wellll it's tuesday. and im bored.

shaina alredi made an appt. wit the behind-the-wheel training wit that one dude. monday& tuesday. imma save the last two hours for sept. b4 i take the driving test. smart huh? hahahah. and thankfully, my dad agreed. now to jes finalize things wit mother isaLL gOod. soOo it's from 4:30-6:30 and 6:30-8:30. so gooody.

my mom has re-started doin her evening exercise walks. so i've decided to join her. cant be sittin here all day doin nothin u kno. gotta get the recommended minimum of 30 min. but my mom like yesterday did like an hour. i walk slow. well not THAT slow but she usually ends up goin ahead of me. well yesterday my stupid shoes were givin me blisters so im not wearin those agen. uhm and yeah. as long as im walkin and gettin my heart pumpin saLL gOod.

i needa start reading that SAT book agen and finishin up my comm. service project which i haven't worked on in months not even during school. i think i'll start that wen im done wit this.

still thinkin bowt the death of my fellow schoolmate. jes goes to show you how much you dont kno wen ur gonna die. so seriously, dont take life forgranted and all that stuff cuz u jes never kno

well ne way i guess that's all for now so payce!

[[[ 4:56pm]]]
man it is hott as heckkk in here! the fans are on in like ev'ry room.im really beginning to hate computers. they're getting on my nerves. and whoever thinks of those stupid virus/spyware shiit seriously got no life. and if i knew who they were i'd kick their ass. and if the computer was a person i'd kick its ass tOo.

and then i jes found out i jes got my rag. and the frikken filipino day is this saturday. ahhhhh. i was afraid of this. but at least i dint get it that day. if i continue exercising wit my mom it mite go away faster. since exercising dus that to you. must stay away from the chocolate.

i jes called my "long lost friend". and i jes found out he changed..er not changed..well maybe..but his numbers are NO LONGER IN SERVICE. and one of em dusnt accept incoming calls. aint the sumthin. whats the point of trynna HOLLER and then not do ne thing about it? i hate younger guys. HAHAHA. really. i mean i jes wanted tah call n say wassup cuz iono jes felt so empty leavin it as we did and plus i want that pic they took. those lil dumbfukks. and they have the nerve to NOT DO ANYTHING. jes waatch one day wen i find them oOohh they'll be in for it alriight! errrr. it jes makes me sooo maddddd. today i am very madddd.

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maan i accidentally jes deleted my last entry. oh well. it wasn't that important at first ne way....

R.i.P. WILLIAM CASILLAS i never knew you but i feel like i did. since i kno i saw you round skOo b4. which btw is starting nex week. tOo bad you wont be there wit us. we'll miss you monday =(

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today's sunday. went to church early. went to nex. saw daryiZzLe. as usual. bought a few things mostly for school. finally got me sum brown shoes. used my debit card and it was cool. they wanted my signature. mwahha. cuz u kno how that go. went to mc.d's but they were still servin breakfast. those fags. hah. then went to commissary. bought food n such. wanted to buy that venus razor but i gotta get it secretly cuz mom dusnt want me shavin. i wonder if she knows yet. hmm. saw a cute white guy worker while i was in the frozen/cold food section. thot i'd never see him agen but i thiiink i saw him agen while goin thru the drive thru at mc.d's later. cutie patootie. pwahha.

later i'll go look for uniform clothes cuz my school is gay. then i'll go driving at my school cuz my mom's tOo scared to take me to the freeway cuz she "dusnt wanna die yet". i alredi drove there. what's the big deal?

well here's another survey cuz i jes like doin them puttin my own answers. it'#### way of expressing myself sumtimes.. ((got dis from ateh Elizabeth))

HAVE Y0U EVER
peed your pants: nah i let it go to the floor 8) smart huh.
cheated on someone: no way. and no1 better cheat on me ::gives ev'ry1 the evil eye::
fallen off the bed: no becuz i always feel wen im at the edge
had plastic surgery: neverrr..
failed a grade: on my progress report. but i NEVER fail. NEVER. im jes tOo gOod of a student =)
had your heart broken: like a million times
done something you regret: how bowt the times i DIDN'T do sumthing..

CURRENTLY
wearin: shirt n shorts
listenin to: scooby doo blah blah's. it's so cool. the mystery machine. teehee.
chewin: nothing
feelin: sarcastic
readin: this
located: in the loft
chattin with: nobody cuz no1 loves me =(
watchin: im not paying attention to it. but like i said SCOOBY DOO

D0 Y0U
brush your teeth: duhhh. if u dont. ur nasty. go brush your teeth!
like anybody: no. i like to scope out the hott guys 8)
have any piercings: yayuh.
drive: oh yes! permit only, unfortunately.
believe in santa claus: duh. he lives in the north pole 8)
ever get off the computer: wen i feel like it

