wow havent blogged in awhile. why? cuz internet has been down for the whole weekend since like..friday-saturday/sunday and then only the slow comp worked and it would take to long to blog so yeah. and now the comp i use works so yay. so wha went wrong? the modem. deno whassup wit dat but it was sumthin bowt that. ne waiissseee i needa catch up....

april 4- happy 15th birthday alex t.!

april 5- happy 16th birthday monika m.!

kae those are past birthdays. heehee. yeap. k. and nowwww yesterday..
went to budget finally. met shaina there. and maaan was it KUHROWWDED! i came there all kinda late so i couldnt get the seats wit the tables so we hadta wait for the teacher to get us xtra ppl sum chairs. it was arrite. the teacher was kinda funny. heheh. it was borin tho cuz it was only me & shaina. jeremy and angeline were kinda lazy en i dont think they had a ride and erick...well im not gonna tell u wha HE did cuz he's a dumbass and its too embarassing. hahahah ((well not really but it is)) hm oh and it was kinda funny cuz durin our 2nd break me & shaina was walkin to the crosswalk and we passed this dude and he's all like "hola" and sed sumthin in english but i dont remember then he sez "¿como estas?" and im like "bien gracias" ahha and shaina sez like "¿como estas?" bak!! lol hilarious. well ne wayy see that spanish class i took in 8th grade really payed off mwahhaha. and wen i took shaina home..there was this accident and it looked pretty bad...then i found out today my friend was in that accident! but luckily she's still ok and was jes left with bruises and sum lethargic pain u kno. thank God she ((and her sister)) survived.

and now today..
went to budget again. it seemed even boringer. maybe cuz we dint really go out except "lunch" but we jes went to taco bell. we saw these really bloody true accidents video and it was really gruesome. on one of em..dis person got in a really bad accident and its brains were fallin out NO LIE. these were REAL ACCIDENTS that were NOT re-enacted. and this other one...dis guy was laying down facin the ground and the cops were trynna pull him up but his face was literally falling to the ground. NOT his HEAD. his FACE. the insides and everything! it was really horrible. ppl needa learn how to be good drivers. well imma be PRO! u jes watch! mwahhaha. i shall be a good..no..excellent driver. yes i will. ohh yeahhh today my brotha went to the dentist and i was jes waitin for them in the car wit shaina and i look out the window guess what! i saw my old buddies! donallyn..erica..and rachel! kOOoL!

hMmMm well i guess that's all for now. one more week until school **REALLY sad face** boohoo. i dont wanna go to school! ahhhhh. well i was plannin on changing the music on this thing and stuff but ehhh too lazy en i dont have time. must STUDY and do OTHER THINGS. ok so ciao for now! =)

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A Foolsih Joke

Guess it was a mistake to start our relationship during that time of year
If i dint kno ne better i would have cried you a tear
Remember a year ago
when it was only supposed to be a joke
to say we dint like each other ne more
but four months later it turned out to be tru
that one day wen i broke up with you
i dont kno how we coulda thot of something so cruel
so now i watch it wen i say April Fools.

hah. yeh yeh. jes felt like expressin memories in a poem. cant help it. well i should be sleepin now. so uh yeah nighty nite kiddoes

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dont judge other people yeah yeah i kno old stuff. but hey its kinda tru. gotta actually talkin to ms. sarah. yeah that girl. heehee. if u kno u kno if u dont too bad. well u see it's funny cuz we both judged each other at first becuz of this one reason. but we kinda got to kno each other today. hey i made a new fren. haha ne ways. so yeah we experience summa the same things i ges. like i could empathize wit her. and i got sum dirt on this person. ((im tellin yah i kno everything hahaha siike jk)) i knew that person would say stuff. they did the same thing to me. why am i not surprised. am i mad? hell yeah i am. hahah siike. im not totally mad. actually i could careless. i guess becuz i alredi expected it. so it dint really come to me as a shock. so yeah. and one thing happened to both of us. i dont kno how long in between it was for me but it dint seem like much time. for her now it REALLY wasnt much time. and this one thing for that reason that happened seemed totally WRONG. how can u test sumthin like that by using sum1 else. eevil i tell yah. but if thats wha that person needs whateva. but how can that person use this one example wen it turned out wrong when the girl ended up getting angry. guess that person forgot that part. ne ways im not trynna hate on this person im jes sayin. it's like watching the oc today. those ppl got along fine later even tho that other person was wha they had in common b4. ppl who experience the same thing become closer. guess thats wha happened. and i bet u ppl have no idea wha im talkin about. good. cuz thats the point. the final point is that dont judge ppl even tho i kno its normal. u should do wha we did and at least be nice! it works and could lead to better things =)--can i getta AMEN. hahahah

