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This is just WRONG!!! Please, if you're in Califonia, or know people that are try to stop it from happening! Have everyone you know go against it. What if it was your new-born pit bull puppy being killed for what another dog did?

This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to us. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Myspace could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this so as many people can see this as possible.




















































































This has to be stopped.
many people own pitbulls because they are loyal and loving!! any breed can bite... its not the dog, its the owner..... blame the deed, not the breed.

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last night was awesome. I spent the night over at my friend Stephanie's house just for the hell of the ''good old times'' before she'd left for texas. Last night was really cool tho. Her sister, Ashley, had a bunch of her friends and her boyfriend over as well. Lamar was the coolest tho (lol) even tho he kept picking on me . But yea... anywho. When I got over there Steph was grilling for dinner and so her and I kept going in and out the door which squeaks, so it got annoying. But when I got there her sister and them were playing 'Dirty Pictures' I think it's called and it was so fucking funny. Everything they were saying as clues just sounded soooo wrong. Then a few of them started playing higher or lower... only as black or red, and 'Cuban' (aka Daniel or Danny) and Joel ended up getting so drunk off of that. Cause if you didn't get the card right then you had to take a shot, and the only liquor that was on the table was Bacardi. It was funny. Lamar kept joking around w/ me tho, cause I wasn't even buzzed and I had... idk how many bottles and a daquiri w/ extra rum in it... but it was really nice. And I've figured out that the Black Cherry Twisted is really freakin good.... but the lime Smirnoff Ice is by far THE best I've ever had. I'm not gonna go on about the rest of the night, cause after a while it kinda started falling apart (around 11:00 and midnight) cause Ashley and Joel kept drinking. Joel mostly just was cause he was trying to beat Ashley cause she took like 3 or 4 shots w/o chasers and he ended up doing the same amount, but they weren't one right after the other, they were separated. But after he took the shot I'd poured for him (so he wouldn't drop the bottel)... his fifth shot w/o a chaser... he was FUCKED UP. I think it's also cause I poured him a full shot and not 3/4 shot like what Danny was puring for him. But yea... last night was fun! I don't think I'm gonna do it again any time soon... cause it was kinda odd not being in my bed and not getting to say goodnight to Anthony... but it was really fun. Definitally a night to remember.
(and we've got some of it on video!!!! -evil laughter-)
-hearts- ... love... hugs... and all that good stuff that makes ppl feel warm and fuzzy inside.
Monkey

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OKAY.......... where to start? I can't wait till Wednesday!!! We're going to Festival this year (choir) and I haven't been to one in two years cause of the stupid teacher from last year. My teacher this year is awesome tho!!! And since I'm in both choirs I get to miss the entire day of school! I'm so happy and excited... but I'm way nervous too. I have a solo each time I go there (the frist solo in Amazing Grace... the second verse; and the second solo in this song, Angels Watching Over Me, that we're singing in mixed choir.) I'm afraid I'm gonna like... die on stage. But the lady whose kids I babysit wants to go cause she used to be in choir and she misses going to festival. plus my mommy might be going if the lady I babysit for is going... cause then my mom will have a ride. But since I have the two solos I talked to my teacher and I get to bring my bag with me. I'm going to bring the picture of my dad that I have and I'm bringing my Wooly. <<< don't ask, I love him. But the only thing I really have to worry about is the one for mixed choir cause that's the one I keep skrewing up on in class ~> ^{I'm getting mad at me for it now.} And it sucks cause I know the notes for it... so I'm plenty confident about it my voice just won't let me. But we'll just have to see how it goes. Cause me having the solo in that song is better than Dion having it cause he'll get laughed off stage and he can't sing for SHIT!!! So yea... I've just gotta hope my voice'll let me and that it'll get used to the part so it doesn't sound bad. Well... that's it I guess... I can't think of anything else to type.
wish me luck
I love you all!!!
Monkey

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this is me and my fiance after school earlier today
YAY!!! i know that not too many people come onto here anymore... but o well. so what's up ya'll!? i'm so happy! we finally got a picture together (thank-oo malou!). it's not really the best, but it's still better than none at all. i like it! we finally got a picture together after we've been together for soooo long. just wait till i get a new digital camera -evil laughter- but o well.

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okay, so i'm not really that happy right now... after all, it's almost 3 in the morning and i'm tired as hell but i can't sleep cause i've been drinking almost all day -takes another drink- and i'm alone. but o well. i'm hella better than i was last night, and talking to anthony today helped me figure out why i was so upset last night. i'd found two papers that i'd written just before anthony left for texas about how guilty i felt for being so stupid and cheating on anthony. well, now i feel alot better, cause just after him and i finished....... well, just before we were about to go downstairs to see what was for dinner i ended up breaking down again and when he asked what was wrong and what i was thinking about it all just started pouring out of me. i felt so bad about it, but actually telling him the entire truth about what had happened between me and ryan that day felt really good. it's like... this whole huge thing was lifted up off of me and i could be me again. and i felt so bad for lying to him about it for (now) about 6 or 7 months, and it was selfish of me to hide it and to lie to him about it, cause the only reason i never told him was because i was afraid that he'd get mad at me and that i'd end up getting hurt from it. but today i told him everything.... even that i went against my word to everybody (mostly him) afterward and i cut myself up pretty bad and over the summer while he was gone i was constantly looking at my knife but i never touched it cause of how bad it hurt to defy him by cutting myself. i think he's really the reason i stopped. and now that i know that i have the rest of my life to look forward to that i'm going to be with him, i want it to last as long as possible. but he wasn't mad at me, upset yes... there was no denying that one, but if he was mad at all then he hid it very well. what i didn't get tho was that he didn't ask why... instead he said that he understood. and at first he had tried to make me feel better by saying that at the time it had happened we hardly knew eachother, so it wasn't too big of a deal. it's just... kinda new to me, having someone who understands stuff and doesn't get mad. like how danny was. he didn't care why i'd done it... he was mad at me and that was that; then at the end of the day he broke up with me and i was crushed. i was afraid that that was how anthony was going to be, but he didn't get mad and walk away or tell me to leave him alone....... he got comfortable and pulled me close to him and talked to me.
our friends say we were made for eachother or that if we broke up the world would come to an end
and i'm really starting to agree with them that we are made for eachother. cause he can make me happy no matter what. even if he does something as simple as look at me, smile at me, or hug me... stuff that most people get everyday anyway from different people. but from him... when he does that stuff i feel special, like i know i'll always be his and nothing can change that. just being in the same room with him makes me happy. its......... it's strange to me still, but it's a good strange.

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