today started our on a not so gOod basis. dus that make sense? well u get the point. but after lunch things eased up a bit and i 4got about my "worries".

i need to sell ads this weekend. jes waitin for angeline to call. she's takin an awfully long time.

shaina's leavin for vegas this weekend. lucky her. wish i was goin out. but then agen, i needa do hw so i'm kinda glad i'm not.

i still don't get how tah do ms. love's hw. she's frikken kuhrazy. krayzee i tell yah! ges i'm gonna hafta bs it. and dus she want us to put pictures?! man, shiit.

today's 3 day weekend. yay. a day off. that's wonderful. i've had enuf of school! sheesh.

yeno i realize it's advantage for me to take sat's this year. since i getta take both the old AND the new and pic which ever i get a better score on. isn't that great? totally.

i needa re-do my nails. in fact, i should do it riight now. wen i'm done blogging. what else is there for me to do. i wana do a french tip but i mess up a lot and it frusturates me. i think i'll go one nail at a time this time. it mite take longer but i mite get better results wit less frusturation. well why do u care?

so ne ways i have nothin more to say. so peeceeezy.

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i'll jes update for the sake of updating. my internet routine jes brought me here.

so ne way i was doin hw and i still need tah do a few hw i intend to do in a few. like ms love's reading so i have less to do over the 3 day weekend.

i stayed afterschool today to learn how to register for the sat's but the stupid site wasn't working. this is the second time i've stayed afterschool and have been let down..I SHOULDNT STAY AFTERSCHOOL ANYMORE it's a waste of my time. so i jes sat at one of the benches (agen) lookin the stupid loner i was n tried to keep myself occupied..and i did the practice ACT thing the english portion and got a score of 24. i ges its pretty gOod considerin the highest u can get is 36. so ok.

i have too much stuff to do. well maybe it only seems like a lot becuz i'm thinkin of it all at once.

do u realize that all i'm talkin about is school related stuff? how BORING i'm sorry but it's the only thing i have to talk about. it's taking over my life so i'll jes SHUT UP now. gbye.

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today was that parent meeting bowt college& stuff i heard bowt yesterday. i dint go today tho cuz i dint want to. but i jes finished talkin with my mother bowt that stuff. and it's jes TOO MUCH..what're they trynna do?! KILL ME?! sheesh. but ima take ALL the SATs. and hopefully i do well. but it's jes SO MUCH PRESSURE. ::sigh::

i dont get enuf sleep& it's taking time away from my doing more productive things. for example i need to CALL PLACES FOR COMM. SERVICE. gotta start early. maybe after tomorrow. and NO, I"M NOT PROCRASTINATING it's cuz tomorrow afterschool i needta go to this workshop for signing up for the SATs yeah. i dont like being a junior. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE GOOD OL' DAYS?!

a few more things i need(ed) tah do...ExERCISE..gosh i keep forgettin n stuff. english hw. ok, that i'm procrastinating but i was plannin tah do it tomorrow..now i jes wonder if i'll have time. hmm.

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no joke. i slept for awhile this afternoon wen i got home and now i still have this MAJOR HEADACHE well it's not major major i'm stil able to focus n stuff but i needa give my eyes a rest sumtimes so my head can have peace for a few seconds.

ne ways today we had a JUNIOR ASSEMBLY where counselors talked about the typical COLLEGE..SAT I & II..ACT stuff. it's trippy man. even tho i hear it all the time..i ges it's ok. it's jes..they still aren't answering my questions! but i heard they were gonna talk to us one on one.which is gOod cuz i got plenty of questions in mind! like HOW TO CHOOSE A MAJOR?! i dont kno wha major to choose. and i dont even kno wha i want to be ne more! i want to be able to interact with kids..but i dont really wanna be a teacher. i was thinkin maybe i can be a physical therapist.

well becuz of that..i was CHECKIN OUT SUM COLLEGES..CAREERS+MAJORS n stuff and i was able to add more college choices to my list: UCSD, SDSU ((even tho i really dont wanna go there i hope i get accepted tho as a last resort heehee..i hope no sdsu representative sees this..haha)), SFSU, CSU Fullerton, CSU Bakersfield, University of Southern CA, University of the Pacific ((not too shure bowt that one..))...so those are the colleges i have in mind. they're all in the state of CALIFORNIA of course. i dont wanna go out of state. i'll totally be alone. so yeah. and a few of these i never even heard of before..n i'm glad i found more colleges cuz i was so limited to only the more popular ones like all the UC's and SDSU and SFSU..and that's all i really knew here in CA besides comm. colleges n stuff. and i was thinkin of maybe majoring in medicene..pre-med..or some kind of biology..we'll see. so i hope my counselor can help me out sumhow. i gotta do more research i ges tho on these colleges n see which best suits my interests and which ones i have better chances of gettin into. no point in applyin for a college+wasting $ on a college i kno i prolly wont be accepted to ((like harvard)).

