begins tonight. well actually i jes finished watching it.

twice i get yelled at for my so called negativity. i'm jes statin the truth and it's not like i'm bein blunt about it. fuuk.

i wanna move out. i wanna live a new life with a clean slate. if i could go to NYU i'd seriously consider it.

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go kerry!

you dont know, let me go
the girl in the hall
is not me
wen i look in the mirror
it's not what i wanna see
wen i look around
i dont belong
and wen i let it out
i'm all alone
let me escape& run away
to never come bak and start another day.
i'm not gOod enuf
to survive the world
i'll just have my secrets unfurl
know the truth
understand me
listen to my problems
and let me be.
don't push me over
to be somethin i'm not
i'll hit the edge
but maybe that what you want.
that's fine with me
i'll gladly let go
no one will ever have to know.

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^^^^^



it's daylights savings time. i mean it's the end of daylights savings time.

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the family has left. well gOod news: i was a NERD for halloween it was the cutest outfit ever. hahahaha. sike. but i did get one compliment =) i jes put my outfit together myself. very original.

why i like goin to family gatherings: it makes me forget about school& all the other problems in life.

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i jes finished watching the movie "tower of terror". it's not really all that scary. it's actually a real sad movie..at least towards the end. ev'rythin b4 that is mostly suspense. i think it's pretty gOod. now all i have to do is RIDE THE RIDE. and now it's a good thing i watched the movie becuz now i'll understand the ride a lil better. awesome.

well tomorrow's halloween and i'm not really doin ne thing except go to church..teach lil children..and then later my lil cousin is comin over. i ges it's fun that some1's comin over but i wish there were ppl my age i could talk to. my life is so borrriing.

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remember last year wen i had those pix of that one guy who plays LARRY BEAL on EVEN STEVENS..cuz he came to my school during christmas time? yeah well their lil program came agen today..minus larry beal& all those other ppl. this year it was SO TOTALLY BORRRIING i think it was NOT FUN AT ALL..i was hopin to see sum real famous ppl like Kel Mitchell but obviously he wasnt there. last year was so wayy better..so much funner & exciting..more dancing n stuff. but heyy at least in the beginning i kinda got to see old classmate GEMINELLE R. cuz she sang the National Anthem..which she sung oh so beautifully but i dint getta chance to talk to her. but oh well.

that's all. bye.

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..is the title for me& shaina's layout. it's awesome.

it's spirit week this week. tomorrow i get to wear red. yay.

-annoyed
-itch
-irritated
-feel like ignoring ev'ry1
-like attention
-hw
-life is boring
-bus driver is a meanie

the end.

[[ i see that no1 really reads this ne more so dont see the point in making one of these. besides my life has no interest ne more. so as u can alredi tell i'll be writing in this less& less. not that anyone cares. ]]

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