You have a beautiful soul! These are rare and very
special. One who has a beautiful soul has
beauty inside and out, and is always very
kind. You may be the one who always applies
make-up to look better and achieve certain
standards, but you look just as gorgeous
without makeup. You take pride in yourself
because you know that you are worth better.
Sometimes you preen in front of the mirror for
hours, but you're never too busy to help
someone. Everyone loves you and you love them
back. You have a lot of friends, and popularity.
But you didn't get it because of your
clothes-you got it because there seems to be a
radiance around you, a sort of glow, that
attracts people to do better and be better.


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wow! there's actually life in my complex! He just moved in like 5 day ago... so that's why I never saw him on any of my walks before. He's in grade nine too (like me!)...... but he's not going to my school, he's going to Mojave (the school I want to go to.) Funny how you meet people; I was on one of my many walks and I saw him outside skateboarding, and his trick ended up being an ass-plant.... so I stood there and applauded him. (I know, kinda mean right?) Well he found it kinda funny that I congradulated him on his fall. Sux that he's not going to Canyon... so I will be starting school with no friends still .
I don't want Donovan to move again... especially not to Hawaii . I told him that if the answer on Monday is "start packing we're leaving" or any form of saying that they are moving.... to expect me over at his house the next day. I realized tonight how he's the only person I know that, when I talk to him on the phone at night and one of us has to go, says goodnight. (and oddly he does it in this really soft kinda upset voice) it's really sweet. And I can't believe it's been so long since the last time we saw eachother . Maybe I can get him to ask his parents to bring him to my open house / school BBQ so I can see him again , and so my parents can meet him. I'm gonna go for now, love ya all. Monkey

(thanx lexa ~ but I don't look that good)

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WAAAAAAHHHHHHH! I've gotta go get registered for skool 2day. This realli sux. It's only 8:45 in the morning and I'm already dressed. (cause of death- clean jeans that I think shrunk half a size or so in the wash.) O wow! Ash is on... so they must have power back in Fla... but shez got her away message up. :'( I'm really bored right now....... I think I'm supposed to be babysiting, but he hasn't even looked away from the TV once since he woke up.(thanks t otechnology for cable) Yesterday it ended up being really nice outside ~> around 7pm. I still haven't met anyone that lives here, even tho I'm almost always walking around the complex. (Lexa doesn't live here anymore... I met her when she was moving out) she's really kewl tho, I don't think she cares what anyone thinks of her... cause she'll come right out and say how she feels or what she's thinkin of. She catches you off gaurd by it too <~ *alexa* I really didn't need to kno you had to pee /LoL/ ~> Well, I'm gonna go 4 now..... Matthew just realized that there is actually a world outside the zone of the TV, LoL. Bie biez <3 Monkey

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Ok, wow... actually it's 2:45am where I am... but i'm too lazy to change the time thingy. I'm glad to know that Justin has survived the hurricane and about the only thing that happened in my old neighborhood is that trees fell and the power went out. I'm seriously worried about Ash though... cause yesterday when I tried to call her I got a recording that said her # was disconnected. I really really hope she's ok... I'll try to call her later on today to see if maybe her phone was just knocked out for awhile. I tried 2 call Bryi too, but I didn't get an answer. Yesterday started off a bit earlier then I wanted it to.... cause Riley called me @ 9 am, and then got disconnected after we'd been talkin for ten minutes or so. My mom told me he'd said something to her about some damage done across the street from him, but all he told me was that he lost his front porch. Right now I'm watching the Olympics, uhhhh yea, it's a tennis game, I was watching Venus Williams b4... kinda sux that her sister can't play this year.

