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 MidnightMonkey Age. 18 Gender. Female Ethnicity. freak ^.^ (aka~ me) Location North Las Vegas, NV School. Other » More info.                                | hello dear friend... Friday. 9.9.05 12:52 am well school's been kinda-ish interesting, but it's more-so okay cause things are so different from last year. I'm fully better, except for my nose is still kinda clogged when I try to go to sleep ~ unless I just pass out like I did twice today. It's funny how I can try to sleep all I want, and I can never really get to sleep. But after laying w/ Tony (using him as a 'pillow') for only like... 15-20 minutes earlier on the couch, I was dead asleep. Then the same thing happened when we got to my house after we went to the store, only it was a bit more than 20 minutes. Okay, well I don't really have much to type; and I have to go do my Chem and geometry homework X.X before I fall asleep again. I'll fully update when I get the chance, cause tomorrow I have to babysit for Caci right after I get home from school. No complaints tho, cause tomorrow I get paid for the week... and starting either next week or the week after my pay doubles cause she told me she'd pay me what she paid the daycare ($10 an hour). Well, goodnight. {o yes, and actually it's ony 11, the time thing on here is wrong.} ~*Singe de Minuit*~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ o yes, and Ash if you read this, I kinda broke the "promise" we'd made back when we first met. And it wasn't like I thought it'd be. But still, sorry for breaking the pack. Comment! (1) | Recommend! *sighs* fuck... NOOOOO!!! Sunday. 8.28.05 2:37 pm OMFG!!!!! This can't be happening!!! Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! I fucking hate this. Let's see... for the past week of so my allergies have been kicking me in the ass. I took allergy medicine and thought nothing of it as usual. School starts tomorrow... 7:50 sharp aka I have to leave my house by 7:15 if not earlier... and doesn't get out until 2:15. Now everyone knows you can't miss the first day of school, right? Getting to see friends that you haven't seen all summer, schedules get handed out, going and annoying your teachers from the previous year whom were "fond of you," but even more-so getting to get away from the house for a good while w/o having to worry about your mom calling you telling you to come home. Well I woke up today and I'm absolutly miserable. I can't breath thru my nose at all, and I can hardly breath in general. I feel like my head's about to explode, I'm really fucking cold~but I'm sweating, and I JUST WANNA GO BACK TO BED!!!!! GIR! Usually my colds are noticable a while before they really hit and only last a day or two. This one just hit me w/o warning and mom said it's probably gonna last at least a week. I hate this!!! Why am I the one that always gets sick? Especially at the times when I least want to. Well I'm gonna go and get some food so I can take more medicine. Loves ~*Singe de Minuit*~ Comment! (1) | Recommend! I pledge.... Saturday. 8.27.05 5:19 pm Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen, And the 'unwed daddy,' our Senior King. It's "inappropriate" to teach right from wrong, We're taught that such "judgments" do not belong. We can get our condoms and birth controls, Study witchcraft, vampires and totem poles. But the Ten Commandments are not allowed, No word of God must reach this crowd. It's scary here I must confess, When chaos reigns the school's a mess. So, Lord, this silent plea I make: Should I be shot; My soul please take! Amen Comment! (0) | Recommend! Coulrophobia Thursday. 8.25.05 12:27 am My coulrophobia or "clownophobia" justified. This happened in a small New England town... aka yes it really did happen. A few years ago a mother and a father decided they needed a break, so they wanted to head out for a night on the town. So they called their most trusted babysitter. When the babysitter arrived the two children were already fast asleep in bed. So the babysitter just got to sit around and make sure everything was okay with the children. Later in the night, the babysitter got bored and so she wanted to watch tv but she couldnt watch it downstairs because they didnt have cable downstairs (the parents didnt want their children watching too much garbage) so she called them and asked them if she could watch cable tv in the parents room. Of course the parents said it was ok, but the babysitter had one final request. She asked if she could cover up the large clown statue in their bedroom with a blanket or cloth, because it made her nervous. The phone line was silent for a moment, and the father(who was talking to the babysitter at the time) said.....take the children and get out of the house.....we'll call the police...we dont have a clown statue..... the children and the babysitter got murdered by the clown. it turned out 2 be that the clown was a killer that escaped from jail.  Right when I finished reading that I heard the door open (it was just after midnight... when you don't expect anyone to be coming into the house {and the front door is practically right next to the computer}). OMFG it scared the shit outta me. lol ~ he walked around the corner and came & stood next to me. Before I hugged him or even said hi I hit him. Cause he scared me so bad. Comment! (2) | Recommend! WHY!? Thursday. 8.25.05 9:55 am I feel like such a fucking idiot. And it's really embarrassing too. It's now twice in a row that I've said no to him, and last night I wish I hadn't. First one... understandable ~ I was on my period. But last night... I had no reason. No, that's not true. Ya wanna know what my reason was!? I was scared. I was afraid that it'd hurt me really bad cause it's been a week or two. I said no cause I was afraid of pain when it didn't even really hurt the first time we had sex and it'd been almost 3 years since I'd done anything. Then right when he had to leave he just... really got to me and I wanted to then, but he was supposed to have left half an hour before that. Cause I locked him between my legs so that he could move some, but I wouldn't let go. Well he sat up and I was still strattling him. He'd put his legs out so I couldn't pull him back down. I found that out when I tried to and I ended up just laying there w/ my legs hooked around him. He started rubbing from my waist, up to my neck, and then down again. And after a bit he started going down my legs some when he went back down. I was just laying there, my legs still hooked around him, with my eyes closed because his touch is so gentle and relaxing to me. Then he went from my legs, up to my neck, then back down; but only one hand moved to my leg. He started gently caressing and massaging ~ then moved my thong so that it was out of the way and started fingering me. I wanted to stop him cause I didn't want him getting to me really badly like that right before he had to leave, but I couldn't. It's like, as soon as he touched me I was paralized. My only movement was a result of his. I hope mom has to work tonight, I want him to come back again... this time I won't say no. There's no way I can say no to him 3 times, right in a row. Especially w/ him getting to me like he is. Comment! (0) | Recommend! YAY!!! ... boredom Tuesday. 8.23.05 10:28 pm god I'm so bored right now. I wish someone would call so I can talk. ... I don't know what about, I just feel like talking to someone. (and Tony's not answering either of his phones -tear-) O well, I wouldn't besuprised if he's asleep cause of the medicine he had to take for his bite(s). It was only one spider... but it was kind enough to bite him 3 times in practically the same spot. Gir, I want to go out somewhere too... but I dunno where, and it's too late to ask my mom to take me out anywhere. {plus I don't have any money.} *thinks for a minute* Hm... I want a hug too. Yea, I know... I want a lot tonight. But hey, I actually have the time to think about these things now. I probably would've been the same way last night, but it was ruined. We had problems with Karen's new husband and Jimmy coming over at like... midnight, and mom called the cops. While she was on the phone they left then decided to come back w/ Karen and mom called the cops again, only this time a car was sent out and they (Karen and them) got in trouble. It was kinda scary. Then a little earlier Darlene decided to come over and get Matthew's stuff, so most likely we aren't getting him back. It's not that big of a suprise to me... but it's kinda painful knowing that the little brat is gonna be gone. I admit though, I did love the kid. It's been too quiet since Darlene took him. But I guess that that's something we've gotta get used to. Gir so much happened today, but I can't really put it on here. Cause it's like... all mass-personal stuff. Okay, I want another piece of pizza, so I'm gonna go. Love, ~*Singe de Minuit*~ Comment! (0) | Recommend! |
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