i kno i've probably said in the past that hate is a really strong word, but that i do hate some ppl. Well now i realize that hate is bullshit. There is no hate, it's all bullshit and conflict. And I.... I'm lucky enough to be caught in the middle of some major bs right now. Two of my closest friends are fighting, over what? Over pretty much a damn break up!!! They were perfectly good friends, they wen t out for a while, and now... now they're at eachothers fucking throats. All of it is really starting to annoy me ~> I have to listen to her complain about him, and listen to him complain about her, and it's starting to seem like they are actually eachothers lives. Yea, the 2 of u are probably gonna hate me for this >>> but shut the fuck up! You two still care about eachother, i can tell.

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Yea, as said... I've hit a couple of problems now. Me 'n Taylor are still together, and me 'n Steph are going out now too. The bad thing is that, from how he's been acting, I've started to think that he likes Steph more. I don't want to break up w/ him, but there's nothing else I can think of to solve this . I don't want him to know that I still feel like this ~> I lied and said that I was over it... that I just got a bit confused about it for a while. Great, he just signed online. And what a coincidence >>> as soon as he signed on Steph took off her away message . I'm not sure what I should think is going on w/ this whole thing. I kno he's talking to her, but now he has the fucking nerve to say that he's busy. GR! I hate this... this whole thing.

On a different note... I'M SOOOOO HAPPY AND SCARED! I get to see Donovan on Saturday, and it's been close to 3 years now. OMG, I'm so nervous about it. His mom said that he's really excited about seeing me again after 3 years. I saw a pic of him from when he was in grade 7, and it didn't look like he'd changed that much... But I can tell that he has cause I talk to him almost every night. And Adrian found out today that I like him. *LoL* He freaked at first, but then he just became himself again. And after class he gave me a hug ~> he didn't just runaway when I went to hug him. Hmmmmmmmmm, life sux. I'm gonna go. Monkey

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Life is... blah. I have to admit to something, but I fear saying so. And on Monday I peirced my ear again ; now I have 3 in my right ear and 4 in my left.... I'm doing my top on my right on Saturday so they're even. All ended up working out for me... I spent the weekend single ~> having fun, being w/ friends, chillen at steph's house; but as of Monday morning I'm no longer single. Yep, me 'n Taylor are together now. Ryan's still fine w/ being friends too, so I didn't completely loose him when we broke up... which is a good thing. O yea, and Markie's moving.... I don't want her to go.*tear* Actually life hasn't really been that eventful lately, but it hasn't been anywhere mear boring. I just don't know how to say everything that's happened since friday. I'm just really glad that me 'n Taylor are together now, I just hope it doesn't end up like me 'n Van or me 'n Ryan did. *sigh* I wanna go over to Eric's house and jump on the trampoline.... that was fun as hell. And did I mention that me 'n Krystal are back together? Well, as of lunch we are. The really bad thing is: that I kinda don't wanna go out w/ her anymore but I don't know how to tell her so it won't break her heart. (I feel almost like she just wants to be w/ me now to get to Taylor... but I dunno) I'm paranoid about it... I probably shouldn't worry. Well I'm gonna get for now ~ surf the web in my boredom. Goodnight all.

Love, Monkey

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It's funni how much a person can change as life goes on... every day, every hour, every minute, even every single second... you're changing. Changing, growing, forming, developing, and all-in-all becoming more concious about life. Well, just over four days I have changed, the way I think, how open I am to my friends, how I feel about myself, and how I see myself when I look in the mirror. And my test results show this. I, in my own, am more mature now that I am parted from him. I am happy now, free, and I'm able to actually live now.


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ok, now Eric and Taylor want me to break up w/ Ryan too. I'm actually really considering it now.... cause he doesn't want me to be flirting around like I am w/ the guys. I LOVE U TAYLOR!!! goodnight, bye all

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