Why is it that I have trouble writing an entry w/o putting in a topic... yet I have trouble coming up w/ a topic? I find that really weird-> i dunno why, but I do. Ok... today was kool (besides the fact that Seth wasn't there). Me and Mitch got a lot closer @ lunch today -> *-LoL-* he figured out that he can pick me up and I don't try to stop him.... actually I don't even mind. I also found out that he costs 10 cents.... don't ask, yea lunch is crazy. I've given up on fighting ppl when they pick me up, cause most of the guys that I hug pick me up.
And today after school I spent most of my day at the park talking to Steven. Went over to his house for like... 5 minutes so he could get his sweater, then went back to the park. When mom came out {just after 6} and called Matthew, Jr., and me inside I kinda told Steven that I like him. Cause at one point he had said that it would be like a one in a thousand chance that a chick that isn't younger then him.... younger as in not in high school yet -> would like him. I hugged him b4 I came inside and kinda whispered, "You said one in a thousand... right?" , smiled, then came in. I dunno if he caught on to what I meant or not... but I kinda hope he did. Just so he knows. Well, I'm gonna go and surf thru a few sites. Goodnight.

Love Ya!!!, Monkey

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It's raining today.... poopy. I was hoping to see Steven today, but I guess I just gotta wait till tomorrow. (if not @ school then i'll probably see him after.) I finally got to see Joe! Or at least a picture of him; doesn't look half bad either . Last night was funni. Me and Ashley were outside until just after 6 "playing spies." We were running around saying that everything was suspicious ans we weren't supposed to smile or laugh or say something wasfun/funni. It was sooo beyond weird. And there was like 5 different murder cases. She ended up having to go inside cause her mom was home & she was supposed to be home b4 her mom. So I ended up staying out down at the park and talking to Nick and Christian about stuff. And today has been nothing special... all cause of the rain. Well, goodbye for now. Love ~> Monkey

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You cut yourself because you are constantly forced
to act like you are someone else. Chances
you're a Borderliner, maybe you're just afraid
of losing people. You try to be what your
friends and family want you to be, so they
won't leave you. And you look like it's the
real you, and you are very good at deceiving
people, but late at night, when you are all
alone, you take all the anger and frustration
out on yourself.


What Kind Of Cutter Are You? (~TrIgGeRiNg~ pics)
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~>~>~> the sad thing is... this is true <~<~<~

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and by new look... no I don't mean myself. Isn't my page so pretty now!? I feel really good now, Taylor's probably gonna be staying away now... cause I turned him down. Last night he called me and said that he misses me and blah de blah blah..... and he said "well u kno u have a second chance." My auto matic thought... uh, wouldn't it be u that would have a second chance? Cause I was the one that broke up w/ him. But I don't wanna break ^ w/ Steph so I said no. And after school I came to find out that he actually told her to leave and that she'd "be sorry." My guess is that he thought that I was gonna break ^ w/ her and go back out w/ him... well he was beyond wrong.

-*claps*- YAY! I'm gonna finally see what Joe looks like! Cause he signed up on vf, and said yea that he's gonna put pictures on it when he gets some. So after talking to him for soooooo long I finally get to see who I've been talking to.
AND Seth was at school today -> he's been sick -*tear*-. Well, I'm gonna end this for now, not much to write.


O YEAH!!!!!! DAMN U BRITTNEY!!! (not u midnight) u hit me so hard that my ass went numb and i couldn't sit for the first like... 10 minutes of 6th hour.

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and I kno that I have to be careful. <<<~ (to Bryi and Terr) I've realized that I don't really want a bf right now, I want to be w/ Steph only so I can give her all my love. Me 'n Taylor are just fwb >friends w/ benefits< and that's probably all we will be. And yes Bryi... a lot of the guys out here are the same~> but there's a greater population of gay/bi guys too, so there's alot of guys that are mega sweet.

Ok, about my day. Yup!!! My day was pretty fun. Xept at lunch when someone took my rice-krispy and didn't even give me any of it. However b4 that was fun.(well, besides Seth not being there it was fun) Chris' gf wasn't there today so I got to hang out w/ him a bit more. I'm g2g ~> peace, Monkey

I'll right more tomorrow

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