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FIRST:
First Crush: dis guy Mark in kinder..heehee
First Real Girlfriend/Boyfriend: alex. yeah he was my ONLY bf. hah.
First Date: hasn't happened yet
First Kiss: take a guess.
First Job: soon to come
First Screenname: LiLsWeEtCuTiE06...eWw!
First Album/CD: *NSYNC! ((their first one))yeEuUh bayBeH!
Piercing/Tattoo: piercing..when i was litto baby. tattoos..never.
First True Love: sumday..
First Enemy: i dont kno
First Big Trip: iono..wen i went to the philippines wen i was 3?
First Detention: never..imma go good girl
First Time Dyeing My Hair: my mom wont even lemme highlight it! oh well.
First Formal Dance: not yet cuz i hadta frikken move!
First Time Breaking A Bone: never..cuz i drink mah milk! it dus the body good!
First Time Getting Really Sick: i dont kno..i can only think of my bad nosebleed in 3rd grade
First Hangover: oh man too much 2 remember! hahah siike! i dont drink! sorry.


LAST:
Last Cigarette: eWw! dis-GUST-ting!
Last Cuss Word Uttered: i think it was fxck
Last Compliment: u mean last time i complimented sum1? iono. today? or if it's last time sum1 else complimented me..it was jes now..kinda ROSE liked my earings hahaha
Last Girlfriend/Boyfriend: alex
Last Crush: dus thinkin a guy is cute count?
Last Time Driving: not yet but soon!
Last Big Car Ride: goin to san francisco wit dah family
Last Kiss: uhh.. when me and my ex were sill together
Last Good Cry: iono but it was sumtime wen i got in trouble or got angry at dad..i always cry in those times. im not really much of a crier.
Last Movie Seen: at the theatres? passion of the christ
Last Beverage Drank: CHOCOLATE milk .. does a body good
Last Food Consumed: corned beef w/eggs and rice
Last Phone Call: iono i think it was shaina
Last Thing Written: u mean on paper? iono sumthin 4 skOo
Last Show Watched: american idol
Last Time Showered: sumtime today
Last Shoes Worn: white conversez
Last Person That You Saw Naked Besides You: hah
Last CD Played: dont remember
Last Item Bought: brown eyeliner ((black looks better on me))
Last Disappointment: school sucks
Last Annoyance: my brother bein a lil bxtch
Last Ice Cream Eaten: strawberry shortcake
Last Song You Heard: whatever that song the last person on american idol sang
Last Time Wanting To Die: like yesterday or two days ago or sumthin
Last Formal Dance: refer to the first
Last Piercing/Tattoo: piercing..wen i was a litto tiny baby haha and tattoos..never.
Last Birthday Celebrated: last year it was BOMB and all you losers missed out! hah sike.

++got this from alex's xanga. yeah. k gnite ppl!

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this week's krazy. well not really. but im actually studying! and gettin sum work done. i still needa do sum other things but i'll do that after an hour en 30 min. im takin a break from all that reading. my eyes were seriously starting to hurt like u kno wen u jes NEED to rest ur eyes cuz it feels like sumthin's pokin ur eyelid en stuff. yeah thats how i felt so im takin a break. and in about half en hour imma be watchin PASSIONS. that show's totally weird. hahah. very dramatic. well duh, it's a soap opera. it takes forever tho for it to get to one point. it's kind of annoying. and the so meni character changes. dammit ppl jes renew ur damn contracts! hahah jk. well yeah. so let's see wha other things i hafta do...

