Okay, I don't care anymore. I just hope this summer I'll get a guy. ;)

That said, let's get on to the more important things.

Did I mention a certain...organization I'm in now? I believe I talked about it earlier on in an entry or two. The name's CYI. Remember my early gallery photos? The one in the street with a open hydrant gushing? And the whole group of people in teal colored T-shirts? Yeah, those. That day was Chinatown Beautification Day, a day when hundreds of youth gather round to clean up our precious 'town'.

I have now joined the organization's summer program. Every Sat. from 11am-4pm. There are about four initiatives for us to choose from and more than likely I'll be on three. For one, there aren't a lot of people in this program and so when they group up for two, the other two are nearly empty. As it is, one has two people (including me), the other has three, but who knows? I had an interest in the three, but was originally only going to pick one. With things the way they are, I'll most likely be focusing on the one with only two people while working on PR for the other two.

PR is pretty much the same for both of those initiatives so I'm okay.

Ugh...I'm gettin' tired. The place between my shoulderblades is aching again...I really need to get one of those shoulder pad-thingies. The one that smells good, that you heat up in the microwave? Though I don't have a microwave at home...>.> I do have access to one--at my gran's. ;) BTW: That's where I'm living for now. And probably for the rest of the summer as well.

*stretch* *yawn* I'm gonna finish reading this fanfiction and go to sleep...SNORE.
zzzzZZZZzzzz
theDot

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Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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Well, no movie. I got bailed on for Friday. I'm not allowed to have fun--mother's demand--tomorrow. C's going to go watch Harry Potter tomorrow and I was supposed to go, too. Apparently not.

I suppose I'll just go by myself sometime this week...unless one of ya'll wish to accompany me. ;) I wonder if I'll dare to buy food for the movie...don't wanna kill my stash. I just wish I could watch the morning movie at the special theater = special price. Better $6 than $10. ('-^)=b

BTW: previous entry's password is the same as always. Type it in or ask.

**I now hereby give permission to all NuTangers in posession of the knowledge of my password to share with their fellow friendaroos, unless otherwise directed by me**

Eh, wish me luck. For everything. In general.
theDot

p.s. prev. entry in private cuz he might find out and thus, find ME. Here. 0.0 *crosses herself*

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As of yesterday, July 19, 2007 at 7:03pm EST, Silver-dot- has finally got herself a fangirl obsession. She had pondered the possibility, had paced inside her head, and worried about it for the entire day before. She was mentally exhausted with indecisiveness. Until yesterday, out of nowhere, she sat down and finally gave in to her temptation of the day. While she indulged, the decision crept up from behind and passed over her head before she realized it. The decision was made, and she really didn't mind.

Don't forget, it was a decision. And now I must tell you a secret no one else knows.
Everything I do, every word, turn of the head, poise of finger is a conscious decision before it happens. I have to consciously decide to say 'Ow' or stop my steps to look at a person I recognize on the street. NO ONE SAY A WORD ABOUT THIS. Y'hear?

So...wanna know who it is? *mischievous smile*

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At least that's what I wrote last night. I happened to mention him offhandedly to my mother, asking if she knew of him. The most informative thing she told me was that he wasn't very popular. *shrug* Who knows if that's true.

And no, random-dear, you do not have my permission to 'put me out of my misery'. *blows raspberry*

So, who do you think it is?
theDot

p.s. I'm not entirely sure about my decision anymore...0.o Yes or no, do ya think?
p.p.s. Thanks, invisible! ;)

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Wow. I'm really not cut out for the fangirl stuff.

Scene: @forum dedicated to him--article says he had plastic surgery = all fans say 'noooooo! impossible! he soooo did not. i believe him! reporters go to hell!'
Me: Eh, who knows. He might've, could've.