Interesting conversation w/ Donovan earlier... I can't believe he'd rather his parents gone with Dwight instead of Donovan. (That woulda been really weird) I don't think I kno anyone named Dwight ~>~>~>~> (stops and thinks for a minute or so........) nope I don't. ~>LoL<~ Mainly our conversation was about the Olympics... cause we were both watching it when we were on the phone. I really wanna see him again, it's been so long. He'll probably think I'm even more insane once he sees me again. (well gee.... I have changed quite a bit since 6th grade ~>LoL<~) Or at least I think I've changed a descent amount. I can't wait for my hair to grow back out... I miss having long hair. And I have a nervous habit of chewing on the ends of my hair (lotz of conditioner to treat split ends) even when it's pulled back... but now when my hair's pulled back I can't chew on it. Well I'm gonna end this for now. Plus James just fixed hamburgers... and if you've been over at my house for a food (mainly dinner) u know how good his food is!!! bie biez!

Love ya's ~> Monkey

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OMG! That's all i can really use to describe everything. I actually lived thru the whole trip across country, with a few ups and downs.... but mostly Hell. Before I even left i was crushed. I ended up getting too close to Jus too close to my leaving... i think that's mainly what killed me and still does. We've been in our own place for just over a month now and I've decided I don't wanna be here. I want to go home sooooooo fuckin' badly.Back to Florida in the house that probably stuck out the most on the street ~> literally... back to being able to walk down the street for half a minute just to "bug" < cough cough flirt with cough > Justin. I know he was pretty much the only friend I had in the neighborhood... but I miss all of them. Here i only have one friend ~ yes he's a very good friend, but i haven't seen him in 2 and a half years. Since I left I've been loosing soo much sleep ~ i think i haven't gotten more then 5 hours of sleep in a night. i just can't, i don't feel comfortable being here again. I need my friends ~ i'm really realizing that now. I never really noticed how much I need my friends when I first got here cause of my "very warm welcoming" that I REALLY didn't expect and honestly now i regret. I have so much on my mind right now... i know i could write most of it cause my parents aren't home ~> even thought it's only 4:15am here <~ but i've been held at a writers block lately and i'l killing me. I express myself by writing and i can't. I have no clue watz going on right now... i'm not as dragged down now by not waking up to see 'Zero' but i miss him. I'm gonna end now, i'll try to add more onto this when i calm down some. Luv ya ~~> Monkey

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mood: <~questioningly~> i don't kno
watching: stuart little 2 <~complimentz of my little bro~>
listening to: cowz... <~Tylerz im goes moo~>

Well... life sux as usual. I kno itz been a while ~ and a lot of ppl have probably been able to live better w/o me adding any to this but, i'm still here. sick? yes... but still here. monday wasn't the best day in the world ~ actually it wuz pretty much hell. The guy i like <~William~> found out I like him ~ and it seemed that he went against me all of a sudden after he knu<~so i gave up on that one~> not much happened on tuesday ~> xept the fact that I was called down to the office & i freaked out till I found out it wuz for a stupid award. wednesday was a gold day again ~ but William wuzn't there... thank God. Thursday however wuz a complete turn-around... a normal day~> until 4th block, then it became very teary.
I don't understand y Erica had to move tho. I feel a bit bad that I never got to tell her that I liked her, but I can tell her next time she calls. Friday wuz... not the best day ever, but it wuz pretty good. The choir from OHS came to my skewl durring last block ~> gawd those guyz r hott, and the chorus sings beautifully. I kissed Bobby again not too long b4 the bell rang... he didn't say anything either, but~ iono, itz kinda weird doin that tho since hez my x. o well, itz better then sum1 else. kiss or no.... itz still kinda weird knoing the whole thing behind that. <<< in memori of Bryi's fishi... i kno itz been a while since it died, but i'm bored so i decided to put that in. <<< hope monica ~ jazzy ~ jesus ~ and any1 else that went had fun @ the movies <~thanx jazzy 4 your wishes... i'm a bit better now and i am gonna b @ skewl 2morrow~> <<< thiz is one of those wtf thingz from FUSE... mike knoz wut i'm talking about.... and speaking of mike, this iz 4 him >>> and to all my friendz who have helped me thru every thing (and to randy for the nyquil last nite) again.

Luv Yaz
Monkey

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