i haven't been goin on becuz my frikken dad's trippen. crazy cuz it's like the last week of school ((that's right, today was the "last day of school")) this is the beginning of intersession break! yayuh!

so ne ways..today we dint get a non-uniform day! errRr! cuz of the trash. it's all the stupid freshmen's fault. this never happened b4 they came! we never missed an opportunity for a non uniform day! they piss me off. so immature. but wha did u expect? so going on..

4th period jes did more work. went over hw. i got 80% on my midterm. i ges it's pretty gOod. yeah few other things.

5th per. WE DID NOT GET A PIZZA PARTY bOohOo. becuz sum ppl dint pay yesterday ((me)) but she's dumb becuz we coulda still gave her the money today. i swear man SHE'S FUKING STUUPIID she gets on my fuk'n nerves. oh well pizza's bad for u ne ways.

lunch was extended to an hour today. oh joy. becuz of this stupid spanish band. did not interest me much. then my dad came to pick me up he sed they paged me a billion times but shiit i dint even hear it cuz of the band it was all loud &also there was a stupid fight that erry1 ran tOo it was so frikken loud i couldn't hear. n he was all yellin at me n shiit. like even in the car. cuz like i 4got to turn on my damn cell. which is really ironic cuz i had it on this whole week except for today cuz last night i charged it &sumtimes i 4get to turn it on the nex day...so he was all sayin i mite as well not have one..n jes give it to my brother. well then fine I MITE AS WELL NOT HAVE ONE i dont even need it ne more! ever since he kept for a long period of time no1 texts me ne more. so there really isn't a point to the cell fone. and since he keeps using all my fuking minutes i cant talk that long. HE KEEPS FUKING YELLING AT ME AND BLAMING ME FOR EVERYTHING!. and also wen we were jes leavin the school..he was all sayin "U GUYS DINT EVEN TRY TO HEAR WEN THEY PAGED" or whatever sum shiit like that n im like HOW CAN I EVEN TRY TO HEAR IF I DINT KNO THEY SED ANYTHING fuking dumbass piss me off! but ne ways i left to go to the orthodontist cuz as i sed..one of my brackets became unglued but all she could do was take it out and on my nex appt. the doctor'll put it bak. and it dint take that long so call me crazy but i decided to go back to school i dint wanna stay ne longer with my dad. the shorter time i spent wit him the better. besides i had to give my yb $$ to ms A and i wanted to get my grades. n they had a lil party for the september ppl ((like me)). and ate nasty chips& soda. &pizza..which i dint pay for..=X i was going to but yeah. deno. and besides it's for mah bday so whatever. haha. dont try tah make me feel guilty! it's not gonna work trust me, it wont. and for my grades i got 4 A's and 2 Bs. frikken mr orphanos gave me a fuk'n B! bullshiyet man! i did all my work n got 100% in all the tests/quizzes. WTF and then he gave me an A in citizenship. it like switched from last time! WTF!

whatever NO MORE SCHOOL for 3 weeks. i'm happy. but fuk'n freese and 6to6 won't fuk'n answer their fuking fones shiiit! i need those fuk'n comm. service hours NOW they're totally throwing me off. swear man! err.

well i got nothin else to say so peeeeeece

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ok i kno that's a movie but i dint watch it. i jes ran out of titles and i jes felt like it. ok. shuttup!

well gawddamn my DAD PISSES ME OFF he is VERY IRASCIBLE ((i told u to look it up biitches!)) sheesh. ev'ry lil gawddamn thing he gets all fuk'n pissed. like ONE OF MY BRACKETS BROKE so i told my dad wen he got home and he was all biitch'n at me sayin "did u call em?" "u should called em" blah blah. "it's ur responsibility". go suck a diickk biiitch! and so i called and their hours were 9-5 so i wouldnt have reached them in time ne way at the time wen i realized it had broke. and besides..i wanted to wait cuz shiit i dint wanna make a fuk'n appt. if they wouldnt be able to take me. shiittt!!!! and then jes awhile ago he was all biitch'n at my brother cuz wen my dad asked if he wanted to eat sumthin my brother's like "no not right now" and my dad makes a big fuk'n deal and is like "**with attitude** not right now?! wen?! wen's it gone?!" shiiiit. i think he needs ANGER MANAGEMENT shiiit. stupid fukker.

