well ok so i've been too lazy with this nutang thing
cuz it looks so darn ugly cuz im too lazy and have no time to make a new template thing!
sooo im sorry i went back to xanga
jes cuz it was easier to make it prettier :P

well anyway since i last blogged..
which was i dont even know when!..
lots of stuff happened.
gained a few friends lost a few.
whatever man.
i hate wen ppl cant swallow their pride and take a part of the blame..
and then put all the blame on someone else ..anyone else except themselves.
i hate it wen ppl dont even try to listen
oh and back to the blaming thing ..when they accuse you of something that they did (or didnt do) themselves too. hypocritcal.
i hate when ppl call you immature or anything of that matter
when in reality they're the ones being immature initiating all the immature actions.
you know, whatever!
i will not let anyone put all the blame on me when i know i'm not the only one to blame..especially if part of the blame goes to the blamer themselves!
i can be very understanding
you know ..being a libra ..the whole idea of balance ..i think that's pretty true about me sometimes you know ..i almost always am able to see the other side ..which kinda sucks cuz sometimes then i'll always have to think of something different and new to counteract the other side's argument ..altho i guess that's kind of an advantage. ..well actually i guess i am kinda glad i have that ability cuz i hate it wen ppl can't see the other side
i guess it's why i'm able to admit to my faults and stuff
oh and news fuhhlassh! ..people change! that's jes how life works.
but if ur my friend and think that i've changed in a bad way
can u at least try to somehow tell me somewhat straight up!
i'd rather not have to try and realize anything ..
how can i realize anything if i dont initially see that anything's wrong?!
hmm ..well anyway i guess that's my blog for the moment

also .highschool sucks and being a teenager sucks
but anyway i'm so busy with school AND picking colleges and trying to get financial aid that it's driving me nuts! ..but when i am ever NOT going nuts these days? it's like in all my blogs! everything says im gonna go crazy. and one day, i just might!

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it's finally 2006!
the year that i graduate!
i can't believe it's finally here! i've been waitin for this year since elementary!

my boyfriend gave me over a hundred kisses today
i'd say that's a pretty good way to start off the year wouldn't you say??

well this week i have plans to do homework
becuz shit. i have a lot.

i also have plans to kick it with an old friend
freakin cool 8)

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so the other day i got another email
and it turns out that
i got accepted to
SAN FRANCiSCO STATE UNiVERSiTY
so i'm pretty much set on moving to bay area! =]
weeeeee (:

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so today i checked my EMAiL
and it turns out i'm
provisionally accepted to San Jose State University
yayy =] so if all else fails, san jose here i come!
no matter what, hellllooo bay area! 8)

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so it's a damn good thing i got accepted somewhere far away
so i can guarantee my life out of this fucking hell hole
i didnt care that my dad yelled at me and my brother again
cuz he always does
that fucking bitch
but then he came back for some stupid fucking reason
to put a stupid cd on the damn table
and then got pissed at shit
and threw shit on the ground
and made me pick it up
what the fuck is that
i hope he gets even more siicckk!!
you'd figure he'd shut the fuck up now that he's sick
but what a bitch.
i hate my dad
and i hope he rots in hell!!!
asshole.

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yepp thass riight!
cuz i dislike smokers
nastiest smelling shiit everrrrr!!!

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