FRIENDS
who is your best: wer separated... MAI ADINGS OF COURSE!!! ((oh yes i love you tOo ateh E hahaha)) ..and shaina..and nicola..and nikki..and mylene..and christine h...and marjorie..yep they're first on the list
who is the loudest: shay
who is the shyest: me
who is the hottest: my hottest friend ;)
who is the cutest: "ur so cute!"
who laughs the most: rose. she's a crazy girl. (=
who have you known the longest: [from sd]nicola n resi -->awwies i feel so speshul. but unfortunately i cannot say the same. i've known nikki the longest. actually ashley& stefanie. but we dont talk much ne more
who have you known the shortest: you
do you hang out with a certain type: i love everybody.
do you hang out with the opposite sex: DUH!!!
are you a good friend: please tell me. i would like to kno. so if i'm a bad friend i can better myself.
can you keep a secret: i try my best. but sometimes i jes gotta tell sum1. but dont worry if ur my bestestestestest friend and you reeeaaallllly dont want me to tell. dont worry. i can keep a secret. cuz im a gOod friend. heehee

LAST PERSON YOU...
hugged: my mom at church
gave e-props: i forgot. i leave lotsa comments on errybody's
IMed: i 4got. musta been sum1 from last night
talked to on the phone: atehs cola and E
yelled at: my brother cuz he's a frikken dumbass
fell in love with: wanna be the first? ;)
tripped: im tOo nice >=)


PERSONAL
what do you want to be when you grow up: a pediatrician. ey, a girl can dream. lol. but no forreals.
what was the worst day of your life: the day you left me all aloneee
what is your most embarrassing story: i was sitting on a chair. and i fell. oh and wen my teacher was talking. the room was silent. and i burped really loud. and even she started laughing. it was funny.
do you have a significant other?: yeah, it's you, you just dont kno it yet =)
if you had an extra set of eyes where would you put them: bak of my head. then u wouldnt be able to escape. aanndd i could see the hott guys as they walk by (;
what you usually think about before going to bed: things i WISH would happen. i daydream at night.

FAVORITE
movie: a walk to remember
song of the moment: wouldn't it be nice
group of the moment: yellowcard
relative[S]: i love my family
vacation spot: hawaii! and disneyworld!
ice cream flavor: uhm rocky road. sherbet stuff. strawberry.
fruit: strawberries..mangos..oranges..bananas
candy: chocolate covered macadamia nuts. mmm mmm good.
holiday: christmas is the most wonderful day of the year
day of the week: saturday
color: pink and silver!
magazine: ym..seventeen..teen people..oh and j-14 cuzza the free posters.
name for a girl: i had a bunch wen i thot about it..uhm.... kalina ((cuz kakalina is katherine in hawaiian. but it has "kaka" in it)).. lana ...
name for a boy: josh. david.((lol shaina. pwahhaha. no YOU wouldnt get it)) ...

D0 Y0U
like giving hugs: of course. gotta share the love
like walking in the rain: no way. i was never the one to like getting wet other than swimmin or takin a shower.
sleep with or without clothes on: with.
prefer black or blue pens: black
dress up on halloween: not ne more. but this year..i will <=)
have a job: nope i needa do comm. service first. ne ideas?
like to travel: oh yesss. take me somewhere gOod and i will love you forever
sleep on your side, tummy, or back: i move around a lot
want to marry: someday...
have a goldfish: no..i have BETA fish cuz they're BETTAH. get it?!get it?! hahahaha
have stuffed animals: oh, i LOVE stuffed animals!

ARE YOU
simple or complicated: simply complicated ((well sed))
law or anarchy: law
mtv or bet: mtv ((not that i have ne thin against black ppl ok i jes dont really watch that channel))
7th heaven or dawsons creek: 7th heaven i find it more interesting. i jes love them family shows
sugar or salt: sugary sweet
silver or gold: silver..it's the best!
tongue or belly button ring: "i see your bellybutton! hahahaha" bellybutton. thats a funny word. but yes. that.
chocolate or flowers: chocolate flowers. hey, i'm still waitin for some GUY to GIVE ME SOME! =)
color or black-white photos: whichever turns out better. and whichever i feel like taking.
m&ms or skittles: it depends on my mood.
rap or rock: rock
stay late or sleep in: it kinda goes well together. u sleep in, u stay late.
tv or radio: i deno. they both suck. commercials.
hot or cold: cold...but hott guys =) --i think im gettin more boy crazy. nahh.
taller members of the opposite sex or shorter: taller ..well duh almost every1 is taller than me.
sun or moon: moon
diamond or ruby: diamond
left or right: right
10 acquaintances or one best friend: i have a better idea. 10 best friends.
kids or no kids: i love kids. but not the naughty ones. but i'll teach em who's boss. mwahhaha >=)
cat or dog: puppy
half empty or half full: it's half full. i'm optommistic ((sp?!)) if u need cheering up, i'm here for you (=
mustard or ketchup: ketchup..mustard's nasty and it stinks
newspaper or magazine: magazine
spring or fall: fall..it's the best season of all
give or receive: give... makes me feel good even if i dont recieve... ((like she sed))
rain or snow: snow
a year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship: a lifetime of friendship. who knows. if it's a guy. it could lead to a year of hot sex. knoWHATiMEAN ;) see i'm optomistic =)
happy or sad: i'd prefer to be happy.
wonder or amazement: sometimes i jes wonder in amazement
mcdonalds or burger king: burger king cuz i cant have it my way >=)
mexican or italian food: mexican..im not a big fan of pasta
lights on or off: it depends what im doing. if i'm reading, then hello i want it on.
duct tape or scotch tape: what do i hafta tape?
candy or soda: candy..soda's bad for you. so is candy. please refrain from eating& drinking those.
a house in da woods or city: the beach.

