happy birthday JEFF and ATE GI

yeah.i was too lazy to write on the ACTUAL dates of their birthday..en i dint even really KNOW..so yeah..well ne waise..today went to church and today i actually wore sumthin dressy..ahhah..uhm yeah then went to exchange in coronado..and i got me a hoodie instead of waiting for tomorrow becuz its cheaper: 34..unlike the one i wanted from pacsun which was 46. expensive shizz man. hah so yeahh..it reminds me of sum retro shxt..its like brown burganyish its koo. uhmm then came home and ate lunch..and it was funny cuz my dad was all sayin he had talent in singing..hahaha i jes started crackin up...en thenn..he was like ur mom sed i sing good ((this is all in a joking manner AWRIGHT))...and my brother was like it's a pick-up line..hahaha and my dad was like hahaha whOo! thats my boi! i like that! u pick up ne1 yet?! hahahaha it was hilarious..i wouldnt ACTUALLY think my dad would say sumthin like THAT! he LIKES that?! WEEEIRD. hahaha but i guesSss! then i practiced the piano like crazy..hahah gettin better that one song..i kno the title now its...valse op. 64-2..yeap!..of course its like a classical song yesireee. hmkay. mission/fashion tomorrow. wahoo cant wait gotta buy me sum shoes! they better be there sumwhere!...yeap arrite thats all for now CIAO

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well as i've sed before, not going online has done me a lot of good. it has helped get my mind off things. for example howe me and my "best friend" dont talk ne more. becuz he's busy with school. altho i think its more than that. thats jes the way it is. and i guess i jes gotta let it go becuz i cant do ne thing about cuz i've been trying to talk to him. but he dusnt seem to put much effort. im not bothered as much ne more. guess im getting used to it. the whole deal with friendships can get complicating. i can't beg or ask him (or ne1) to be my friend (agen). if he dusnt wanna talk to me..then so be it. i jes find it odd becuz he was never like this before wit his other gfs. he'd still talk to me.to us. but not ne more. things have changed...i kno that every1 changes..but its so "funny" becuz he'd used to say how he dint like change..and now he's the one thats changing..i dont think he realizes whats happened. he sez he sees how we dont talk. but yet truly he dusnt understand, he dusnt really see it as much as he sez he dus. he jes doesnt. cuz if he did...he woulda done sumthing..at least TRY to make it better. but no. things changed. but during this change, nothings changed for the better. one day i hope he realizes wha he's done. cuz if not..he lost a lot..and this will prolly be the last words i say of this subject. becuz i wont let it bother me. i'll jes let it be. cuz there's really nothing i can do cuz..it takes two.

__last night/REALLY early this morning...i talked to jayrell whom i haven't talked to in forever. and it was great talkin to him agen. its funny how in jes one convo..he becomes one my closest frenz..for sum reason it's easy for me to kinda open up to him. so we jes filled in each other wit whas goin on wit our lives. and he told me the story of how him and aireen got together..and it is jes THE cutest story!..i SWEAR..it's jes like a movie..a really good love story...it deals with guilt, betrayal, secrets...i was like..wow wen he told me. and thats also why he likes to tell the story..becuz thats wha he thinks too...its jes like a movie. its like so sweeet. hah guess u can tell imma suckah for love stories/romance ahha. and so yeahh..then we talked bowt the past..((well actually talkin bowt the past came BEFORE he told me of the story of how him and aireen met hahah..but that dusnt really matter))....and i remember he used to be super quiet in 7th grade..and 8th grade kinda. he's really changed too. i think its a good thing tho...since now he's not so quiet or shy..hahah so its kool. ..it was koo hearin from him agen..jes like old times..well..not quite..hahah..those silent fone calls..i was so mean haha cuz he found out en i kinda told me he used to annoy me..and so i hurted his feelings. hah yeah i think i was a bxtch in 7th and beginning of 8th grade..forreal. cuz of this other thing but i wont get into that. hahah so yeahh jes thot that was interesting..yeah its called k.i.t...sumthin ppl should learn how to do.

_|today i woke up late. since i slept late. en i practiced the piano for like more than an hour..hahah..ges it can get addicting..then my wrists started to hurt..i wish i was super good en could play those super fast songs..and i wish my hands were bigger. hahaha forreal. ..oh yeahh last night i was talking to shaina online..and hm i was wondering wha shoes i should go...DC AVATAR...or those vans C4?! pleeease tell me ppl! i needa kno which one looks best on me! yeah. well i guess thats all for now..hm i havent written ne long entries like this in awhile..hahah well yeah kae ciao!

++edit [6.11pm]
got done wit piano lessons..and finally yay imma learn a neww song!..its called "valse o.p." ((and sum number after it))..and its a really sad song..cuz my teacher sed there was a movie that went wit it and the guy's whole family died except for him..i think in a war?...so thats why he wrote that song. yes, very sad. but its nice tho.

