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 MidnightMonkey Age. 18 Gender. Female Ethnicity. freak ^.^ (aka~ me) Location North Las Vegas, NV School. Other » More info.                                | How d'you like my background btw? I just made it! Actually right now I'm just taking a break from cleaning my room ~which I've been doing for the past 2 hours. It's been an onn-nd-off project for me all night ~ if I really wanted to get it done I'd have had it done around 3 - 3:30ish. I'm so happy though. I found something I thought I'd lost... and I'm really glad that I didn't. Anthony wrote it 2 me a while ago.  this is it My One True Love I see you everyday my love and as each day passes I feel even more closer to you as if our body and souls were becoming one and my love for you blossoms like a thousand magical roses that will never die. And those times when I have to leave you fo that short period of time it feels like time slows down itself as if it was restraining me from you... and will not let me see you again... so I wait for an eternity waiting to be able to look into your eyes. That gives me hope and makes me feel so happy that I am finally with you again. Where I know I won't have to worry about anything for the few moments that I stare into your eyes... But now I'm in my bed alone staring at the ceiling thinking of you and wishing you where here with me so I could tell you how much I care about you and love you so much. Now I fall into a most wonderful sleep with dreams of you that last forever. And when I awake from this dream and before I open my eyes I hope with every part of my body that I will see you sleeping next to me. So as I open my eyes to see that you are not there I feel disappointed and sad but I know that the day will be here and I will see you sleeping next to me. But fot now I know I will see [you] later in this day and I can tell you that you are my one and only true love. I'll keep it forever. I read it when I'm sad ~ and it reminds me of the first time I read it. I was so..... so...... I don't even know the word for it. But when I read it I cried, cause I know it's all true. I couldn't help it. It makes me think of all the times I've fallen asleep with him ~ waking up & seeing his smile and feeling the warmth of his lips as he presses them to mine. I'd love to wake up like that everyday. I'd sleep so much better too. But until the day comes, when I can wake up lying next to him ~ I go and lay down each night alone... my bedside cold where I long for him to be. ~*I love him*~ Always & Forever ~*Singe de Minuit*~ Comment! (4) | Recommend! boredom Tuesday. 10.11.05 5:40 pm well that's how I am right now. And I don't know why. I should be happy as all hell right now, cause Tony was finally back at school today ~ so I got to spend a good deal of time w/ him. But... I'm not. Right now I, actually, feel like I'm about to cry... and kinda thinkg I'd just feel better if I did. Either that or that he would come over. That might be it too. I'm gonna go. See if I can maybe go to David's for a bit. Comment! (2) | Recommend! yup yup... i'm back Sunday. 10.9.05 10:22 am Yea... I know that sounds pretty stupid, but it's true. He got RPCed for skipping class. He'd fallen asleep in class and when he woke up his teacher told him to go to the nurse so he left... but he didn't feel like going to the nurse and it happened to be second lunch right then too, so he went to lunch. My guess is the teacher called the nurse to see if he'd gone or not and the nurse said no, so he was RPCed for skipping class. My assumption for why he's grounded from me ~ Erin (his step mom) probably thinks that I had second lunch and that he'd gone to see me. We don't know how long he's grounded tho, and that sucks. He's not supposed to talk to me on the phone either, but we've managed to get around that so far. (they didn't take his cell) As well as that we both have txt messaging.  Hmmm........... I'm bored. I'm actually suprised at myself. Lately I haven't really been staying up much past 2am at the very latest and I've been awake before 9:00am. I'm not sleeping freakishly late anymore. Plus on school mornings my alarm's actually woken me up.......ANYWHO...... ooooooo!!!! And last night guess what I watched!!!!  It's so fucking awsome! And really REALLY funny. You need to see it. BUY IT!!! Cause you'll want to watch it more than once. Believe me. I wanna watch it again ~ but I wanna watch it w/ Tony cause he still hasn't seen it. But I'mve gotta wait till at least Tuesday or Wednesday for that, if he's allowed to walk home from school, cause his meeting w/ Ms. Simmons is supposed to be Tuesday @ 10. I can't wait till then. Well I'm gonna go and see if we have any food. Singe de Minuit and for anyone who was able to get into, I think it was, the entry "okay, so I'll type more"...... no worries anymore. I'm not pregnant! Comment! (1) | Recommend! a wonderous day Sunday. 