mood: my many confusing mixed feelings
listening to: the keyboard
watching: Made in America

I had a choice I had to make ~ Krystal or Ryan... which do I want? Ok, now for the enlightening. Ryan came over to my house Friday after school & stayed until like... 7:30, then on Saturday he called like right after I woke up & told me that he was out at the front gates of my complex 'n that he 'n Chris would be over in just a minute. Both of those days him 'n Krystal were still together. Yesterday however Krystal broke up w/ him ~ and later that day he started saying that me 'n him were going out... (Sunday I just layed in bed all dai watching tv) ... and because he was saying that Krystal, Maxi, and Sarah were freakishly mad at me. So, there was nothing else to do, I confronted him about it. >I say confronted cause I was mad @ him and I wanted to hurt him for saying that but I couldn't< He ended up getting pissed at me & durring 6th period he told Ramsey that he was fed-up w/ chicks... then just after I got home he called me and told me he was sry for being an ass and asked me out. I told him; ya kno what, duhr ~ ya probably kno what I said. YUP! I said yes . Well this morning I talked to Krystal about it and I told her that I just wanna take a chance w/ him, and that the way she had said that I had to choose between them it sounded like she was trying to control me . So at lunch I talked to Seth and he agreed w/ Mr. Cooper and my brother ~ that I should go w/ the one I care about more & that I feel cares about me ('n my opinion) more. And that if Krystal really cares about me, that she wouldn't make me make that decision. When they said that I realized that they were right. So now me 'n Ryan are going out, me 'n Krystal aren't together, Maxi's mad at me about it, and Chris are better friends now. Yup, it's pretty great ~>~>~> I guess. Well, goodnight all ~> Love, Monkey

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ok, my life's been pretty jam packed over the past couple of days. First off ~ on friday Krystal got a new bf ~ "Hi Spotz!!!" (or Ryan) I met him at our pep rally b4 the football game ~ and we were "fighting" over her. however we were just playin and we walked home 2gether. However that nite krystal broke up w/ me that nite.... but we're baque together now. i g2g ~ i'll write more another time.

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Monkz0713 [4:24 PM]: SEXY!!! hi
Loco [4:24 PM]: Hey
Loco [4:24 PM]: whats up?
Monkz0713 [4:24 PM]: nm
Monkz0713 [4:24 PM]: u?
Loco [4:25 PM]: nm
Loco [4:25 PM]: hey read my journal, you'll be surprised
Monkz0713 [4:25 PM]: kk
Monkz0713 [4:28 PM]: OMG!
Loco [4:29 PM]: ;-)
Monkz0713 [4:30 PM]: i kno wat u mean about the back hole closing b4 the earing is in.... thats what happened to me when i did my second holes
Monkz0713 [4:30 PM]: do u like having it peirced?
Loco [4:30 PM]: that shit hurt really bad
Loco [4:30 PM]: its kool
Monkz0713 [4:30 PM]: i kno.... i did both of mine
Monkz0713 [4:31 PM]: and i wanna do my third now
Loco [4:31 PM]: wow
Monkz0713 [4:31 PM]: yea
Monkz0713 [4:33 PM]: i'm sooooo happy now
Loco [4:33 PM]: why?
Monkz0713 [4:33 PM]: Krystal
Monkz0713 [4:33 PM]: ~ my gf
Loco [4:33 PM]: what happend to your bf
Monkz0713 [4:33 PM]: we're still 2gether
Loco [4:33 PM]: soo you a little playa
Monkz0713 [4:34 PM]: no LoL
Monkz0713 [4:34 PM]: they kno about eachother
Loco [4:34 PM]: mhhmm
Loco [4:34 PM]: really
Loco [4:34 PM]: ?
Monkz0713 [4:34 PM]: yea
Monkz0713 [4:34 PM]: they don' kno eachother tho
Loco [4:34 PM]: wow
Loco [4:34 PM]: what did you bf say about that?
Monkz0713 [4:36 PM]: he's happy about it
Loco [4:36 PM]: i would too
Monkz0713 [4:36 PM]: LoL
Loco [4:36 PM]: i would of been like lets have a 3some
Monkz0713 [4:37 PM]: Van said the same thing
Loco [4:37 PM]: great minds think alike
Monkz0713 [4:37 PM]: only ur mind is a bit greater
Loco [4:37 PM]: your soo nice
Loco [4:38 PM]: i feel special
Loco [4:38 PM]: kind of
Monkz0713 [4:38 PM]: ur special 2 me
Loco [4:39 PM]: O:-)
Loco [4:40 PM]: well my special buddy
Loco [4:40 PM]: i gtg
Loco [4:40 PM]: soo ill talk to you lata
Loco [4:40 PM]: bu bye
Monkz0713 [4:40 PM]: :'(
Loco [4:40 PM]: peace love
Monkz0713 [4:40 PM]: otay ~ bie biez
Monkz0713 [4:40 PM]: love u
Loco [4:40 PM]: 1
Loco [4:40 PM]: love u 2
Loco [4:40 PM]: bye
Monkz0713 [4:40 PM]: bie