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haven't been online lately..why? school..i've been at home doin homework...yeap..heh..feels kinda good tho..not goin online for once en doin hw..and havin sum full concentration..can't believe i dint go online..i only went on like twice and thats it en it was only for a few minutos cuz yeahhh..hadta go do hw...ne waise enuf bowt dat..
there really isnt much for me to say still...uhhmmm...four day weekend! yeeuuhh! on monday i'm plannin tah go chill wit dah homayyyz hahaha. fesho. first finish our little project thingy for english..thenn go shoppin at mission/fashion.ohh yess...i needa get me a hoodie..yup yup! and sum shoes..i think i get a lot of shoes..but u can never have too meni shoes! =)..ladeeda...well hmm...there's not that much for me to say cuz my life is absolutely broaang..and there are sum things that jes dont need to be sed to the public...and i alwaise forget most of wha i plan to put in here..hahaha so yeap LATERS

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[yesterday]-HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIORELLA!

[today]
welp..hmm haven't been on for a couple days cuz i've been busy doin homework. hah aint dat a bxtch. but its ok. i ACTUALLY stayed away from the computer. mostly it was becuz yeah like i sed, i had hw..AND my dad was doin sumthin on the computer so yeah. well ne waise..yesterday..it was pajama day! heck yeh! en i wore my cooolass purple pajamas dat have silver stars and moons on it..it is the shxt! whoot. hahaha..then uhmm later on "weird" shtuff was goin on..yeahh cant exactly say but yup. uhmm..hm i thot i had much to say but i guess i dont. uhmm...guys are gay.haha...cuhz yeahh..ppl be "movin" yeno..guess they think they're too cool for us. psshh they jes made themselves look like losers that cant get gurls--as shay would say. hahaha..well so yesh. uhmm i dont really have much to say. hm. thats a surprise. well ok soooo laters

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it was arrrite. hahah i messed up in all my songs. the worst one i messed up in was the entertainer cuz i kinda got lost en forgot one part..hahah..cuz like they're similar ((the part i messed up on)) so i thot we alredi repeated it but i ges we dint so yeahh hahaha..i feel bad cuz im always the one messing up. ahhaha oh well. after that it was good tho. uhmm...the one that was closest to perfect was only hope..played the twice for the first and second part. uhmm my solo dolly's dreaming and awakening i messed up on this one part but im so happy becuz i actually did the ending good! hahah cuz i usually mess up there. hmm..oohh yeahh there was this one song a starlit romance waltz that this girl made up herself..doode it was BOMB! hahahah naw forrils tho! it was soOoOo kOoOL! maaan i wish i can make up songs like that!..but i realized i'm only "good" at following ppl even like in dancing en shtuff i cant make my own moves..im better off following sum1 else..and for piano i cant make up my own songs ((well at least not yet..hopefully one day!)) i can only read the notes en shtuff..hahah im good at sight reading! ahhaha. yeahh well...omg man! ms bumatay was there! cuz apparently her daughter takes piano lessons too. she's pretty good for her age too. dude and there were sum cute guys! mwahhah. that was toight. oOohh and there was this song this guy played wit this guy dat played guitar..it was called now and forever ((oldies song)) but it sounded soooooo niiiice! i was like woahhh. it was like listening to the song on the radio..without a singer! it was soooo coool! so thats like the only highlight of my day. yeah. gotta trophy finally!..hollywood music only gives out awards made of paper that was lame.

darn school tomorrow i dint even finish allll my hw! gah. oh well. it was jes a reading ne ways. hopefully i can do it on monday? but darn i hafta read another one on monday! shnap! im behind!!!! ahhh! dammit. grr. oh well thats kind of it for now! so laters!

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well today ate jamie turned 18 wahoo! maan too be we couldnt go to her party cuz i hadta wait for my piano teacher and my parents are doing shtuff in the garage...grr..oh well its ok. =|

well ne waise piano recital tomorrow kinda nervous maan. imma mess up! grr! aaannd i dont even kno wtf to wear! dammit. i'll prolly jes wear a skirt or sumthin. i dont really care what i look like ne more really. hahah they dint come to see wha i look like they came to my talents on the piano hahaha right?! cuz thats what recitals are for! fesho. ahhaha..yah. well so thats all for now i gesh. so bye bye!

--->edit [9.03pm]
yeno dis morning ((no not last nite cuz i went bak to sleep after i woke up for a few minutes cuzza my little cousin)) i had a "weeirdd" dream...and like...iono it kinda makes me wonder if maybe thats what i miss. or want. or sumthing. it was kinda cool. only wish it could happen in real life.

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