9.25.05 9:50 pm today was fucking awsome!!!! I went over to Anthony's house at like... 2-ish and was there until 6. ... ..... ... okay, actually I'll start from after I got off the comp earlier me and Tony were on the phone while I was on.... he'd called me at like 11:50pm Saturday. When I go off we were still on the phone. Originally he was going to get off and go to bed at, I think it was, 3 or 4 in the morning. It was after I'd updated on here... I think. O well, I'm really not sure. Well I happened to be looking at this bondage website at the time, and accidntally slipped and mentioned how badly I wanted him right then and so he didn't want to go to bed anymore. Instead he kept asking me what all was on my mind. I didn't tell him anymore than that. He kept on asking... as well as how badly I wanted him and what I wanted him to do to me. I didn't say anything... okay, I didn't say much. When I got off the computer tho... it was different. I started giving him hints... first just telling him that I wanted him really bad right then, that I wished I was there; or that he was here... and that I wanted to feel the feeling of him rubbing his hands all over my body. More and more time passed... the more I felt I'd made him suffer and I let him know a little bit more. It got to the point......... 8:00 in the morning ~ and we ended up having phone sex. I'll try to get on tomorrow and put more of my day down ~ if not (and you managed to get in and even read this much) I'm sorry. ~Singe de Minuit~ Comment! (1) | Recommend! okay, so I'll type more Sunday. 9.25.05 12:10 am Comment! (1) | Recommend! dearest friend(s) Saturday. 9.24.05 10:59 pm Well then lets see... what's new with everyone? I hope things in Florida are going well; I've heard a few mixed things on that matter. That things down there are really shitty ~ and yet that people are happy, having fun, that life's all-out going pretty okay. If that's your case then wonderful. If things aren't so great over-all for you then I'm very sorry. I'm also very sorry that lately I've kinda been ignoring my nutang and spending way more time off the computer now that school's started. I've found myself spending quite a bit of time out with friends when I'm not in school. O yes, and EVERYBODY should go and see Corpse Bride... it's soooo fuckin awsome!!!! Me and Anthony went and saw it last night. I know... from the previews you're probably thinking "well it seems exactly the same as Nightmare Before Christmas." I thought the same thing, but Tim Burton's a genius... and while I wanna say it was a lot like Nightmare Before Christmas I wanna say it was completely different. Anywho... it's a REALLY good movie & I wanna go and see it again. (but I only have $13 left... I'd need six more bucks, and I don't get paid till Friday.) Yes... I pretty much have a job now as well. I babysit for the people that lived above us over in the apartments Tuesday - Friday for $10. Usually I'm only there for an hour so I get like... $40 a week, but sometimes they ask me to stay a bit longer so I get more. It's good though, cause I have a bit more of a "routine" for after school now, and I can buy stuff that I want.... I don't have to bug Jr or my mom for money. But, of course, I still do sometimes since 40 isn't really that much nowa-days. Jr's working right down the road at wendy's... I don't ask him for that much now, cause I know he's trying to save up so he can get a car so he doesn't have to walk to work every day. And next week mom's probably gonna be starting to work again. She quit working graveyard cause she feels like she needs to be here awake durring the day & this way she's here at night and can have me up on time to get ready for school. She's gonna be working right down the road as well... only she's gonna be at Sinclare ~ this gas station that's just been built ~ from 7am -3pm. So we're all bringing in money. Things haven't really been that bad since James passed and Darlene got Matthew ~ not like I thought it would be. I thought it was gonna be hell until like... January or February, but things have gotten a good deal better. Also, I'm happy. Cheryl's going to be coming out to visit around Thanksgiving. I can't wait to see her again. It's been since just after my birthday that she was here. She's already informed me that we're probably gonna be spending a bit of time down on the strip, that's gonna be fun. Her and I have gotten pretty close since she moved out. Most of you have known me since before she moved and are reading this thinking I'm insane cause of how much I used to complain about her. But all's well now. Also, she's turning 19 in two-ish weeks ~ I might be going down there to see her then... but I highly doubt it. Alright, well I'm gonna go... I've typed quite a bit in only a few minutes, and now I'm starting to now be able to type so great which sucks cause I have a lot more that I wanna say. But I shall save it for another day. I'll try to be on here a bit more often, but I'll make no garuntees. Love, ~*Singe de Minuit*~ **/o, and yes... Anthony and I are still together. It's been just over 4 months now. ~smiles~ And it's been an amazing 4 months w/ m' love.\** Comment! (0) | Recommend! |
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