last night i had a talk wit my dad. and it lasted about 1 hr and 30 min! it started wit me talkin to him bowt me drivin en stuff cuz yeh i showed him how i get a permit en stuff i saw at the dmv website and yehh..then all of a sudden we get to start to talkin bowt sum life situations..and well i finally got wha i need offa my chest..like yeah how he always seems to jes care bowt skOo like i kno thats important en stuff but there IS more to life u kno..so yehh en then i asked him if i was allowed to have a bf and he sed i could altho it's better to not have one cuz then ur jes limited to that one person en shtuff...yeh..iono it was kind of a kOo conversation/discussion. found out he was like shy in hs en stuff..haha which is really weird cuz he always seems like he can never keep his mouth shut! but yeah im too lazy to go in2 the details but u get the point.

ne way today was same ap stuff. took the kiiind of actual test today ((the ap history test)) and it was haard....but i gotta pretty gOod score on the multiple choice question i gotta 30 out of 70 haha that dusnt sound gOod but it is pretty gOod for now. and it's a better score than yesterday wen i worked wit mylene...and they say two heads are better than one! lol. and oh yeah, i broke my fasting by eating chips..there was no other snacks to eat. but i will never do it agen until a day after easter. cuz that's how dedicated i am. =)

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--the product of boredom--

name: ReSi
birthdate: September 24, 1988

birthplace: paradise valley hopsital ((thats not a typo))
current: current what?
eye color: dark brown
hair color: brownish blackish
height: iono like 4'11 hah
righty or lefty: i'm ambidextrous! 8 ) but my right hand prevails
zodiac sign: libra
your heritage: filipiniana
the shoes you wore today: my gray chucks
your weakness: little children! oh they get me everytime! i love em! =)
your fears: spiders..the dark ((under sum certain circumstances..sumtimes its cool!))...lonliness
your perfect pizza: pepperoni
goal you'd like to achieve: go to college..be a PEDIATRICIAN..get married..have lots of children ((yehh imma get it ON! siiiiike!))...jes live a happy SUCCESSFUL life
your most over-used phrase on aim: hahaha
your thoughts first waking up: it varies
your best physical feature: absolutely nothing
your bedtime: weekdays i strive for 9 but that's rare..usually it's 10-11....weekends it's whenever i feel like it
your best missed memory: all my gOod ones! speshully elementary..those were the gOod ol' days
pepsi or coke: PEPSI! but i try my best to not drink soda
mcdonald's or burger king: eww they're both nasty! do u kno wha they PUT in their burgers! yuck!
single or group dates: both! it's gOod to go in a group and alone once in awhile
addidas or nike: addidas i jes like their styles better
lipton ice tea or nestea: lipton
chocolate or vanilla: both
cappuccino or coffee: frappaccinos! yuUmm!
smoke: ewWw! nasty!
cuss: no. imma gOod girl muhdahfxckuhz 0=)
sing: i wish!
take a shower: once every year! im so fresh en so clean clean. lol jk of course. every afternight ((like 4-5-6))..or if im lazy i miss one day at the most. i have gOod heigiene ((sp?!)) arrite! i still be smellin gOod! shawt!
have a crush: no =( but i want one! i want that feelin of likin sum1!
do you think you've been in love: in love now that's a big thing and i dont think i've reached that yet.
want to go to university?: of course! i wanna go to UCSD! yeaahh baybeh!
like(d) high school: not exactly..my hs sucks! so dus my hs life. grrr.
want to get married: why yes of course
believe in yourself: sometimes if i feel confident enuf
get motion sickness: wha type of motion sickness? i get car sick sumtimes so i'm usually sleepin in the car
think you're attractive: psh NO!
think you're a health freak: i'm concerned about my health..but a freak? iono bowt that. i try to watch wha i eat and not to eat so much junk fOod..dont wanna suffer and get fat wen im older yeno! imma be a HOTT old lady! fesho fesho! lol
like thunderstorms: no! i hate the rain! and the thunder scares me

in the past month...

