*sigh* I have to leave now. My mother didn't think it was important to tell me that I had to go to a Jazz concert until last night.

SO I will leave you with a few more photos...



and something sweet...

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It doesn't feel very nice when you don't know what the other is feeling. I don't like grudges or anything. I might get mad, but it's over when my 'tantrum' is over or ten/five/fifteen min. pass. It's over, why keep it up? It's a waste of energy. In my mind, friends are friends no matter what.

However, not all think that way. My friend wanted something, but I never officially bought anything because her mind changed from week to week and soon it was a month past her birthday. I didn't want to get her something she didn't want. Finally, she told me it was already a month so she didn't want it anymore. So she brushed it off and life went on. Thing is, the next time we 'talked' it was over AIM and she didn't respond at first, then said she was mad at somebody. Left it at that and she could have been mad at anyone. I had a little feeling inside that told me there was a possibility she was made at ME. Only I didn't know for sure. I called her today about this volunteering thing. Said she couldn't make it and when I asked her what she wanted for Christmas(a number of us are buying stuff early...), she told me I didn't have to get her anything. I asked anyway and she said she didn't want anything. Feels like a rift is appearing, a nice yawning gap beside me...It doesn't feel nice.

For me, I'm friends with everyone and enemies with no one. Heck, my worst enemies are my ex-bfs and I still think of them as my friends. Seriously, time has passed and please, grow up. We were kids the last time we met, I dout we wouldn't be friendly if we saw each other now. *eyeroll* Anyway, I don't keep anger around with me so when others do that...not a nice feeling. I don't like it. *shrug* Better if love was around then hatred, jealousy or grudges. Ugly things.

Oh, I might be that way becasue of my mother, at least partially. She does that, too. I never know when her temper will flare or she'll smile or joke around or anything. Mood swings and things. So it's scary...all this aprehension. I hate it. I'm so so tired of it.

Haha, that might be why I like things out in the open. You know, when you watch movies and tow people are so obviously attracted to each other or someone is obviously lying and the other doesn't call them out on it...just get it over with already! It's not anything bad could happen. You won't die. Be honest, fer crissakes. I know how I feel/am, but I don't know about you. Yeesh.

Heh, I found the word. Aprehension. This 'journaling' is doing wonders for my forgetful vocabulary.

theDot

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A few things I'd found...nothing unusual...





And a few that I'm not loving...


and especially these two...


Need I explain? 0.o Now I must return to the land of un-interesting Bore. Good Day.

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I watched "Singin' in the Rain" yesterday! Or at least most of it. It was on channel Thirteen and I was having so much fun watching it, but my mother was being a meanie. She dragged me out the door right before the last few scenes or so.

*I'm siiiiiingin' in the rain!* *Fit as a fiddle, ready for love...*


Ah, I love that movie/musical! Well, i love all the classics--I'm a true romantic. Old buildings, old movies, the olden times--I love it all.

Well, in honor of one of the best movies EVER, there are a few musical clips in my stickam player. I am sad to say they are only clips--about 30 seconds each--that will leave you wanting more. Enjoy!

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I believe some of you may have already seen this, but no matter--watch it again! ;)



This dance is nothing short of amazing. It's beyond this world, well into the universe! It's GORGEOUS. You can't even tell that the dancers are deaf. No, your eyes are not decieving you They are ALL disabled in some way. Can you believe it?

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can I make entry in less than 2 min??? bf found a place to live, gonna semi move in with him, college starts this coming wed, gonna apply to b&n. ta-dah!

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Hey, remember my old layout? The one made by EffinJosell? The one with the Canal Street Station in the background? I found another pic of a NYC subway station. ^-^



And what do you think about these?


Aren't they beautiful? *sigh* I didn't take any of these pictures. I found them all on Flickr (search NYC).

And finally...Rockerfeller Center!

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Welcome to the first ever session of Precedent Presents!

Precedent Presents to us...a picture of Aryans that may or may not still be true of the modern Aryan descendants.
Aryans had this sense of superiority and a need to find those who were inferior. You don't find Asians crossing waters to steal, enslave, and desecrate cultures/peoples/ways of life/other priceless valuables. On the other hand, China IS making that stupid dam that is going to ruin countless ancient archaeological artifacts and our own history. But that is in the name of progress, economical and social, and other important stuff. It still makes me sad for those lonely things to be buried in water and sand, etc and never to be found again.

[too tired to continue] [i think it's my combination of hunger and thirst that isn't hunger or thirst] [shrug]

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I need a better word instead of 'session'...suggestions?

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