ne ways. school. we won the RESPONSIBILITY CONTEST in math class today. oh joy. so we're havin a lil pizza party on friday. which reminds me..i needa bring $2 tomorrow. and also on fridy i'm havin another yb party for all the september birthdays ((*ahem*MINE!!)). and they're ordering pizza tOo..that means TWO PIZZA PARTIES IN A ROW..SAME DAY. dontchu think that's a lil tOo much pizza? i'll prolly get only one slice a class. dont want tOo much fatty junk food u kno. so i also gotta give an extra $2. damns. wastin all my fuking money.

ok.bye.

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today started off as a bad day. let's recap quick.

-woke up extremely tired, slept on the bus on the way to school
-took midterm and got a 19/25 which is a C which brought my overall grade down to a B 88.__% =( ..also dint get points for my notes cuz i dint even go up cuz i knew they werent gOod enuf
-felt irascible ((oohh vocab work. look it up whorress)) during 2nd
-3rd was prolly the only class that wasn't that much trouble
-also bought psats. couldn't get a waiver to buy em for free cuz i dont get free lunch. no fair.
-started doin math hw wen i got home. dint do like 3 of em cuz it was graphing and i was lazy & gettin "wrong answers".
-fell asleep
-heard sum1 walk in my room but i ignored it and kept on sleepin
-woke up and went downstairs. rested a little more on the couch but tried not to fall completely asleep
-ate sum homemade tacos.
-went bak upstairs to do sum other "extra" hw. meaning..my notes for ms love. and they are far more..iono the word..but it's much more worthy of gettin points. tOo bad it's tOo late. but they're better. i can concentrate better in the silence of my own home.
-went downstairs n drank milk
-played the pianizZLe. gettin better at my recital piece if i do say so myself. there's still a few kinks but hopefully i can work em out
-and now i'm here
-ev'ry1 seems to have went to sleep early. usually ppl are still up at 10. i think. oh well.

..so surprisingly i dint go on the internet today until..now. i'm proud of myself. it's not that i totally forced myself off. i jes dint feel like going on. wow that's a first. but i dint find it interesting to go on the internet..find nothing to do& no1 to talk to..and feel guilty about procrastinating on my hw.

i need do crunches agen. i'll do it b4 i sleep. i kno that's kinda bad. but it's better than nothing. right?

the end.

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yesterday i went wit shaina n angeline to try n sell ads. no1 wanted to make their businesses big. losers. oh btw, we went to the las americas. and since it dint workout..we jes went shopping! i got sum jewelry. earings really. 3 pairs of em. 8) and a volcom wallet. cuz i needed more of those lil pocket things. and these white boots that i've "always wanted". not exactly what i imagined but hey i found a pair that was satisfactory.

so i wore those white boots today. and btw, they are stilletto-styled ((iono how to spell that))...and gawddamn DID THEY HURT!! whoo. right now my ankles are in deep pain and so are the front part of my feet. the "balls of my feet" is that what they're called" and my pinky toes n the ones beside those whatever they're called. but hey i got LoTsA coMPLiMeNtS and those are always gOod =) mwahhah. but deeng it was PURE PAIN iono how those women walk in those!

