<~ dizzy bunni! **::><~ screamz out ~><::**// HERE COMEZ PETER COTTON TAIL / HOPPIN DOWN THE BUNNI TRAIL! / HIPPITY HOPPITY HIPPITY HOPPITY EASTERZ ON ITZ WAY!!!!!!!!!! sry ~ i had to do that. <~LoL~>
well ... yesterday emily came over... <~i'm over erica~> and she just found out about me bein bi.. suprisingly. well i'm gonna go so i don't have to do any research.

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i'm crying now for no reason. itz like i'm the cause of everything. since i wuz stupid enough to let a few of my friends kno about this site i can't write much of wutz on my mind ~ i'm thinkin of gettin another one <~if it'z possible~> right now i'm actually crying because of comments ~> thanx dan. i feel really bad because hez back and ~ awww fuck this. bye

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kayz ~> i really need help. I feel like going back to my good friend ~ the knife ~ for all my answerz. or at least relief. Y the fuk does he have to be back!?!? of all the people i wish i'd never see again ~> CJ is on the top of the list. He messed around w/ me an then decided that when he had to leave that he wouldn't say anything ~ no i luv u , itz over , i'm sorry , or anything. NOT EVEN A GOOD BYE!!!. we'd been going out for just over 2.5 months ~ and he decides to hurt me. THEN ~ he haz the nerve to show his face anywhere near where i live. Most of my friendz kno hez back ~> and 4 or 5 want to come over to my house so they can help me kill him. They were the ones that caught me when i fell. That carried me when I wuz weak. The ones that dried my tears, when i wuz cryin because of him. Y??? Y not sum other time? Y not after i move? that's all i'm thinking right now ~ y, y, y, y??? I want to kno the answers to all of them ~> but i don't wanna type them all out. I don't wanna bore anyone that actually manages to read this. i wish for my blood to pour now. To drain it from my arm ~> the blade in my room. why the fuk does he have to be bak. i'm afraid to even walk around my neighborhood, especially if i do't have my knife. my heart is just... iono. i want to go ~> to get away ~ run away, hide, leave everything behind. To end my life just as abruptly as u can punch a key on a keyboard. I WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this might b my last entry ~ not that anyone other then midnight cares.

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my life iz still borin ~> and it still sux but... i'm still alive. <~sadly~> i think i'm startin to like another "younger one" name ~> Ariel. i feel sry for Keegan <~my "sisterz" bf~> he broke hiz wrist jumping a fence yesterday. I guess imma bit happier since 5th bock 2day ~> i refuse to say y tho. and i swear it wuz nuthin 2 bad. <~i couldn't find an angel w/ wingz ~ so i chose these 2.~> i don't think erica even noticed it either. god ~> sittin outside 2day wuz nearly impossible but i lived. 2 more bracletez <~thanx sexy bia!!!~> i can't wait till ur allowed back on the bus. And i don't want History 2 come 2morrow. i kno i'm supposed to b doin research but o well. <~o yeah! and Midnight~> i think i'm startin to like sum1 else from chorus ~> she'z 1 of the 1z that Jesus decided to hurt.
tired and boring ~> research on 2 different states. i'm really sik of havin to do all thiz f~ckin research 4 u Mr. Hall. don't ya'll think 2 projectz at once iz a bit much ~> especially since the year iz almost over. And i've gotta live w/ the sadness of painting, packing, and the rest of the process of moving. <~sarcasticly~> *YAY!* i get to move back to Las Vegas ~> the place that i wanna be the least. But do my parentz care? NO ~ of course not. I'm just the little 'troublemaker' of the family.
iono y i'm even wasting my time w/ all of thiz ~> no one cares. probably no one even readz any of this. if u do the do u think i should add in pics of me 'n my friendz on here? or not? i'm not sure~> all i really am is blonde haired ~ blu eyed ~ crazy/insane ~ 13 yr bi gurli. <~aka: Monkey!~> i mean who would really wanna c wut i look like???? o well ~> i g2 end thiz now... i'm only on here casue i said i wuz gonna b doin research <~i'm not supposed to b on on week dayz~> which also sux.

<~~~ care bearz rule! <~hence the rainbowz~>
<~ perfect way to describe me <~angel 1 second ~> evil bitch the rest of my life~>

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boredum ~ itz such a deep subject. i guess i ended up here again because i wuz ready to put aside my frustration and actually figure thiz out. i had a little help <~THANX MIDNIGHT!~> but ~~~ ok yea she pretty much showed me how to do all of the site stuff. <~and the bamboo did rash ~ i have one on my hip ~ neck ~ and a few on my arm~> <~IT SUX ~ midnight... mom wuz rite~>
Oiy ~ this whole Shayla/Jesus thing iz startin to get on my nervez ~> but i guess i'll feel a bit better now knoing that she'll kno how he really iz w/ hiz gf's.
GOD! thiz sux ~~~> wut should i do??? i like sum1 ~> but don't wanna ask her out cause i'm pretty much positive she'z completely straight <~which sux~> and <~> aww skrew it > i'll just wait til i get to Vegas to go into another relationship. (i hope that smilie thingy workz ) if so then lemme xplain that <~which iz actually really easy to do~> yes ~> i'm bi, a single lonely bi gurl. <~o yea and erica ~ i u ~> well i'm gonna end this first 1 now ~> & c if thiz all workz.

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