i also needa study for the SATs..u do not kno how worried i am about those tests! i feel as if i'm gonna fail. and if i do, i feel like i'll jes be failing myself. that i'm a failure. i feel very unprepared for these SATs. like there really isn't ne thin at school that's helping me prepare for them. and this cd/book thing i have..well the online prepatory math stuff dusn't seem to be workin well which is a real bummer cuz that's the one i need the most help in. as i was reading the word problems n stuff i totally dint kno wha to do so i was guessing like 99% of the time. and it's only practice! do u kno what that means?!! gosh. word problems are the worst. they really are. i dont know what to do.

i'm so lost

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today was pro hour. i curled my hair today. and surprisingly it turned our pretty ok..better than i had it b4 wen i was messin around at home, i think.

well i found out in chemistry that i got the highest score on the test i gotta 96..i think that's percent. that's awesome. but like wen the teacher was all plannin tah say who got the highest ppl was all sayin it was gonna be me..n im like naw..cuz i guessed on sum of em and besides wha would i say.."yeah, i kno it's me"..?! psh yeah right. and i hate wen ppl do that cuz wha if it wasn't me..then that'd be all embarassing. but i'm glad it was.

well ne way i'm not feelin so gOod right now cuz im gettin allergies agen. my right eye got all puffy n stuff. it's always my right eye. i kno it's the right one cuz it's the one that i could potentially cover up wit my hair..since i part my hair to the side& yeahh. hah. n i still keep gettin lil cases of hives. like i get lil itchy bumps. they dont usually turn into sumthin big ne more, thank goodness. but still. it's really irritating. and for sum reason my head keeps gettin itchy. and i kno it's not lice..haha dont worry folks..at least i hope it's not it better not be..cuz i alredi checked wit the lice comb and nothin came up ((yeah yeah, i had lice b4..blame the philippines! hahah)). but it's embarassin wen i'm at school and i feel like i gotta keep scratchin cuz ppl mite think i got problems or somethin. sometimes i think i get hives in my head..i kno that sounds kinda nasty but i'd rather it be that than havin hair infested lice..eww. and i really hate havin these itchy cases wen i'm at school cuz it's really uncomfortable..and i'm all trynna concentrate n stuff. i'm very conscious about myself. and err. i should go to the doctor cuz it's been awhile n i'm still gettin these lil bumps here& there. but since it never turns into somethin big i ges there's not really a point. there's nothin in particular that's causin this problem, at least that i can find right now. it jes seems to appear out of nowhere. gosh u dont kno how itchy this makes me feel..and uncomfortable. i mean it's to the point where i cant even sleep. but that's if it's really bad. even that one lil dot. if i can help it i'll try& ignore the itchy and go to sleep..and sometimes it works. at least for now tho it dusnt seem to be totally spreading into a massive hive thingy.

ne ways enuf bowt that..well it's the only thing to talk about there's nothin much more to say.

i'm startin to get lazy agen..which is so completely bad u kno..i'm trynna concentrate but i get sucked into this internet frenzy agen n it's soo hard. and since i'm not feelin well i use it as an excuse to go on the internet cuz to tell u the truth, i can't even concentrate on hw n stuff wen i get these itchy stuff. all i can concentrate on is how itchy i am..or get sumthin that isn't totally mind boggling to try to distract myself. which is this right here as u can see. if i wasn't in this itchy state i'm in right now i woulda been practicin for those SATs..and for ms. love's quiz tomorrow. but i dont wanna work right now. altho it's crucial i dont see the point if i'm not going to be able to concentrate and try my best u kno? i should be resting right now. here i am bak to my itchiness.

hmmmm well i dont kno what else to say. so i'm out. peace.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!
he's 45 today. that old fart. hahah. that's jes so funny "old fart".

ne ways today went to church blah blah. and oh yeah..no far, my dad got TWO CAKES..one my mom made and one baskin robins ice cream cake which we always get for sum1's birthday. i ges it's like tradition now.

well it's time that i call it quits for the internet. ok, maybe i'm overexaggerating. but i need to continue convincing/forcing myself to stop goin on the internet. besides i have lotsa hw today. and it'#### dad's bday. and i hope my dad dusn't make me drive today ((that's a first)). cuz wen we got home from church& stuff he parked the van on the curb..which is usually b/c my car's in the garage and yea..yeno..can't bak up the car if the van's in the way. i'll jes say i'm busy wit hw. unless i finish in time. but i gotta study for a quiz tomorrow. damn. i hate being a junior. i jes like the title 8) hahaha.

well maybe i'll update later. but for now, PEACE OUT!

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GOODBYE OLYMPICS i'll miss it. stayin up late at nite jes to watch the games. this year is the first time i actually really payed attention to it. and it was awesome. got me hooked.

well today i did end up driving..and i ges it was ok jes a couple of minor mistakes or whatever u wanna call it. my dad sed i'm gettin better so that's always good. yeah. k. that's the update for tonight i believe. laterssss.

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