today was another usual monday. minus advisory and all that. boring stuff. i finally met my chem teacher today. she seems aiite. all my teachers seem preettty laid bak n all that. so its kew. humbeedumdum.

today was a reeeaaalllly boring day. espeshully after 3rd i was totally out of it. 3rd per..which is chem totally sucked out my energy and i basically felt all gloomy the rest of the day. not to mention i feel like sleeping right now. but ne way..had a diagnostic math test i hope i dint bomb. but i kinda 4gotta lotta stuff. blahh whateveries. i kno i'm redi for algebra2. iss jes a matter of remembering. and i can usually remember once u say it to me it'll prolly click in my miind.

sometimes i think im tOo nice. like if u really knew me u'd kno. but even the ppl who really kno me dont kno. and i prolly dont sound like im makin sense. but if u knew u'd kno. hah. sometimes it's like i depend on other's ppl's happiness. well, not necessarily. more that i put other ppl's happiness b4 mine. and even tho it hurts me sometimes i usually feel better about it personally in the long run becuz if ur happy, i'm happy. it's really true. i mean if i'm not having a gOod day and u are..i try my best not to bring u down. i dont like drawing attention to myself. i dont like talking about myself or what i did..unless it was something really cool. i like to get wha u hafta say out of you. it's usually how i get close with ppl becuz i like it wen ppl can be open with me cuz then i dont hafta let you, out of you. i dont hafta try &use sum sliick words over a period of time to get you to be open to me. ---jes felt like getting that out

and man why dus my normal bg still look blue?!! it shooulld be lookin like the same color as my border becuz for some reason photobucket is being an ass and aint workin at the moment. ergh. i hate computers. they're so stupid!

well see yah later ppls. peeeeceeezy!

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well i decided it was time for a change agen. theme: SHE WILL BE LOVED - MAROON5. i still needa get the song tho cuzzzz mines takin forever to dL. stuupid shiiit. well yeahhh. my computer's really slowww and it's gettin on my nerves. and i feel like i have a hard time breathing sumtimes. whatever. k. peeeceeezy!

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song added! it's here! so turn up ur volume and sing along!

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soOo todayyy i went to churchizZzLe. and I DROVE THERE. no biggie. jes made it bold and big so u could read my damn entry u lil dumbfuckk! lol. ne ways. so yeahh. no biggie. it's not like i haven't drove to my skOo b4. and also I PARKED REAL GOOD yeahh 8) cuz im wayYy cool!

and now im here. i thiink i'm finished wit my lil essay for hw. cuz i dint wanna procrastinate. but i think it's pretty ok. i jes need sum1 else's opinion but NOONE IS ONLINE u lil fukkers. ahh shiit i cuss tOo much. i needa stop. its not like a cuss this much in real life. i cuss more wen i'm typing. is that weird? yeah im weird. STFU

well i needa exercise today. so ima go do my crunches after this. and workout my arms cuz ima be buff. mwahha. but not buff like those nasty girls that are tOo toned cuz that's jes nastehh. errrite let's CREATE THIS AWESOME ENTRY!

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woke up round 8:30 today. earlier than usual. it's prolly cuzza school. thats wha it dus to me. so i went on the internet cuz there was nothing else tah do. noone was on but i checked email &all that other stuff. nothing. and so i went bak to sleep cuz i started gettin a headache n stuff. oh, and i ate in between. duhh. and hmmm. yeahhh did stuff.

i called shay to ask bowt whas gon happen today. cuz today i was sposed to go alyssa's house today cuz it's her sister ness's birthday. and i wanted tah check out her new hizZouse. but frikken shay..like usual..gettin in trouble cuz she came home like 20 min past her curfew. tsk tsk. so im sorry alyssa. it's all shay's fault! blame it on her! lol. so i went bak to rest.

then had piano lessons for an hour. boring stuff. it gets kinda old. n i get really tired cuz im usually sleepin b4 she comes. so im jes like "uhhuh" "yeah". freals. but yeah. gotta learn "wind beneath my wings" cuz sum girl's gon sing it. teacher sed her mom's all excited n shiit. hah. still needa practice that duet tho. but dint talk or practice it. cuz for one thing i dont even kno wtf it sounds like. i dont like playin songs that i dont kno cuz then i really hafta be careful wit the counting n stuff. ergh.

n thenn rested..n ate. then i drove to wal mart..the long way meaning..i hadta go thru the bak n up the hill..the other way was blocked. dont kno why. musta been an accident. so yeahh hadta turn right instead of the usual left n take the long way. but hey, gOod practice for me. i ges i did pretty gOod. changin lanes isn't as scary. but it still is. cuz yeah. its changing lanes and u jes never kno. and merging which is like changing lanes is still pretty scary. one time i dint kno whether the guy behind/on the side of me was gon go ahead of me but he slowed down for me how nice really. becuz i was like all nervous like okk can i go now?! but yeahh so i sped up n drove. then yeah got sum stuff at wal mart. well my brother did. i jes gotta box of tissue for extra credit in yb. ((thanks for ms. v. givin mrs. a the idea)).

