant unabashed girls always around guys--may or may not skip. I'm in the middle so I suppose they don't know how to make of me.

I've always been proud of what I was given. A face and personality that can juggle the expectations of both parts of me: the American side and the Chinese side. I can look like the sweet, innocent, obediant, proper asian daughter OR the 'hip', confident, New York gal. Not that I am 'hip' or use the word 'hip'. >.> Y'know, my most recent epiphany is that I won't be able to pull of the sweet, innocent, etc. thing in front of Americans anymore. They won't get it anymore. *shrug*

Now that I have short hair...it's not as easy to juggle. It's as if...I have a 'stylish' cut and now I'm not 'good', a 'good' girl in either circles anymore. Not that I fit properly into either in the first place, but no one else knew that. Now people just don't know how to deal or where to 'put' me.

Damn! 'Put' me. Stupid cateogories, otherwise known as stereotypes or generalizations. Have I ever told you guys how much I hate those? Wonderful, they're absolutely wonderful. They are like beautiful wild flowers in a sunny meadow. I wish...

Haha, this isn't the only example. I'm sure you can think of others, no need for me to go on and on. I can't think of any others at the moment anyway. XD Haha. Mm, this actually happened...last month. A few weeks ago, maybe two? Yeah...I was so pissed.

But like I said before, my anger comes and goes. It doesn't tangle my 'fur', if I had any. Well, unless someone brings it up and any inappropriate opinions/statements come out...*narrows eyes* Won't forget the New York parta me. In my face? Back atcha!

Ok, that should be enough. XD Good night!

--Eh-hem. Seems I can't spell today. Pretend you didn't see all those mistakes, will ya? Thanks. ;)

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This puppy...having the responsibility to care, nurture, and teach him. In a way, this is what I've always wanted. Always been looking for a somewhat blank slate to make my own, to make into the form I wanted it to be. At the same time, I feel as if I've done too much of that and I don't want to di it anymore. I've been doing it all my life, I do it everyday.

Both my cousin and I (she in her thirties and is the eldest child) have realized that we need less responsibility in our private lives. That's the reason the only pet possibility I had thought of was a cat, which by the way, she has. Cats are independent and like I mentioned in the previous entry, [needy + clingy = annoying] in my eyes. *siiigh*

What WILL I do with a puppy? *groan*

Another side is that this is MY puppy. For the moment and maybe years on, I want to have a real bond if nothing else. Something that is truely mine. Of course, there's also a side track to that. If the dog sees my mother as more of its master...well, then. There won't be anything I can do about that.

If that happens to be true, I will let my mommy have him and have her fun.

*sigh* I have to go. *wave* Bye!

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Which is better for a background pic?



or...



or...


and more help needed! >.< How do I get the pictures in the right positions? I write: ''background-position: center'' and it still goes left. ''b-p: right'' and it still goes left. TT.TT Help!

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A set of scenes you'll never see...except now:


Mrrreow! Don't shoot!


Cat 'n Mouse at rest...


Peek-a-meow!


Doggie Bath


I'm so tiny!

Plugs: LostSoul13, Nuttz, invisible, rrzhang001, lazypuppy, ikimashokie

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Off to dance class. Thought I should post something before I go.

Well, I had a surprise yesterday. Since they hadn't had time to add me in the program, they gave me an award instead. To give me credit.

I didn't get my money yesterday. We left early and E didn't mention it. She looked tired, probably from organizing the dinner and all. Well, now she knows how we felt. She didn't lift a finger for last week's banquet and it was much better than yesterday's. XP She had only about ten tables, maybe fifteen? So she got a tiny little corner with a small square of the floor cleared as a 'stage'.

Where's mah mo-ney?!

Oooh, I DO like short sentences. ^-^ Buh Bye!

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Nothing to say, decided to do a pizza quiz.

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting. You focus on living a quality life. You're not easily impressed with novelty. Yet, you easily impress others.

Ain't I cheesy? Yum, yum, yum! Though I do like pepperoni better...come to think of it--veggie, mushroom, and everything, too!

Eh, that was just another way to say I'm boring...>.>

--I also took the 'What Japanese Smiley Face Are You?' test, it says I'm

(;_;) tearful and/or (@_@) dizzy and giddy

Okay, sure...

Plugs: The-Muffin-Man, kkama67, merrick, changbang

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