well ne ways bak to school related stuff...began the history midterm and it was pretty easy..notice i sed began becuz we only did the first 11. it was pretty easy. i missed two of em so i gotta 9/11. i hate it wen my guts are wrong. and i hate it wen they're right but i get second thots and get it wrong. that's a real pain in the ass. drives me nuts. but hey so far i have a 90.2% in that class. bOoyAhh! and had a midterm for english. and it was pretty easy. i think i did pretty ok. watch i get em all wrong hahaha. that's wha usually happens. and i finished up that math test and booyy did i totally BOMB THAT SHIIT i guessed on a lot of em. but i..nevermind. =X

well my brother keeps askin me for help on math. oh, do i feel smart! hah. lucky for him he can jes ask me if he needs help..cuz I THINK I'M A NICER TEACHER THAN MY DAD if i do say so myself. all those times wen i was younger i asked my dad and i always ended up cryin cuz he'd always yell at me. and even my grampa felt sorry for me. but as i was saying, he gets to ask me but i can't ask ne1 except frenz n teachers. and im not askin my dad cuz of previous bad experiences and my mom knows nothing about math. i kno more than she dus. and she's an accountant. ironic huh? and i get to help him but there's no1 really to help meee. and i'm starting to have trouble. I THINK IT'S BECUZ OF THE SUB. SHE SUCKSSSS rawr. well ne ways. im out. payce.

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well today's 9/11. remember. have a moment of silence.

man my dad pisses me offff. i was jes playin the piano trynna practice n shiit and then he comes n tries tah tell me i should slow down so i could perfect it then get faster. fuk u. i kno what i'm doing. who's he tah say wha i should do HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO PLAY THE PIANO HIMSELF! fukker. shiit. it pisses me off. and it ruins my mood for me to play the piano. so i quit. well i dint quit but i stopped playin. can't he jes leave me the fuk alone. shiit.

gawddamn NOONE FUKING UNDERSTANDS ME!!!!!!!! man i'm fuking pissed now. shiiit i wanna get out of this grungy place. fukkk. CAN'T ANYONE MAKE ME HAPPY?!!! damn. shiit.

and ur damn right i am PISSED AS FUKK and no I WONT CALM DOWN right now ok so BACK OFF shiit!

UGGGGGHHHH i swear tah bob imma hafta hit sumbody! FUCK YOOUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shiit. anyways. today i think ima go to this lil boi dave's party. so ima kick wit old buddy nikki agen. oh joy. maybe that'll make my day better. it probably will.

AND SOMETIMES I NEED SOMEONE TO SAY "YOU'LL BE ALRIIGHT"----CUZ I MISS KNOWIN SUMONE'S THERE FOR ME

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wow my life is officially a work of SHIT. im NOT going to lil davie's party to see ol' buddy nikki. =( why? cuz i gotta stay home and wait for my frikken piano teacher. idda called her like yesterday er sumthin tah tell her to come earlier. but THEY DINT TELL US AHEAD OF TIME so i was jes hopin she'd sumhow come earlier. but she hasn't. so now i'm stuck here.

and i have things to study for ne ways.

i think i'll go eat a bowl of ice cream..sit on the couch& watch tv..and feel sorry for myself now. do i sound like a depressed emotional child? well, i dont care what u think. bye.

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..and I WON'T GET TO BE THERE! =(. waahh. it's cuz it's my GRAMMA'S BIRTHDAY. but it's not like we're even goin out to eat. cuz my lame-o dad jes wants to stay home n buy food n eat here. how boring is that. i could be out havin fun. i kno, i sound selfish but still. could at least eat out! sheesh. but ne way GOOD LUCK TO OUR VARSITY TEAM! KICK AZTEC ASS! whOoo! i really hope we win! --wow that's like the most school spirit i've ever showed huh?

had a math test today. dint finish. dont think i did so good. the rest of the day's boring so yeah. nothin else to write about. i ges i'll jes cut it here. bye.

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turns our we did go out to eat. went to super china buffet i got full fast. prolly cuz i wasn't starving to begin with since i ate beforehand cuz i had no idea of this outing we were going to. so..my grandma's 74 today.

i jes dialed up myleezy at the game and guess what WE'RE WINNING 12-7 bOoyahH! =) take that! mwahha! i wish i coulda been there. oh wellies.

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we lost =( 12-15 it's ok guys..that's a pretty gOod score still wen u think about it..our first varsity team..and there's only juniors. i think we still did pretty gOod. ((even tho i wasn't there but u kno..)) oOhh and our school was on PPR today...kusi ((channel 9)). awesome.

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