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MidnightMonkey
Age. 33
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Irish, German, Polish and more
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Gr to today
Tuesday. 11.30.04 11:50 pm



GR! This is all I need right now. Now Joe's goin on about five million different things and is threatening me. I HATE THIS!!! Y is most everything negative in this house aimed at me?
<- to Steph
Ok... diff note, so I can get my mind off it. I GOT SUM1 TO SIGN UP ON HERE!!! Well, actually this is my second person that I got on nutang. I feel so proud of me.
Well, I've gotta get fo rthe night. Love.... Monkey

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heartbreak..... MAJOR
Monday. 11.29.04 9:19 pm


Yea... life really sux! I guess u could say my life's falling apart slowly... yet ever so quick. Today at lunch Luis gave me a note from Steph -> she's been thinking of breaking up w/ me for a while now... but only now did I get the note. My dream was right. Every time I really have major feelings for some one they hurt me. Maybe I should just give up... no more relationships = no more heartbreak. I have a really strong feeling that I'm gonna end up crying myself to sleep tonight cause of this. Luis feels bad, and not too long ago he called to make sure I was ok. I was on the phone w/ Eric for a while, but I got off cause I wanted to come on here. (listen to sad music & poor my heart out in here as usual.) On a bit more of a happy-ish note I found out today after school that Seth likes me. I was hugging him & some chick asked him if we were going out-> he said no, then told me what she'd asked and said he wouldn't mind it... but no we aren't. And I'm really lost now too; what do u do when some one u trust w/ eveything and consider ur best friend tells u that they're falling in love w/ u? Not just that they like u... but love. I've gotta go... my half hours about up. I'll return tomorrow. Nite all -> *hugs* Love Monkey

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Breakaway
Sunday. 11.28.04 11:03 pm
mood: really quiet.... and sad
listening to: Kelly Clarkson's cd -> Breakaway

GRRR!!! I don't kno what's happening to me lately. I feel like everything's gone wrong... and there's nothing that can happen that'll make it all better. Ever heard the saying "your just putting salt on a fresh wound"??? Well, I think that's what's goin on w/ me. By crying about all this stuff it's not helping me out any -> in a way it's just making it worse. Like crying cause I miss Justin so much is just making me miss him and wanna be back w/ him even more. And thanx for the comments on my poem.... I'm still working on it, not quite sure what it's leading to either. I always knew looking back at most of the tears would make me laugh. But I didn't know that looking back at the laughs would make me cry. And that's what I've been doing, looking back/ remembering all the fun times and all the times we just went insane... and I've just been sitting crying my ass off about all of it. I'm gonna be getting my film, that I was using durring All-County, developed soon... then I'm gonna die. Each picture is gonna bring back so much-> especially when we were at Kissimmee Middle for the all day rehersal. I remember we were all joking around, Jesus didn't want us to take any pictures of him and I kept catching him off gaurd, and that was the day I met Daniel. Then there was the ever-famous Phillip and "Mr. Pokey" LoL. I miss it all so much, and I'd do it all over in a heartbeat. I'm really glad that mom told me that we'll probably be going down to Florida to visit durring the summer -> so I have something to look forward to. (and when we get there I'll choose my friends over any amusement place in less then a millisecond.) I don't wanna go to school tomorrow, cause I'm afraid that I'm gonna end up breaking out into tears just outta no where. But at the same time I kno that I can go to Seth (if he's there) or Mr. Cooper about what's been going on lately. And I might just hunt down Steven at lunch and say hi just fo the Hell of it. Just to bug him-> but not like I used to go to Justin's house after school to "bug" him. GR! Some one find Justin and tell him I love him... even tho I never told him so, I still love him. (ashley, u go to school w/ him... can u find him and tell him!? PLZ???) I'm gonna go for the night.... do my laundry and get ready for bed. Goodnight all, I u. and *hugs* to my family (u all kno who ur). Love ALWAYS, Monkey

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???
Sunday. 11.28.04 12:03 am
My hands shaking
Heart racing
Blood thru my veins,
So fast it hurts.
I feel the pain,
Hold back the tears.
Feelings building inside,
It's only my fears.
They cause this madness,
Rushing thru my mind.
Calm down & find the wall,
I choose to stay behind.

Cause I can't be myself,
No matter what they say.
Behind the wall in my safe-place,
I'm practically forced to stay.

ok... so it's a work in progress. But do ya think it sounds ok??? I'm not sure -> I just jotted it down really quick & I'm not too good w/ the whole rhyming thing. PLZ COMMENT!?!?!? I wanna kno what u think.

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boredom
Friday. 11.26.04 4:31 am


YES!!! I love this little pikkie thingy. It's sooooo tru about what I always say 2 ppl. And here is some of the little collection that I picked up tonight.








ok, that's all for the night. I've got loads more, but I don't wanna bore u to death. Love, Monkey

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i haven't changed... but my results did...
Thanksgiving-> 2004 11:02pm
Take the quiz: "What kind of teen are you?"

Multiple personalities!
YOU HAVE TWO PERSONALITIES! Welcome to my world! One side is nice and good and sweet. A perfect angel. That makes your other side sick. This other side is out to kill. It's your complete opposite. While you like cuddling with kitties or puppies, your other side is more fond of stabbing them with a knife and then drinking the blood. So hire a good exorcist and try to keep your other side under control when making some friends, cause I have a pretty good hunch you don't have many with your own personal Mr. Hyde (good book for you to read by the way). So I salute you, oh comrade of mine. You and your MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES.

I took the quiz again -> actually reading the questions this time and this (look up) was my results. The weird part is... yea I tend to be like 2 different ppl, but I have loads of friends. O yea... happy Thanksgiving every one. My day was really boring. The only person that I've talked to today that I'm not related to is Jr's g/f Cleo -> she's actually really kewl. She's going thru the same thing as me right now... she wants to go home (back to Hawaii) and so do I. I really wanna go back to Florida. And honestly... I ended up crying myself to sleep Tuesday night. Cause I was listening to Linkin Park's Hybrid Theory, and I used to listen to that when I sat out front or went walking around my old neighborhood. Ok, I'm bored. I might get to see Donovan again sometime this weekend, his mom suggested it to me when I called last night (Donovan wasn't home). I hope my mom lets me see him, cause James is probably gonna be going back to the hospital again. Well, I'm gonna go for now... whether I'll be back again b4 the night's up... I have no idea. Love, Monkey.

o yea... and I did my fourth holes on monday night and I'll probably be piercing my ear again at the top. Whether it's my left ear again below the first one or my right ear I'm not sure, but I kno I won't get in trouble for it cause it'll be w/ the peircing gun thing that Cheryl got.

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