This was the first conversation I had after i got online today ~ it was really good to hear from him. Yes... I changed the sn so no one will bug him ~ but if u kno him u'll notice this is part of his sn. Love..... much ~ Monkey

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mood: HYPERNESS!!!!!!!!!!!! and still kinda tired
listening to: the fan (not a band..... just the fan)
watching: Bamboo move (my icon for my IMs)


ok, the stupid conference thing was yesterday for my RPC. It didn't go too bad if you ask me. Yea, my mom found out that it was an actual kiss.... but she didn't say anything about it. As you can tell I'm not in trouble ~ so it went good. The chicks that had recorded it on their cell phones got in trouble w/ the dean and were forced to delete it, and next time one of the chicks from my PE class start gettin onto me, Krystal, Maxi, Brittney, or Ashley about being bi I'm goin to the dean about it to see if maybe she can be suspended. Other then that I just gotta hod my head high and ignore everyone that tries to piss me off. The dean even said that she saw the recordings of it and she could tell that it was "lip-to-lip" right infront of my mom ~ and my punishment..... was a giant slim jim (ah wat memories) and a slushie. I loved my punishment.

Yesterday was fun after the conference thingy. Cause I went out like 5 places w/ my mom.... and then when we got home I sat outside for about 30min and then Van came over. At like 5:30 he went back to his house to get sumthing for this littler kid's skateboard ~ and when he came back michael and his other friend who's name I forgot but I've met before. Van and Fermin played a game of SKATE (Fermin won) and me an' the guys sat off to the side and talked. Around ummm, at like 6pm we hung out by my house.... and we kept joking around about stuff. The guy that lives across from me was out on his balcony listening to us and all of a sudden Mike broke out into talking about sex w/o noticing he was outside. OMG it was sooo funni. After a while Fermin had to go home and it was down to the four of us. Van and Mike were skateboarding and me 'n the other dude were talkin and joking around.... he's really funni w/o even meaning to be. (and honestly doesn't look bad at all) Van sow how he kept getting me to laugh and told us to stop flirting *blushes* why I'd never! LoL Around 7:15 they left and I came inside ~ not much happened after that.

Today! has been utterly boring. Right now I'm talking to Bryi, Ash, and Angel. I was talking to mike (from FLA) not too long ago but he had to go. I have a song stuck in my head. It's my new mod too ~ TLC "I Miss You So Much." Well thats all for now. Goodbie. Love, Monkey

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mood: um ~ chillen an' pissed
listening to: rock moozik
watching: Fuse

Usually when you here about discrimination you think of someone being racist ~ well I don't. I think of different things that aren't on alot of pplz minds. My thoughts can be traced to Hitler's reign, sexist, and people who are against a group because of their sexual preferences. Which leads me to my topic for today ~ my sexual preference is my choice and no one can make me feel any different. Yes, I have a girlfriend now ~ and yes we did kiss... but you don't have to hate us, mob around us like we're some kind of freak show, and you shouldn't get into our faces about it either. Today is day one of me 'n Krystal being together ~ and Brittney and Maxi being together (yes, me 'n Van are still together ). I don't understand tho why suddenly people know about us being bi so they hate us OR they decide that we have no feelings so to just at random mob around us and start questioning us. IT JUST PISSES ME OFF! Because of the whole kissing insident ~ Krystal, Maxi, Brittney, and even me ended up missing all of 5th period, having our parents called, and getting R.P.C.ed. As I was sitting in the dean's office I started freaking out and thinking about how badly mom was gonna kill me and how much trouble I'd be in when she came to pick me up. Well, she came ~ and I completely freaked. Until she asked the deans' secretary what had happened and we went just outside the door of the office and my mom started yelling at the assistant lady. So I'm not worried at all ~ I didn't even get in trouble at all. Well I'm gonna go for the night ~ I'll return tomorrow to give an update on how the conference goes. Love ~ Monkey

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