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you'd think that four hours of sleep would be enough for me, since usually I get closer to no sleep most nights. But right now I feel like I'm about dead... and I've been awake for an hour. I went to bed at like 5:30 this morning and mom woke me up at 9:30 telling me I had to get up and watch Matthew. Cause her and Jr went up to the hospital. Yea... James is in the hospital again. It sucks though, cause whenever James goes to the hospital I don't get to spend as much time w/ Anthony. (him and I really need to break our habit for like a night so we can both catch up on the sleep that we've lost this past week) But since they left early I'm hoping that around 3, when I told Anthony I'll call him, my mom's home and I'm allowed out for a while. Cause I wanna go spend time w/ Tony. I also still wanna go to buffalo wild wings and get some of their mozzerella sticks. Oh the cheesie goodness. lol. That's about all I can afford too, cause I've gotta save most so my money to get my mom's birthday present. I hope Holly comes over later, cause I need to go and get it today since mom's birthday is tomorrow. I wish I still had the other $20 that me and Jr spent on pizza, that'd give me a way wider choice of what I can get her, cause I only have like $15 or so. It sux. And I'm not gonna ask my mom for money since it's for her. Damn. Well Okay, I'm out... I've got some stuff to do.
Love ya
~*Singe de Minuit*~

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I've decided to end my Hiatus, because I don't use my myspace blog and, boring as it might be, I've gotta vent my thoughts. I've been spending a lot of time w/ Anthony lately... actually I'm starting to feel like it's seriously a relationship now. Before it was like this... we were together, but it just felt kind of akward. I'm so happy though. And the past like... week has been so much fun. Especially satruday night and sunday night/ monday morning. I kinda ~ okay, I'm not gonna put it, but I loved those nights. There's actually really not much to vent off my mind right now. Only one thing that's really on my mind and that's that I think I did something wrong last night. Anthony wouldn't even look me in the eyes, and usually he stares into my eyes. But when I asked him about it he said it was nothing. So I slipped and said 'even if something was wrong, you wouldn't tell me... would you?' I think that got him kinda mad, cause he looked at me and said Don't think I wouldn't tell you, don't EVER think I wouldn't tell you. So I feel bad about that.

O yes, and I decided to mess around some w/ a picture that I had. So here is a pic (a pretty bad pic I might add)... but still a picture, of me and Anthony. It was taken on the last day of school durring our break between tests.



We were amongst the crowd... & this is the only pic I'm in from that day.
Well... that I have at least.
Well I'm gonna go and fuck w/ my myspace for a bit & try to call anthony. I'm thinking about him and now I wanna hear his voice. I know... it's weird, but that's just how I am.

~Singe de minuit~

And here... amuse yourself for a few minutes

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You kill for
revenge.
That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes

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