jes sittin huRr watchin the superbowl and its commercials! man dey commercials bettah be gOod nawmean! got dis crazy one riggh now wit a guy on a convertbile in the freezin cold at a stoplight. yeah, his face is frozen. he prolly dead. ahh a ford convertible. ANYWAYS today was fuk'n funny in ccd class cuhz me& kaye was singin this one song parody to London Bridge and there was this one part..it was hilarious..u jes hadta be there& me& kaye jes started CRACKIN UP!! shoulda seen the lil kids faces, they was like "wth is wrong wit dem?!!" lol but it was a hella gOod laugh!! haven't laughed like that in FOREVAHH!

dude i still fuk'n miss dhat one guy who i haven't talked to in wha seems like forever. frikken crazy man. shiit. DONT GIVE UP NOW!!! fuk'n valentines day is comin up! will there be hope this year?!!

[[[ 7:30pm ]]]
yay patriots won!. for the first time ever my whole family was goin for the same team. shamazin.

i want him to come back! done.

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im frikken tired of school man! they give tOo much work! i dont think im cut out for this stuff! it's tOo much! i got homework. ap classes. SATs. ACTs. tests. quizzes. extracurricular shiit. personal life. uggghh it's tOo much!!! espeshully ap us history. maybe taking that class was a mistake. i shouldnt be there.

well i stayed afterschool today to watch the varsity girl's bball game for extra credit for ap us. it was kinda exciting. i hope we won!!

man. i wanna cry now. i dont like my room anymore. fukk. cuz my dad got more furniture& shiit and now it's blockin my closet and im fuk'n ERRRR!!!!! today's not a good day.

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13 or 14 more days until valentines day. the ever-dreaded "holiday" of mine. never in my life have i had a valentine. will that change this year? i can only hope.

well i have absolutely no hw tonight. which is so totally awesome! what should i do...? someone call me! or talk to me! or something. ..please.

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yeno wen u wanna talk to someone. but then. u force urself not to. ..? then u kno how i feel.

i gotta fuk'n D on my test man that's BULLLLSHIIIITTT. how can THEY get a higher score than me?! im fuk'n stupid maann. uggghhh.

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this morning i woke up at practically ev'ry hour since 6. i finally decided to wake up at like 9:30. did sum exercise stuff. then took a shower. nikki came over at around 11 so i could curl her hair..and i'll put a picture of mah work wen i can! 8) it took like 2-3 hours!! krayzee. my legs were startin tah hurt!

so tonight's plans consist of going to the ymca wit ate nicola to see bands play . i'll update later. gbye.

[[ 7:26pm ]]
fukkk. i was sposed to go out tonight but i dont think im goin no more. cuz the frikken thing starts at like 7 riigghh..but the ate cola was still in the frikken bus cuz they're competition thing was at long beach! and it's almost 7:30 now so i guess im not goin. im soo sad. i wish i had sum other back up plans u kno. i mean like if i could contact sum ppl and then we'll jes go out! cuz maan i wanted to go out tonight! gahh. this sucks.

anyone wanna go out nex saturday night?!!

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so during 4th period i got this call slip to go to the principal's conference room at 11. so wen the time came..i went..angeline came tOo. and it turns out WE HAVE A CHANCE AT BEING VALEDICTORIAN! or SALUTATORIAN! how FRIKKEN AWESOME is that!!! it would be so extremely cool to be the first valedictorian of my school! cuz duh, u'd be the first!!! but im not putting high hopes for myself becuz there are plenty of other kids out there that have as much a chance as i do of course& im not the smartest person in the world. duhh. and why do we have a chance at being valedictorian you ask?..becuz I'M ONE OF THE TOP 20 PPL IN MY CLASS!! yeahh baby! hollahh. 8)

then i had frikken math test today. that i kno i totally did not do gOod on! i hope i passed at least!!

then 6th period we watched stepford wives. it was actually a pretty good movie. has a lil twist at the end.

well see yah laters ppl!

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