well trynna look past this boring new years day to what's coming ahead. well let's first start off with WHAT is coming up..

-AP tests
-startin those college apps
-senioritis
-SATs/ACTs

..well if u ask me, those are NOTHING to look forward to! i dont mean to sound negative but i predict this year to be EXTREMELY STRESSFUL.

sOoOo to try n make my year EASIER ima come up with a plan to undo the undone ((i jes thot it sounded cool HAHAHA)). but yeah a plan to make things a lil more happier wen i kno they're not. which is..

-hanging out with who i WANT
-droppin the drama
-being myself
-not letting others get to me
-being with my TRUE FRIENDS
-be as friendly as you can get!
-have a lil fun of course
-take more risks
-TRY to be more outgoing
-procrastinate LESS


so that's my PLAN OF ACTION. tryin to look at the positive side of things. this is very hard since after all, i am in a not-so-jolly mood right now. forgive& forget. easier sed than done.

takin a look bak at 2004 is a hurtful view. pain& sorrow. yet joy& laughter. jes to mention some memorable moments..

-DiSNEYLAND wit SHAINA H. ::met those stupid guys who will regret what they never did for the rest of their lives! HAHAHA
-angeline's birthday "party"
-getting my permit
-gettin my LICENSE
-driving by myself ..actually with SHAINA to bring her home for the FIRST TIME
-breakfast with "the guys" &brandon's makeover
-being the UPPERCLASSMEN as usual
-taking my first AP test
-new year in the PHILIPPINES
-first SAT test. what a horrible experience.
-lunch with mr Espinoza, the principal
-those horrible moments in cg..yet gettin the MOST OUTSTANDING award 8)
-quitting colorguard
-being a halloween nerd
-NOT doing ne thing for my 16th birthday. oh yeah, it was VERY sad.
-grampa gettin appendicitis
-driving at night by myself
-my bad mooded xmas
-watching the grudge. i HATE that movie.
-goin to the kahiusa after so meni years!
-piano recital

and im shure there's more. but those seem to stand out. well. peace out.

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thats right biitches& hoes it's a new year comin thru! which means being unfaithful to ur new year resolutions& trynna turn over a new leaf!

today i went to nikki's house. kicked it for awhile. i cant believe they got a baby grand piano!! im so jealous.

i was sposed to go ice skating today with christine but obviously i couldnt go =( im so sad. i really wanna go ice skating too! unlike sum few ppl...uh 4get it.

so ima try n stay up till midnight. i usually do ne way. watch the ball drop 3 hours earlier from times square. eat sum banana cake. and drink sum wannabe champagne ((sparkling apple cider)). it's better than real champagne anyway.

have a happy new year ev'ry1!

you spent ur whole life not knowing. but this year will be different. this year i'll tell you. this year u'll know.

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today. woke up. debating whether or not to go to the commissary wit my mom&bro. decided to go. asked one last time if i can get a haircut. decided a yes.
went to supercuts. waited for practically an hour! cut it a lil. relayered. and a little big of bangs.
then commissary. mom spent a gripload of time gettin chocolate for PI ppl. saw this cute guy. mom hadta ask him to get the juice cut he was tall. tall guys are hott 8) jes like him
and that's pretty much it. laters.

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wow tonight/today's weather is really crazy. this storm is really scary. so strong. but God will help us thru it all yes? yes!

as they say "i cant see me without you". scratch that. i cant see YOU without ME.

well some friend.

plans to go ice skating friday. whee. things work out for themselves.

peace out suckaaaz. see ya in the daytime.

12.29.04
the resi& omar storm! ahhahaha

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i dont kno why i'm writing in here. i should be sleeping.
i dont kno why i still think about him. it's quite stupid actually. well not really. it's jes a stupid situation.
i dont kno why i'm not sleeping!

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woke up surprisingly early this morning. seems to be that the later i sleep the earlier i wake up. now there's something extremely odd! so i started watchin the discovery health channel..it was interesting stuff..sum amazing medical stories and started watchin resident life. that's gonna be a trip wen i gotta do that shiit. and YES i WILL do it! then left to the hospital to visit grampa. brought his presents over. yippee. i was in a jolly mood. then after a couple hours we went bak home. i ate sum. then it was time to TAKE PICTURES..

..taking pictures totally ruined my mood. in the beginning it was arrite. i thot i'd be happy wit pix like wahtever this year. but it dint turn out that way. they jes totally ruined my mood for the rest of the day. great christmas. they kept having issues bowt my hair. &why i always put it in front of my face. how they say iss ugly like that. and all this other shiit that i was jes like FUK YOU THEN. ((well not that i sed that)). so after that moment my pictures i took were not happy. i couldnt smile cuz i dint feel like it.& altho it felt like i was i really wasn't. i cant smile if i dont feel like it. it's too bad tho. our family picture's gonna look like shiit and its ALL YOUR FAULT!!! i was doing jes fine until you hadta say all that fuk'n shiit. gosh.

..then after hours of stalling, taking pictures, and annoyance we finally opened our presents. and it was too bad cuz i wasn't excitingly happy. you do not wanna get me started being angry becuz it'll most likely effect me the rest of the day. i unfortunately tend to hold grudges. so i got a few things. i knew my mom would get me that d&b bag. yay =) liked a few..sum were ok. ehh.

..my parents still act as if me& my bro believe in santa clause. i'll jes go with it. sarcastically.

..until now i dont feel like being cheerful. im sorry, jesus. i feel as if my celebration for ur birthday is ruined.

..there's only one thing i want left for christmas. can you guess what it is? i bet you can't. either way, you cant get it for me. it's not something that can be bought. it's not jes any kind of love. ...

christmas is unfortunately almost over =( i wish i could be happy. i kno i'm jes not letting myself be happy. but after what went on today. how could i? now it's time for new years. time to think up those new year's resolutions.

ps: THANK YOU ALL FOR THE PRESENTS! =)

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