drank alcohol: not reeaally..the closest is wine coolers and it was jes a sip
smoked: ewWww! nasty!
done a drug: HELLO! grROOosSs!
had sex: no way man! im innocent 0=)...no joke.
made out: nope
gone on a date: nope
gone to the mall: no i dont think so =/
eaten an entire box of oreos: nope i gave up chocolate for lent =)
eaten sushi: nope
been on stage: in the past month? no
been dumped: nope
gone skating: nope
made homemade cookies: en-oh..no
gone skinny-dipping: no way jose
stolen anything: nope i stopped that foolishness long time ago when i was like oh iono..5 or 6


ever...
played a game that required removal of clothing: oh u mean like strip poker?! nope!
if so, was it mixed company: obviously that has never happend to me
been trashed or extremely intoxicated: uhmm..no..iono?
been caught "doing something" with someone? or by yourself?: no not really
been called a tease: yeah, jokingly by my auntie
shoplifted: ugh! i alredi answered a question similar to that!
changed who you were to fit in: no not really


in a boy...
best eye color: whichever
best hair color: whatever looks good
short or long hair: short
height: taller than me!
best weight: not too fat and not too skinny
articles of clothing: gangstah gangstah..hahaha siiike..it dusnt matter as long as they LOOK GOOD
best first date location: it dusn't matter as long as i'm with the guy i like heehee sweeeet
best first kiss location: sumwhere where there's not a lot of ppl

# of drugs taken illegally: gosh! how meni times do i hafta answer these damn question DRUGS ARE BAD MMKAY?!!
# of people i could trust with my life: u just never kno
# of cds that i own: i dont kno. i dont count my cds! i have bettter things tah do
# of piercings: one on each ear
# of tattoos: zero and it will stay that away! unless i put a fake temporary one
# of scars on my body: about 3 right now..cuz i fell doing hurdles! yeeuuh! 8)
# of things in my past that i regret: i dont kno i dont count..but wen i was too shy and quiet en things like that

--took this from sarah--

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today in ap review..it was much better..kiinda...cuz we had this kinda jeapordy and it was fuun well kiinda..i got kinda lazy afterwards..then watched part of cat in the hat for lunch..then took another ap sample multiple choice test wit mylene ((cuz we had partners)) and we basically failed. hahaha.

well afterskOo..went to the volleyball game against otay ranch..but it dint start till 3...but..i saw my homie richard there! but yeahh..uhm..thennn we got bored watching them warm up en crap so yeh we went to check out the softball ppl and it was boring. they weren't even playin yet. but it was funny cuz while goin there it seemed like we were doin sumthin bad cuz we were all bein cautious and paranoid watchin out for coach Z...cuz we dint go to practice today...but yeah we made it safely....then we went bak to the gym jes in time for the start of the volleyball game...there were sum cute guys hahaha well yeahh...we won the volleyball game..whoo hoo and i think we lost the softball game..last score they sed was 17-0....sad.

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today's st. patrick's day so you should be wearing green! well i forgot it was st. patrick's day but thankfully, bianca had an extra bracelet..she's my life saver! ahha. so yeahhh...it was the same o ap history review blah blah. we finished our timeline. easy stuff. **can't concentrate..music..ocean avenue** ...uhmm...o yeah at lunch frikken diorella pinched me cuz she dint frikken see my green bracelet so i pinched her bak! and i found out shaina tried to pinch me too cuz i accidentally scratched her ((sorry!)) so i pinched her bak! hahaha.

then yeahh afterskOo it was funny cuz we were thinkin of whether tah go home or go to practice..we WERE gonna go home but since we're not goin 2 practice thurs. or fri. we decided to go 2day. it wasn't as bad as i figured it to be. i think i actually got a little faster in the 100 yd. dash. like 16 seconds. well i FELT like i was goin faster. hahah..and the 2nd time i did it i passed shaina hahah it made me feel gOod...haha dont take it personally, shaina! it's just you're always ahead of me! and jes this once i passed yah! hahaha so yehh then did these exercises cuz mr. kane dint want me to run ne more cuz my shins started hurting so yehh..then i did a little relaxin slowww jog wit mylene and yeh talked. blah. aaron dint come today. sall good. i aint trippin.

well 2morrow's the volleyball ((and softball)) game against otay ranch so yeno imma be there! yayuh! there besta be sum fiine guys there! shawt!

