ok. so today was another school day.

lots a fuk'n tests tomorrow. i mean no there isn't. i jes have one major one! fukking errrrr. it's like a frikken final! 100 frikken questions! wtf?! well whatever i think i re-read enuf stuff. whatever i'm relaxing my brain now. peace out suckaahhhzzz.

hmm im think im startin to have more guy frenz. guys frenz are wayy cooler. but dont be mistaken, i have my few most awesome girl-friends! but girls cause too much drama. it's trueee. but wen u chill wit guys they jes kOo. but sumtimes they're so..insensitive!!! but those that kno how to have fun but do listen..are keepers 8) food for thought. goodbye!

oh yeah, watch american idol!! fuk'n hilarious =D

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so today. school.
hm. alone.
today there was an sdsu presentation for this upward bound math/science thing. maybe i'll apply. but it's over the summer. and uh. eh. iono. but i'll try. i mean, what's the worst that can happen? i not get in. big deal.

well i've realized things about myself today.
i've realized that wen im at school i transform to someone im not in general. well..basically im jes quieter than i usually would be if i was comfortable. but today i wasn't comfortable. at lunch anyway. so bad i wanted to leave but i couldn't find my other frenz. i didnt feel like i belonged with them. and i didnt. but there was no escape. either way i'd look like a loser. stay and im jes standing there. and leave i'll jes look like..iono. it'd still be bad.
i've realized that i prefer a small company. i like intimacy. not in a sexual way. but like a one-on-one. well not exactly. but i dont feel comfortable in huge groups where you should be sociable to fit in. i mean, i caaann be. but most of the time there'll be ppl i dont talk to and it's just weird. i jes wanna escape.

seaside serenade
will i go? probably not. i was planning on going. but will i have much fun? other "friends" have other plans. that im not really invited to. but it dusnt really matter cuz i wouldn't join them ne way.

uhhm. i hope they dont see that and take it all personal.
im jes not comfortable

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ok. about 5 minutes to blog.

so yesterday was yearbook club pictures. first A.P.i. and omg how embarassing. i mean..erry1 knows im shorts but when u make it shortest to tallest ohmahgaw. so obviously i was like the last one. but in my yearbook one..God gave me pity and let me be..technically second to last!! yeaahh! i was happy! mrs alvarez was like thinkin/checkin who was taller..me or ana ((along wit erry1 else tOo)) and then she made that switch motion wit her hands and i was like "YES!!" hahaha =D. and i sed technically becuz sum others dint bring or have a yearbook sweater or shirt soo yeahh they were at the end.

also yesterday i was like so out of it. well not totally but wen ppl sed hi to me it took me awhile to react cuz i jes dint hear. or see. hahaha i was like "oh! heyy!"

alriiight later dudes!

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so lets talk about how much of a BITCH my stupid brother is!
i come on the computer. he alredi turned on the tv to sum stupid shiit "the lion of oz". like wtf is that u kno. so i ask for the remote. &im jes flippin channels &come across sum ice skating on abc& my brother has the audacity to fuk'n ask why ice skating?! like BITCH cuz i WANT TO shiiit! and then my frikken ass mother tells my BROTHER that there's ice skating on channel 10 &im like i alredi told him and he dusnt want to watch it! and then my STUPID FUKIN BROTHER gives me a fuk'n attitude that makes me wanna bitchslap his DUMBASS sayin mind ur business! was she addressing you?! no! omg SHUT THE FUCCCKKK UUUPPP!! my brother is a fucking man whore and he can kiss my ass! see if i do ne thing for him today! FUCKERRR

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well i was thinkin and for all u ppl that love me i have an idea on wha u could do for MY BIRTHDAY which is on SEPTEMBER 24:

take me to a THEME PARK
preferably disneyland/CA adventure or Six Flags
and if u can take me to disneyWORLD. wow, that would be jes AWESOME!

ok peoples! make it happen! ;] plan it early!
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check out my site it's disney themed! well it's not allll that great but i changed it& stuff

i was on myspace& karina lefta bulletin bowt colorguard. and man do i miss it so. well cuz i was lookin at their diff stuff like they have flags..sabers..dance/ribbons& other stuff& now i wanna be in it! i wanna be those ribbon people. mwahha. but i have no space in my schedule. i mean i coouuld change 2nd but they had tryouts b4 tOo. i was thinkin maybe nex year but i STILL have no room. but first i wanna see them perform at the competition ((that was the bulletin)) at our skOo on FEBRUARY 5 be there! well IM gonna be there cuz i wanna see how good they are. or bad. haha. whichever.

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alriiight non uniform day today. decided not to wear the skirt cuz it looked cold outside& jes dint feel like it. insteaddd i wore jeans and this off-the-shoulder hollister shirt with my "SEX BOOTS" as joyce would called it. aka my high heeled white pointy stilletto boots. maan PURE PAIN! it hurt the worst 6th per& later cuz me, shaina, and angeline walked around the frikken school givin sum classrooms the yb picture thing for monday.

well ev'ry1 looked so niice today 8)


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