Yes... another rainy & cold day. Only today the rain was fun, especially @ lunch. I wasn't hanging out w/ the usual group... I was w/ Chris (and yes, we're going out now), Laryna, Armondo, Krystal, and a couple other ppl. Well Chris decided it'd be fun to pick me up and bring me out into the rain and start a water fight w/ me... so what'd i do? ... I got my water bottle and chased after him in the rain. I'm really glad that I'm w/ him now, I just hope ppl don't think that I broke up w/ Seth just to be w/ Chris. But after school it turned into Hell, cause walking home from school Erik told me that I ruined his life and that he hopes I'm happy. Also that he hopes the rest of my life is good, and that he's bringing his to an end. I dunno if he's serious or not, I really hope he isn't... I dunno what I'd do if one of my friends committed suicide; especially one I'm as close to as I am to him. So life's great and it really really sux at the same time. Well I'm gonna go... gotta start gettin ready to go out. My sis is takin me out to the movies soon. Love, Monkey

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Ok, I settled my "problem." I broke up w/ Seth today after school... i couldn't actually do it so I gave him a note. I also found out today that my crush since a couple weeks after school first started likes me. ((hugs Chris)) And came back to school w/ all intentions of asking me out. He also told me that if I want... the offer's always open (unless he's got a gf). I'm not sure if I'm gonna take the offer, but I really want to. I'm g2g, night. ((hugs)) <3 Monkey

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i hate this!!! I'm so confused right now. The whole thing w/ Seth is really weird -> I just don't feel like I should be w/ him... but i'd feel really bad tellin him that when we've only been going out for 2 days. I guess it's cause we were so close when he asked me out, that's why i still feel like we're still just friends. I just don't know what I should do. And I was supposed to go to the wrestling match @ 6, but we were eating dinner so I couldn't.

On a different note... I'm mad at Ryan now (kinda). He told Seth a lot of the stuff that him 'n I did. And Chris was back today!!! -smiles- I missed him. I had told him what I had heard @ lunch the first day that he was gone... about him trying to kill himself and he said "Nah, you don't have to worry about that. Haven't I told you it's almost impossible for me to die? You can just consider me back from the dead." It's kewl that he's back, it just really sux that he's probably gonna be transfering schools. I don't want him to go -tear- I'd really miss him. And I think I bruised my wrist bone @ pe when I was playing volleyball. It hurts really bad... I'm never playing w/ my jewelry on again. I'm g2g for now. Nitez.((hugs)) <3 Monkey O... and don't ask. My banana man's kewlionessful!

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Yes! Finally back to school... well, i've actually been back since yesterday but i didn't write. Yesterday was really fun for me, I GOT TO SEE EVERYONE AGAIN! I also took a flying leap @ Seth when he got to school. It was another day full of rain... now lets do the math here-> rain + uneven cement = really nice puddles. Me + friends = fun. Me + friends + giant puddles = a whole hell of alot of fun!!! Me, Steph L, and Seth were kinda having a water war until the campus monitor got mad at us for it. And i was @ school until about 2:40-ish waiting for my mom cause she said she'd pick me up. It's all good tho, cause Seth had to stay after for wrestling practice so i wondered around school w/ him until coach got there. When he had to go I decided to start walkin home. I finally managed to tell Steph how I feel about her -> she had no reaction tho. Mitch and Lauren are going out again.... hell, i didn't even know about the first time they were together. And today, right before 3rd period Seth asked me out, so I'm not single anymore. But -tear- Maxi dumped Steph D. The best part is that me 'n Steph are still realli good friends (even tho she's his x and i kno that she is). Pplz reactions @ lunch were funni when Allie kept callin out "Lori's goin out w/ Seth!!!" I couldn't help but laugh... especially since when Nikki found out she came over and hugged me and was like u r? congadulations! and then went back over and played more hacki sac. I'm gonna go.

I gotz ta get ready for bed. ((hugs)) -smiles and waves- Goodnight, <3 Monkey

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Hm, i'm not sure why i feel like this but i think it might be dejavoue.... i think i just might've used this title before. Today was nothing special.... didn't see anyone, didn't talk to anyone (cept Ash who I'm talking to right now). I also found out that Jonathan (my x-anonymous skateboarder) apparently moved sumtime last month. He didn't even bother to say bye or anything. Ok... well that's pretty much it. -waves- Bye bye. <3 Monkey O yea... and this ~> I was surfing thru different sites earlier and i've found two pix that i really like. Yea... I really hate Tellitubbies. It's kinda funni finding pictures like this the ppl put alot of time into making.

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ok, so i don't have a car and i don't hink he has combat boots ~> but the basic idea is still there. <3Monkey

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