Okay, I admit, I knew I wasn't gonna be able to hold that promise to myself ~ and now I'm really glad that I didn't. I actually think that I probably would've if it'd been someone else, but since it was Danny who asked me out, I didn't want to go against the impulse. I just got off the phone w/ him cause he was starting to fall asleep ~ that answers my random question in the im (either w/ mike or tyler... I'm not sure). Actually he called just before my mom got home from work (I knew it was him cause when I answered he said Hello Love, and he always does that with me.), so he got to hear me and my mom going on about 5 million different topics. I felt kinda bad tho. Cause I was on the phone and my mom knew it, but she just kept talking and talking and I was worried that he'd think I was ignoring him and that he'd get mad at me. I'm so fucking paranoid... I know I am. I'm glad he didn't tho. Okay, well I'm going to go; because now I'm starting to get tired as well. Goodnight.
Love,
Monkey

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YES!!! I'm so happy right now, even if I did break my promise to myself.... I'm happy. I'm not sure how much I put in here a while ago about the first day of school, but in my alpha class there were these 2 guys and they're brothers. William, and Danny (I'm not sure about Willie, but Danny's a Junior). Well, I automatically liked William, then at the end of the day when we had to go back into the class I noticed Danny. And ever since I've wanted to meet him and I've liked him. Since I pretty much let him know how I feel about him on Saturday night, b4 me 'n Sadie were picked up, when I kissed him (chill, it was on the cheek ~sheesh~) I've felt pretty comfortable being myself around him and I've been very cuddly ^-^. He finally figured out why Cathy asked him if he liked anybody... he put 2 and 2 together and realized that I'd been hugging him a lot and hanging out w/ him a lot, and that me and Cathy are pretty good friends and figured "Oh, Lori likes me." And on the way home it was fun... but at the same time it wasn't cause I wanted to hold his hand, and............... and damnit he's so taunting!!!! But about halfway home (just outside Steph's neighborhood) he took my cell phone and typed in his number and asked how to save it ~ I got suspicious-ish. So I put his # in and we kept walking and talking about pretty much nothing. Luis came back to talk or something, cause we were kinda, sorta, way behind everyone else... and he just went, "Okay, or maybe I won't come back yet." Omg, I was so confused. And like right after Luis went back up w/ everyone else Danny looked and me and just went you wanna go out with me? Dude, I'd practically kill myself ~ok, not kill myself but beat myself up~ if I'd said no. So.... I'm happy -smiles-.





O, and I talked to James today.... he looked at me like I was evil or some sort of a parasite or something. So I give up >>>> no more James.

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I really don't know what to write, so I'll leave shortly. And don't ask about the picture, I just think that it's cute. The ever sexy Danny got his hair cut really short this weekend -tear- and I don't think it looks right on him, but he's still the same Danny. I managed to help one of my friends out earlier today, I'm always up to be a shoulder to cry on for some one, as long as they are there for me when I need comfort. Still too shy to talk to James, I probably would've if I hadn't been on the phone with Anna's (not life_is_blah's), my friend Anna from PE ~ her "boyfriend" Enrique. ~lol~ He said he wanted to talk to me because I sound like an interesting person. Well, that's about it.
Love Always, Monkey

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The Jiggly Butt


Amplified Bible


Squirrel Songs


I will kill you all,
Nothing you can do about it.
I will kill you all,
Nothing you can do about it.
Squirrelly wrath!
Squirrelly wrath!
Squirrelly wrath!
You're all gonna die.
You're all gonna die.
Squirrelly wrath!
Squirrelly wrath!



I'm the Lord & Master...
You are all bastards
Worship me,
Or I'll stab your eyes 'till you bleed
I'm the Lord & Master



And so I'm...
A squirrel,
And you're not...
How pathetic you are.
So I'm...
A squirrel,
You're not...
You're just human...
How pathetic you are.
You don't have a fluffy tail,
You don't have squirrelly wrath,
You just build to destroy...
While I...
Collect some nuts.
AND YOU ALL SUCK!



You Are The Helper
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You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.
You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.
Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.
You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.

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Okay ~ it started out that he had feelings for me, I could tell, but I didn't want to accept it. So I ignored him for a while. The I decided what the hell?.... and we became 'friends.' Over that half / quarter of a year we became closer... but after that I was tired of it. He still had feelings for me, I could tell. So I started yelling at him, pushing him away, ignoring him, and avoiding him. But then I realized that what I was doing was wrong.... not just morally, but in my heart I could tell. So I stopped and I went to see if he'd forgive me. I never really ased him to ~ I went down to his house once more after so long and when he answered the door I said hi and hugged him. After that day I realized that the whole time I'd had feelings for him to ~ I just never wanted to accept them. After a couple days of me going down the road to his house to "bug" him I went with my heart; he walked me home, we hugged, and he turned to go back to his house. I ran after him not wanting him to leave. When we got to the driveway before his we hugged again cause I knu I had to go home no matter how much I didn't want to. I pulled away, kissed him on the cheek, then turned and ran home. After that I realized my feelings were a lot stronger then I'd thought they were. I started feeling more and more comfortable around him; and when we were together I felt like nothing could go wrong. But then I had to leave him, and since then nothing's been right. I miss him more then I thought I would ~ he's always on my mind. I've never felt anywhere near this before. And thought I care for him so greatly I'm afraid to tell him I love him. I fear he'll hear my words and run away. And I'm not quite sure what to do. I know he probably already know's how I feel about him, but I just can't pull myself away from the fear long enough to tell him I love him. He's actually the one that I least expected to have feelings for at first ~ yet he's the one that's burried himself deep inside my heart, and I can't help but to think of him. And as much as I thought that if I ever had feelings as such that it would be hell ~ but I admit...... actually,-smiles- I like it. ((hugs)) Love, Monkey

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Okay so... yea. Where to start? Yesterday was really fun. I went over to Steph's park to meet up w/ her, Sadie, and Erik cause I was spending the night at sadies house. When I got there it was just starting to drizzle a bit but after like 5 minutes it started to rain. After we saw a couple strikes of lightning and it started to rain harder we decided we'd go back to Steph's house and watch a movie. Just as we were leaving the park it started pouring rain so hard it felt almost like it was hail... so we started running to get to her house quicker. OMFG it hurt soooooooooooo fucking badly! But it was madd fun. After that we (me 'n Sadie) changed into some of Steph's clothes so we could put ours in the drier and we all piled onto the couch w/ blankets and watched Beeltejuice. Erik kept falling asleep (lol), it was so cute. After that we all kinda went our "ways" (Erik and Saide went for a walk & Steph and I stayed at her house). After some 'complications' me 'n Sadie ended up wandering around my between Steph's neighborhood and my complex for a while waiting to be picked up. And just b4 Mark came we were headed back to wait out infront of the neighborhood and I saw Luis. So we ran across the street to say hi; just after we got over to him Danny (the ever-sexy Danny) came walking up to us. It looked like he'd just come from a store or something cause he had a grocery bag of stuff w/ him. We hugged, said hi, and talked for just a bit (it would've been longer but Mark came like a minute after Danny). While I was at Sadie's the love of my life called and we talked for a while. God I haven't talked to Justin in a long time. It was nice... but he had to go and it became very sad for me. Anywho... I've gotta go ~ I might be back a bit later.

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