okay... I have way too much to do today... and I don't really want to do anything.

We're leaving for Tucson late tonight/ early tomorrow morning... around like 1am or so. Well, today I have to get everything cleaned up and all that kinda stuff... plus do my laundry and pack. As well as, when Anthony gets off work we're going to go to the movies again. We went yesterday to see Transformers... i was really good... but I was kinda tired, so it was hard for me to focus in on all the stuff going on sometimes. Today we're going to see Harry Potter!!! I've been told that it's really good. Last night as we were leaving Audrey said not to get our hopes too high tho... that it follows the book, but it could be better [she works at the theater... employee screening]. But idc, I'm going to go and see it ^-^ make the best of tonight together, since Anthony isn't coming with us to Arizona... damn work.

O yea, and I've got pretty lines!!! Pretty, really painful lines. I passed out yesterday while I was tanning, so my entire back is a nice pretty red. Most painful part... my ass is just as pretty a shade of red. It really sucks.

and for those of you who visit my page frequently... I'm sorry I didn't update for a while... I had a lot of stuff on my mind and everytime I tried to pull up an entry, it just didn't work. I ended up distracted and/ or kinda spaced out just thinking. It was hard to put it all in words.

........ and now I don't know what to write... so I guess I'll go.

Forever,
Monkey

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I finally got really attatched and now... *tears* after what I saw this morning... I have to replace my baby



It's actually a lot smaller than most phones, even if it isn't as "thin" as a Rzr, it's small


and I've really started liking it... I know this one.
Well I opened it this morning...


AND I SAW THIIIIIIISSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!
*sobs*

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it is... it's so fucking sexy! I don't want to wait a month till it comes out... I wanna read it now!!!!!!



I WANT!!! *cries* I want to revisit Forks and learn more about Edward... and I wanna know more about Jacob... and I wanna know what Bella decides... *wimpers* it's not fair that she makes us wait this long!!!!!

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Just remembered that I'd wanted to post the pictures of Malou and me from March of Dimes on here and I never did. So here they are [at least the ones she sent me]:















Yes, and Malou is very proud... cause she took my walk virginity. And I've agreed to do as many as I can w/ her next year as well ^-^

... yea, I'm bored... it's obvious :P

Forever
-Monkey

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>>so then... today was actually really fun compared to most of my days

>>... to start things off... I'm really happy for my baby right now cause he got his car Sunday night and he loves it. .... I think he loves it more than me *lip quiver*
but o well... he's a guy, it's expected... I'll get over it.

>>well today he came over while everybody was at work... I'm not really sure when he got over here, just after I got out of the shower I heard the door open... so, idk. But after I cleaned some we went out to see his mom and ended up stopping by and hanging out w/ his uncle for a while. After we left we brought him mom home and went and wandered around Wal Mart for a while... just cause. We got home around 5:30 ish for dinner and what turned out to be shitty cake [cause it was Steve's birthday].
>>After dinner I went and fell onto my bed and Anthony laid down next to me and all he said was "So where do you want to got?" I guess he could tell that was the mood I was in. That... I don't feel like being closed up, let's get out and go mood of mine that I love oh so very much. I'd hardly ever be home if I had a licence and my own car... I don't know how often I'm in that kinda mood. Usually I just find an excuse to go out and walk somewhere. Well we kinda decided to go down the strip... not much of a clue where we were going. Funny thing is, that's almost exactly what I told my ma: "We're going out. And so you know... I don't know where we're going, but we'll be back around nine."
>>So we were just hitting the traffic of the strip and I saw the building and decided... 'Ceasar's Palace sounds good... go and walk throught the Forum Shops for a bit.' Parking=hell... finding a bathroom=even more hell, cause I had to pee worse everytime I breathed... walking around FAO Schwartz=fun... walking thru the Ferrari place=hellish fun: I want one!!!!! and it costs $5 a person to go back and look at the Ferraris and we were kinda... moneyless... finding our way out and finding the car again=not hell... but it could've been easier and quicker if it wasn't so easy to get lost in the buildings at Caesar's. The drive home you ask??? Well... heh, I've got mixed feelings.
>>We missed one of the turns and he decided to got up to the next street and turn there... we ended up, not exactly lost, but on the freeway. Missed the turn onto MLK... ended up lost. To get to MLK quickly, cause it was now like 9:30, we had to get back on the freeway *sqwunches face* ... I don't like the freeway... Anthony, I can tell, likes it even less. Once we got onto MLK tho it was a smooth ride home. We talked off and on... I was distracting him {slap on the wrist} and when I stopped he complained. But it was nice to just go out, down to the strip, just the two of us... we've never done that before. However... our late nights like that have been scheduled in for Sundays after he gets off work... cause Monday's his only day off since he works 2 jobs... and for his Tues - Fri job he has to be awake between 4:30 and 5 am.
>>Ok, well that's basically my day... and now Idk what else to type and I'm cold so I'm thinking of changing... so, yea... night! ^-^

Eternally,
Monkey

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>>Well... this abyss... this glorious abyss. My mind. Gah!!! I hate how this abyss is fading! I lay down in my bed yesterday, way early in the morning, and decided I'd try to pick up where I'd left off. Apparently... it's not that easy. I've lost my passion. I'm like... the free spirit that wakes up one day and finds herself in a cage. I want to write. I want to... I pick up my pencil again and again and end up just staring at the lines on the paper with nothing coming to me.

>>I used to be able to lie there for... for hours... I'd spend most of my day in bed... writing every little detail of the play running through my mind. But now... now it's like someone cut the film reel... or forgot to replace it with the next reel. And sleeping... dreaming..... my little recounts of the dreams that I had... that's all gone. I'll drop onto my bed, pull the blanket up over my shoulders, and get comfortable... but I just can't sleep. ... not unless I go almost or more than 24 hours with out sleeping. And even then... I fall asleep if I'm lucky. Which means I'm basically wired until around 1 or 2 this afternoon.

>>Well... it seems that my abyss of a mind has come to a halt even in the works of my amazing blog. ... joy. Well, I'm off then. Guess I'll surf around a bit.

Forever,
Monkey

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