-actually start putting animals en stuff in my ecosystem
-do the question stuff in the ecosystem packet/direction thingy
-finish the "crackin the world history ap test" book..i think im like 1/3 finished
-finish that one strength and weakness test in that sat book, and actually start it
-let brother start drawing pix for my comm. service book
-start reading the other packets for history
-check to see if i have ne english hw..like that one essay. i almost 4got about it until i saw it
-do my french hw
-finish chapter 16 bio notes
-do ch. 13 for bio for extra credit?..possibly.--i'll do that last it's jes xtra ne ways
-go to budget..which i'll do nex week

and i think that's it. wow i've dint kno i had THAT meni things to do. wen u write it all out it seems like a grip. well see i have a whole lotta shxt 2 do. i hate school. it can kiss my ass. it would jes be so much easier to jes give up and die. hahaha. ok thats all kiddos. laterz.

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i 4got tah mention yesterday that there was a bee trynna start makin a bee hive in our bakyard! but luckily my dad saw it and we killed it wit a flying insect spray and he took out the beehive and it flattened in a second! it was all wet or sumthin grossness. and i also found out there's a bird nest on our roof on the side of our bakyard.

ne ways BUDGET PLANS CANCELLED AGAIN!!! gosh. cuz frikken jeremy fxcked up on a car or sumthin and hasta go bak to his dad's shop and erick and angeline i alredi knew they weren't goin this week. man that's whack. bleh. so we're goin NEX WEEK THATS FOSHO!

was thinkin bowt visiting MORSE today but then i knew plans wouldnt go thru cuz i haven't talked to nikki lately and i woke up late today. its ok. maybe nextime

ne ways look at this email i got this guy is one RACIST BXTCH!

> >This is a very disturbing open E-mail letter to all Filipinos around

the

> >world; specially here in North America!, from a man who has the power

to

> >reach million of people. (he's a radio talk host) Please read

> on..............

> >

> >This is an open letter email by Art Bell, a radio talk show host in

Nevada

> >(more info in the email itself). Here is yet another person who has

taken

> >advantage of his power and privilege to use hateful words and racial

> >stereotypes that breed further ignorance and intolerance in our

society.

> >

> >Please forward this to as many people as you can...and in case you have

> >already received this, I apologize for the copy...

> >

> >

> >Art Bell is a talk radio host who has two shows that he broadcasts from

> >his home in Nevada, that is rebroadcast by 400 stations across the

> >country. He's written 2 books. He lived in Okinawa, Japan for some

years

> >and had a radio program on the English station here. And, though it's

hard

> >to believe after reading the following letter from him, he actually has

> >been to the Philippines (he's traveled fairly extensively around the

> world).

> >

> >Check out his website to listed at the end to get a glimpse at this

fool

> >who's spreading this hateful ignorance. And check his wife as well.

> >

> >This letter is so degrading, I think it's really important that

everybody

> >read this and not attack him, but respond to him in a civilized manner

> >because otherwise his thoughts will be reaffirmed. Understand that not

> >everyone has a viewpoint like we do, and that this is an opinion of

> >someone who hopefully can be changed only by civil actions.

> >

> >

> >THE E-MAIL....................................................

> >

> >

> >

> >Subject: Filipinos.....*make me puke* (Art Bell)

> >

> >

> >As we've all come to notice, in the past few decades, Filipinos have

begun

> >to infest the United States like some sort of disease. Their extensive

> >involvement in the U.S. Armed Forces is proof of the trashy kind of

> >qualities all filipinos tend to exhibit on a regular basis.

> >

> >You can see this clearly by studying the attitudes and cultural Icons

of

> >most Filipino Americans. Origins of Pinoys/Pinays: Are they really

asian?

> >Well we've come to accept the fact the filipinos come from a part of

the

> >world known as South East Asia. But the term "Asia" is used in the

wrong

> >way. You may notice that contemporary Filipino Americans try very hard

to

> >associate themselves with groups that we know as Asian.