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+never drink and drive
--wonder how shay did wen she got home yesterday. haven't talked to ne of em yet. hope they got home safely.

today's blueberry's party..i might go but i dint ask my mom yet. i have piano at 4 tho so if i go imma be all late. but it's ok as long as i go riggh. fersho.

mm. well i was gonna say sumthin but then i 4got. agen. i hate this. well i mite remember later. ok pplz. gone.

[[[ edit: 8.21pm ]]]
went to blueberry's party. i feel bad i dint get her ne thing. but at least i went. no1 else went. those losers. *ahem*chelsey*ahem* lol joking. well it was pretty kew. i did 2 lil girls' hair and it was so beautiful. will post pics later wen i switch compz since i can't uL pix on this gayass mutherfrikken comp. which reminds me shaina, dont forget..i need my uL pic thingy bak. k. thanks. ne who. i drove there tOo. nothin speshul. jes round the neighborhood. im goOood. mom thot i hadta bak up cuz she thot i was gonna hit the car but i knew i'd make it and she was like "coool" cuz im cooool like that 8) yayuh. holleroonie. haha. ok thats all kiddos. laters.

--->PICTURES

julia. isn't her hair pretty? i did it. well u cant see it gOod but yeah. she wanted to take a pic wit her bootyful shoe. haha.


they wanted me to take a pic of the cow. "moo"


a boy and blueb


and agen.


some guy


rosalyn


and agen. dont u think her hair's beautiful? of course it is cuz i did it 8)


aw how cute. lil 3rd graders.


caught in action

yep. thats the end. (=

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called freese elem. today to see if i could do comm. service there. well i found out their summer school ends this tuesday. and they alredi have 4 ppl there. thass sum bullshiit huh! gayassmutherfukker. errrr. where else can i do comm. service?! sum1 help me! i have ZERO HOURS on mah record!

man last week today idda been at the brunch cruise..well actually it'd be over alredi. but idda seen the sexxxy lifeguard. tOo bad i forgot wha he looks like alredi cuz yeahh. =(

i feel i was sposed to say sumthin else but i 4got. well so das all for now. payce!

[[[ edit: 3.39pm ]]]
i guess i am goin to the bonfire. leavin at 8. well ok. gotta find a ride.kinda. there's trouble. dilema. whatever. i aint really trippin. except for the fact i alredi told my mom. so i better go dammit!

dont u hate it when u make last minute plans to sumthing u dint even plan on going to and then it gets cancelled! i go thru all the trouble askin my parents if they'll lemme go and then when they do i end up not being able to go! fukk. do u kno how frusturating that is! like how meni times has this happened to me?! im sick of it! so dont tell me to do sumthin if ur not shure about the plans ok!!! it really drives me crazy! so fuukkk yoouu! -->not really directed toward ne1. and i was starting to really wanna go too. another let down to add to the long list.

yep. u guessed it. another CHANGE OF PLANS. i ended up going. but it wasn't all that great. left around 9. an hour later than i was sposed to. but its kew. but chea. we made sand castles. and it was bombedy. oh yeah it was frikken cold. saw surfer dudes. i wish i could surf. waves were the highest i ever seen. not that they were super high. but chakno. then the kiddos started doin bad stuff. uh..i fear for them. hope they get bak home safely. oh and i stupidly forgot my memory card so i couldnt even use my camera. aint that sum bulllshiit. and frikken ROSE dint go! and she was all callin me an ass cuz i couldnt go! psha! well das all for tonight. laterssss

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last week today..i went on a submarine and went to hanauma bay. right now we'd be leavin hanauma bay cuz it's only 6 over there.

ne ways..i jes noticed that the entries n stuff moved more to the frikken left! that or the pic moved more to the right! wtf is up wit dat shiit?! errrrrrr pissing me off! fuk dat shiit i aint fixin it!-----yet i still fixed it. it annoys me wen it's off. i guess i'm jes a perfectionist.-----errrr it went bak agen! muther fukkker. ok forreals im not fixin it!

today went to my mom's little concert thing. not that SHE had a concert it was for her work. they hired sum1. and we went to this park. it was kinda arrite. me my bro and mother jes played cards. family bonding.

tomorrow is shay &angeline's n them's bonfire at coronado. they sed it's the one by the base or sumthin wherever that is so go if u want. im not goin. mom sez it's tOo late. but i heard there's gonna be..dare i say..alcohol. so i'm glad im not goin. alcohol is bad mmkay. underage drinking. tsk tsk. dont they kno there's cops roamin around there. yeah my familia got caught "fishiN" there once. we were only gettin those shells tat u could eat. oh well they were yummy while it lasted.

that's all i guess.

i like white boys. with dark brown hair and eyes.
sexy sexy.

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