so tomorrow im goin tah church as usual. and i think i getta drive there tOo!..yay..?!..not really. im not goin to the one in 32nd so whatever. im goin to st. jerome. which means im goin tah skOo. blahh. goin tah skOo a day early. bullshiit. oh well. i must also finish my history hw. i gotta perfect it. i alredi typed on the comp wha i had. which is pretty ok. but i dont feel like it's finished. i dint perfect it. i'll do that tomorrow. cuz i can. i finished my last 2 problems for math alredi. yeah 2 problems. big whoop. i kno u dint need tah kno that but i have nothin better to write about.

wow this entry's turning out to be pretty long. i dint think it'd be this long. n as u can see im breakin up my diff topics cuz i think one long paragraph jes turns off ppl easily. even me. cuz i get tOo lazy to read a whole long paragrah. so paragraph breaks are gOod. moving on...yeno if u dont have myspace u should really consider gettin one. lol. why? becuz it's how us ppls can stay connected. mah ol' buddy hazel made me join cuz she had one. and like finally a year later it's payin off! thass riight..a year later! cuz now im finding ppl! ppl i havent talked to in years! cuz we've lost touch due to the changing of schools. but now we're connected. by myspace. but i gotta admit..there's a buncha whackos there. speshully in the beginning. old ppl trynna holler. nasty. haha.

wow ok this entry's long enuf. so ima cut it here in hopes that somebody will read it!. so mahalo if u actually read this stupid shiit of mine! it's very much appreciated becuz u took the time to read about my boring day =) aren't u glad?! of course u are! well i'll see YOU in the daylight! peeeeceeezy!

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wow i survived the first week of school that went by pretty quick. thank God. =) seemed like yesterday was jes monday. but glad it's not. and that means NO MORE ADVISORY! yayy! i never hafta see stupid ms. yepiz ever agen! whOoOo! let's celebrate! hahaha

well ne ways the school day was same o same o. first per we had a sub n did sum pretty easy stuff. 2nd per..helped mariel wit her hw n stuff. 3rd per took the safety test. that was sOo easy. buncha common sense. 4th per read english stuff. active writing. blahh. 5h per was math. yeppp. 6th per was yearbook. finished my second layout. but it wasnt as gOod as the first one. and i knew it wouldnt cuz i liked the first one better cuz it's a secret =X mwahha.

and also today I FELT SOoOOo NAKED!! and i dint even realize it till 3rd period! yeahh i 4got tah put on a very important undergarment today. ((and no it's not my panties ok so stfu!)) ges cuz i was kind of in a rush. it dint slip my mind cuz i thot bowt it then i remembered another thing and that's where i 4got. i cannot believe i 4got!! how could i 4get?! it's not like i never went out without one cuz i have..it's jes ITS SCHOOL! u cant go not wearin it unless it's free uniform day and u wear sumthin that allows u to not wear it. was so conscious of myself today. but it's over now. i hope that never happens agen! gOOd thing my clothes were thicker. whew.

and thats today right now. so peeeeseeezy.

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another day at school. typical day. in the morning while i was walkin to my bus i saw this new guy that looked filipino er azn er whatever. but i sed nothing. cuz i never usually say ne thin to new ppl i see in the morning cuz im jes tOo tired wit no energy n stuff like that. but i ges sum1 brought him over during nut. break n i was like "heyyy dont u ride my bus?!" and yeahh oh and his name is john came from Marian. haha. and then i found out he was in my chemistry class. talked to him a lil afterclass. and he likes our school. and i dont cuz well being her for like alllmost gon be 3 years now. is kind of a bore. wit the same ppl. --no offense i love u all =) --

also at school ms. love had mercy on us and allowed our papers to be due on monday. whoopee. more time to perfect it. it's great. and i really needa start speakin up more i swear i'd kill myself for not speakin up and havin the right answer. rawr.

mariel's in my ROP class now. jes watched a movie called North Shore..well i think that's wha its called. our teacher's gon start a surf club. thats coolness. i wish i could surf. some1 teach me!

everything else during the day was jes a typical day. blah blah. ok.

yesterday i continued wit my 2nd day of my 6 hrs. it was on freeway driving. and omg i absolutely hate changing lanes. i did SO BAD the first few times but then i got kinda used to it. --man i swear i feel like i've typed this alredi-- and i saw his lil notebook where his students leave him letters in it and i found sum ppl that i knew. it was kew. and he also dint take us for sum boba like he sed he would! that liar! hahaha. well today..shaina's graduating from her 6 hrs. that lucky girl. my dad wont lemme go till september. loser.

k whatever. byee.


man my other username had better results. this is bullshiiiit. and wtf is loony whatever it sed?! well u cant kno my other sn cuz it's for livejournal ppl only. so if u got it. lemme kno. and we can be buddys. yay =)

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