> >

> >I cannot count the number of times I have seen a 'Third World' Filipino

> >try to connect themselves to the chinese or Japanese people. There is

no

> >connection and here's why. The Philippines is a Third World country.

> >

> >

> >Nothing respectable has EVER been created by Filipino people during our

> >entire human history. Young filipino men in America have become

obsessed

> >with "import racing". They have an enormously perverted affection for

> >Japanese cars. It's a common phenomenon. In their minds, these

filipinos

> >somehow believe that they are asian and that it somehow connects them

to

> >Japanese people and japanese cars. They often take credit for the

> >ingenuity of Japanese people and say how it's an "Asian thing". This

> >term..."Asian thing" derived directly from African American slang

"black

> >thang". "It's a black

> >thang." "It's an asian thang." You can see the connection. It's even

> >funnier that, in Japan, Filipinos are heavily discriminated against.

The

> >only filipinos that can live successfully in Japan are the filipino

> >prostitutes. But that's the case for most Filipino people no matter

where

> >they live in the world.

> >

> >

> >Now we've come down to this fact...and it is a fact. Nothing in

Filipino

> >Culture can be seen as Asian. They have no architectural, artistic, or

> >cultural influence which is in ANY way, asian. Thinking of the great

> >countries in Asia such as Japan, Korea, and China there is no way you

can

> >possibly connect the Philippine Islands.

> >

> >

> >This assault by filipino americans to connect themselves with the great

> >peoples of North East Asia is foul and disgusting.

> >

> >

> >Try visiting a young filipino's web site too. You'll see something

called

> >the "Asian IRC Ring". It has to do with the chatrooms. The most

horrible

> >thing about this is that these TRASHY people are trying to associate

> >themselves with Asia again!! People in Asia don't act like, this at

all.

> >

> >What we are seeing here is the natural Filipino in it's element with

full

> >access to technology and this is how they act! You will consistently

see

> >this behavior over and over again. Another interesting thing is that

these

> >"thirdworld" people also frequent IRC chatrooms such as #chinese #japan

> >and #asian. They must believe that they are some how related racially

or

> >culturally to North Asians.

> >

> >

> >But it's completely WRONG! There might have been some distant contact

> >With China and even less with Japan during World War II, but these

people

> >are actually more closely related to african americans and Mexican

> americans.

> >

> >Do the parents of these young filipinos know what's going on? Would

they

> >accept this? I believe that they would and do. This is the natural

> >"Trash" element in filipinos manifesting itself.

> >

> >Nothing good has ever come from Philippines and I don't believe

anything

> >good ever will.

> >

> >

> >Recognizing your Roots (A Message to Filipinos).

> >

> >To all filipino people:

> >

> >Please recognize your ROOTS!

> >

> >You come from the Third World! You country is a disgusting and filthy

> >place. Most people there live in poverty! Your culture has MUCH MORE

> >SPANISH influence than chinese, and absolutely no JAPANESE influence

> >whatsoever. People in Japan and China, do not act like you. They do

not

> >constantly talk about sex and they have a MUCH HIGHER level of RESPECT

for

> >each other.

> >

> >There is NO WAY that you can connect yourself to Asia other than

> >location.

> >

> >Your culture and technological advancement does not even come CLOSE to

> >What Chinese, people have done in the past and what Japanese and Korean

> >people are doing now!

> >

> >Everything you do is distinctly filipino. You cannot take credit for

> >Japanese cars, video games, or Hentai! It's not an "asian

> >thing" it's, an "American thing".

> >

> >You have no concept of culture..no concept of asian ideas or asian

> >philosophy!

> >

> >Can you demonstrate how you use Confucianism or Taoism in you everyday

> >life?? You can't. And you will NEVER be able to. I understand that

you

> >are trying to create an identity for yourselves as young people... but

it

> >is NOT related to Asia. Your Identity is Filipino. That's all you

> >are. Just Filipino. Think about what that means....

> >

> >

> > Sincerely,

> >

> > Art

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