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MidnightMonkey
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FLUFFY PINK BUNNIES!!!
Monday. 3.7.05 3:57 pm
I still can't think of titles... so I'm just gonna start putting in random things. Well today was an okay day of school. Actually it went by really quickly. And no one killed me for my hair.... actually a lot of people like it. (btw, I have bangs now.) And actually Ash ~ gel did work. I have a feeling Danny doesn't like it. I'm not quite sure what he thinks of it though, cause we don't really talk anymore. However at lunch I did give him a note that helped me feel better and less bottled up.


Danny,
Call me foolish, stupid, childish, or whatever. But I miss you.
Lori

I gave it to him at lunch right before I walked away to go back outside. But I still think he never really cared about me and that's why, whether people that see me every day know it or not, I'm really trying to just get rid of my feelings for him. I keep hoping that when I wake up one day he won't be on my mind. That I'll wake up and just think of me... or how my day's gonna be w/ my friends or at school, instead of maybe today we'll actually talk or maybe we'll eventually get back together. Just to know me again.


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O yea... and I think I like Taylor again.

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a quote
Sunday. 3.6.05 10:00 pm
"Life's like a dick; when it gets hard... fuck it."
So true ~ but I don't completely follow it (the part about fucking life)... cause I'm still here. Just now I'm not so sure I should be in anymore relationships at all.

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Dear Danny,
Friday. 3.4.05 8:54 pm
So I guess telling you the truth instead of having you find out and probably be even more mad was the worst thing I could do. I'm just so glad you look like you're going through my pain so well. So are you and that one chick you're always around now going out? Maybe you should. Or maybe you should finally do what I know you want to do and just tell me to fuck off and leave you alone. <|3 Monkey


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"What Happened To Us?"

[Verse 1:]
I thought it was too good to be true
I found somebody who understands me
Someone who would help me to get through
And fill an emptiness i had inside me
But you kept inside and I just denied
Some things that we should have both said
I knew it was too good to be true
Cause i'm the only one who understands me

[Chorus:]
What happened to us
We used to be so perfect, now we're lost and lonely
What happened to us
And deep inside I wonder, did i lose my only?

[Verse 2:]
Remember they thought we were too young
To really know what it takes to make it
But we had survived off what we have done
So we could show them all that they're mistaken
But who could have known the lies that would grow
Until we could see right through them
Remember they knew we were too young
We still don't know what it takes to make it

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
We could have made it work, we could have found a way,
We should have done our best to see another day
But we kept it all inside until it was too late
And now we're both alone, the consequence we pay
For throwing it all away, for throwing it all away...

[Chorus]

______________________________________________________________________
Thanx for the hug Alex ~ you helped a lot. (even tho we just met)

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Runaway
Monday. 2.28.05 6:47 pm
"Runaway"
~Linkin Park~

Graffiti decorations
Under a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

i'm gonna run away and never say goodbye
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
i'm gonna run away and never wonder why
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
i'm gonna run away and open my mind
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind

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Shooting Star
Sunday. 2.27.05 9:53 pm

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On my way back inside from taking out the trash I saw a shooting star and I felt I had to:

Star-light, star-bright
Oh falling star I see tonight
Wish I may,
Wish I might,
For I have no wish to wish tonight.
Only that this happiness lasts
And stays here ever on end
For that is all
I dare wish tonight.

I know, it's really childish... but this star was the brightest of all I have ever seen. And I just had to say the first thing that came to mind... which was my "wish." Night!!!

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damn you title space!
Sunday. 2.27.05 9:24 pm
ok, lets see... a couple "names" that I have:
~ Monkey
~ Monkey-baby
~ Munchkin
~ Monkey-munchkin
~ Blondie

And now thanks to Danny there's also:
~ Auntie Lori
~ Michelle
~ Juliet

Yup... life's just great. Well hey! At least one of them reminds people of what my name is!!! Even thought it is kinda creepy in a sense that it's my boyfriend who's calling me Auntie Lori, but... oh well. Okay, just felt like typing up something ~ and since there's nothing else on my mind other then wondering how the hell tomorrow morning's gonna be... I'll leave. Goodnight! ((hugs))
Love,
Lori

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