I mean, seriously. I'm gonna get beat up for that. >.> Whatever. It doesn't mean I don't think he's cute, which he is. Or that I don't like his voice, which I do. *shrugs*

Anyway, here's a clue: he's Malaysian.
That should narrow it down~! ^-^
theDot

p.s. I really like giving clues, don't I? I drag it out until you don't wanna know anymore and then I tell you. Seems that way...how dumbe of me, eh? Oh, well.

p.p.s.
@The-Muffin-Man: No, it's not Optimus Prime or Megatron. Not my taste. *wrinkles nose*
@invisible: You told TMM to go to you for the password? ;) Thanks, dear.
@randomjunk: Yes, you're mighty brillllllllliant. Like how I trilled the l's?
@frostbitten: Um, I'm turning into a freak/fangirl, good for me? Um, yeah, thanks...

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Apparently, I've forgotten the most important part of the guessing game. One that was always present in the previous ones and has now been greviously left out. My apologies...

The prize for guessing correctly is...*drumroll* ...100pps!
Prize money will be added to everyday that this goes on. A kind of celebrity lottery. ;P Very funny, no?

Answers: Yes, Nuttz, he's Chinese. Yes, renaye, it does concern you because you can get 'wealth' out of it.

Am I really scaring you, iki-dear? 0.o I'm still the same grey, er, silver dot as always. Just currently in a phase of bad fangirl-ism. And I mean, really bad. >.> Not my circle.

Latest clues: Age=26, Only been out for...three years.
Guess if you want. If not, there will be a more interesting entry later.
theDot

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"While you may have thought about starting a dream journal, you're not exactly cashing in on your sixth sense just yet. With a healthy skeptical streak, you tend to be more of a clear thinker than a daydreamer. When it's time to make a decision, you're going to listen to real-world experience, not a spiritual advisor. But even with your healthy dose of skepticism, a little part of you still sometimes thinks that maybe, just maybe, the truth could be more complicated than it seems...

Even though you still take everything with a grain of salt, you're always the type to keep an open mind. After all, who knows? Your next "weird feeling" could make you a believer!"

--my result for 'Are you Psychic?'

On the dot, by the way. *raises glass* Excuse the pun.
theDot

p.s. For more on the mysterious fangirl obsession, check the entry below. Cheers. *gulp*

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"Skinny jeans? You squeezed in 'em before anyone else. Ballerina flats? You owned them last year. Fashion magazines? Of course, but we're guessing that by the time it's in print, you're already on to the next big thing. With your eye for style, you don't just follow the next must-have look: You create it.

Maybe your ahead-of-the-curve thinking gets you a few raised eyebrows now and again, but hey, you know the occasional miss is a small price to pay. And extra props to you, because even though you're on top of the latest trends, you also know how to turn heads in a simple t-shirt and great-fitting pair of jeans. Way to set the pace!"

--results for Tickle Test 'Are You Fashion Forward?'

Almost Angelic

Good for you, you're just a little evil. All of us have bad thoughts, and you may have acted on a few of yours, but you're probably safe traveling through Buffy's turf. Or maybe you're an aspiring evil person and you've never given yourself a real chance. Go ahead and forgive yourself for the mean-spirited — but ultimately harmless — pranks you pulled in grade school. Whispering behind your co-workers' backs won't flood you with bad karma. And, hey, we've all held out for ourselves in the throes of passion a time or two. So keep listening to that conscience of yours, but don't worry about tuning it out every so often.

We're not going to say you're a bad person, but you're toeing the line. A little advice: Try to think about how your victim will feel before you pull your next dirty prank (we don't care how funny you think it is when you take out a classified ad to sell someone's car for them without their knowledge). You may be under the impression that cruelty is funny, but your friends don't — especially the ones who've been burned by your verging-on-evil ways. Listen to your conscience from time to time, okay?

--results from Tickle Test 'Are You Evil?'

Don't you think this last one is a bit contradictory? 0.o Heh, weird...*smirk*

Ah, yes. This is called boredom. Hope you didn't mind.
Ta-ta!
theDot

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