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went to ap review as usual. boring stuff. my group is so weird. hahah. but funny. and they can be so perverted sumtimes..but its funny. but they're not GUY perverted..my group is all girls. so it's not THAT perverted. u jes need a nasty mind to understand things. not that i have a nasty mind. i jes get it. lol.

ne way track practice was boring..and i think mylene got mad at me and shaina cuz we put a little grass in her hair..and the 2nd time it happened..it was an accident cuz me and shaina were throwing grass at each other..but aaron and his cousin actually came! wow, they're so responsible..none of the other guys came ((agen))..they ran all the way from their house! we pretty much did nothing. it was only ms./coach hernandez that was there. mr. kane wasn't there. aaron actually talked to me. haha it was kool. but i heard that the other girl..kristina sed that they were talking. boo. and they were talking to each other a lot. grr. oh well..i think my feelings have faded away now. they're not as "strong" as b4. but duuude omg he jumped the highest hurdle omg. it was amazing! i was jes so like woahhh. haha he's all tellin me to do it im like no! i fell yesterday! i'm traumatized for life. hahah sike. but i really dint want to. speshully in front of him. i still think he's cute. but i guess it's not meant to be again.

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here's a poem i made up...

why do you look at me wit those gleaming eyes
it gives me a feeling of hope, but i was too shy
i always denied how i felt for you
tried to tell myself i only thot u were cute.
but as i observed for the past few days
it was the image of ur face i jes couldn't erase
i was redi to accept dat it was a crush
but b4 i knew it the tears started to gush
u were interested in her
en there is no cure
this is something i thot i would never have to endure.
u shouldn't have looked at me that way
cuz now there's a price that i have to pay.

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ap review day 1. sucked. it was soo frikken boring. gah. and i was also sleepy. really. i was jes fallin asleep. readin that stupid thingy jes kept getting me tired. today feels like a normal day. sucks. well track practice sucked cuz no1 was really there..the stupid guys are being bums and not comin to practice..at least they dint today....i tried the hurdles for fun and i fell..scratched my right knee and my hands..well not really my hands..but more on the right but i felt kinda gOod..hahah it was like a victory scratch. yeuh i got scratches during hurdles..wha bowtchu?!

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today was the usual. wake up. go to church. exchange. but i dint exactly go to the exchange i went to the garden place. boring. uhm yeah i was jes texting ppl. hahah. uhmm then later we went to mcrd cuz i wanted tah get a watch cuz they were 20% off en i wanted a roxy one..but they dint have ne gOod ones..there was dis nice one but the strap was made of rubber..which is bad cuz u kno..it stinks wen u sweat and yeahh..why couldn't it be made of metal?! sheesh. it was sOo pretty tOo! gRr! so i was like whateva maybe nextime..so i jes went to the jr's section and i saw sum shtuff..i saw this cute ass roxy bathing suit but it was fxckin $76 but it's 20% off too but that'd still be fxckin expensive! crazy shxt. en i wanted tah try on these other cute roxy stuff but i couldnt stay long cuz my frikken dad. gRr. oh well whatever. i wasn't dying to get em ne waise. but i did get this one roxy bag that i think i can use for skOo if i dont have ne thing heavy to carry yeno..en it was only $11...but 20% off it was like 8 so it was kOo. so yeahHh i shoulda got more roxy stuff huh..cuzza the sale but ne waise i got no moolah

ne who uHm i got "intersession" 2morrow. it's actually a review for my ap history class so i guess its kew...but then i got track practice..bOo that sucks. gRr me no like track practice..only gOod thing...guys 8 ) heehee.

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