man i hate shay, mariel, and shaina for making me watch that scary ass movie that i dont even wanna mention. shiit.. thanks to them im scarred for life. sheesh. i told them i dint wanna watch it. and now they're scared. but at least i dint watch the whole thing. but still the sounds scare me. shaina was all gung ho bowt it but she ended up bein jes as scared as i was. and shay hasta suffer alone. haha. man i made my bro sleep in my room lass nite. but he slept on the floor. but i was still paranoid. i couldnt sleep. i began to fall asleep at 11. but then i woke up in almost 2 hrs. couldnt go bak to sleep cuz i was wayy paranoid..so i turned on the light. read a bit of my diary. then tried so hard to fall bak asleep. so u can ges that after church and i was home i slept most of the time.

speaking of church, i was the teacher today. mwahha.

I'M DONE WITH SCARY MOVIES! and NO SHAY, IT'S NOT THE SAME AS ROLLERCOASTERS!!!!!

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ok im running the risk of sum1 at skOo ((mahh giirlzz)) reading this but who reads this ne ways riight?! hopefully no1 at the moment. cuz today is the day I GOT MY LICENSE thats riight beeyatch! whOo! so here's the story..

yesterday yeno how it was all rainy well i prayed to GOD so much yesterday that it wouldnt rain the nex day ((which is today)). and guess what GOD ANSWERED MY PRAYERS ONCE AGAIN! i've come to realize that wenever i ask God to stop the rain for a moment..he does =) GOD IS GREAT! so today..i felt all queezy during most of the day. i hadta lie wen i told froi to give a paper to joana...cuz i sed i was goin to the ortho wen i was actually gonna leave to take my test. and so 3rd period comes and i'm nervous out of my mind becuz as ev'ry minute passes i anticipate sum1 comin in to give the teacher a pink slip for me to leave. and then BAM here it comes. i see it and i'm like "ohmygawd. i'm leaving!" and so i nervously walk out of the classroom knowing what's to come. i dint drive to the dmv tho. dint want to. tOo nervous. and so we get there and do one more practice run cuz the lady sed to come bak at 3:30 cuz it was like 3:15. so i do one more practice run and it was ok. so it's time to headbak and she sez to park the car over at the testing area. so there i am sittin wit dad on the side. jes waitin there. nervously. the first time my dad sez gOod luck he notices my hands were cold. haha. so i try to relax. and so we discuss lass minute q's i had. and then THE LADY CAME and at first i thot she was sum kinda security officer cuz she was dressed in blu but then i find out she's my examiner. but she seemed really nice so i eased up a bit. then it was time to go. and by that time i was TOTALLY RELAXED. and so the test was over. and she discussed my only major problem which was wen i was BRAKING. cuz the car would jerk bak and she sed it shouldnt really do that. so she sez i should slow down/stop earlier. and becuz of that i missed 13!!! sheesh. sucks how u can miss so much on one thing for the numerous times u do it. but heyy I PASSED so bak up off me! yay! so that was my day...now...to surprise every1...

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well isn't today a GLOOMY DAY or what! i hate it wen it rains..espeshully at school cuz it's crowded, u get alll wet, and it STINKS LIKE CRAP!

well u kno what happened yesterday afterschool..i was walkin home right but i usually hafta cross the street but it's pretty far from where the bus stops so i walk straight and usually i go like halfway to this cul-de-sac becuz i wait for the bus driver to leave..((i jes have this thing about crossing wit the bus driver..it's weird i jes dont like crossing wit the bus driver))...but yesterday..i dint becuz these guys were talking to me so i wasn't really paying attention..so the bus driver was all the way at the stop sign/intersection and i ges he saw me cuz he BACKED ALLL THE WAY BAK TO WHERE I WAS jes to tell me that i either go around the curb or cross wit him..wTf! whatever.

oh, and today we started this stupid ADVISORY thing instead of ELP. now that i want ELP it gets takin out. what kinda shiiit is that?! well advisory is sooo contarded. we watch corny videos for like 10 minutes and do sum work nex 15. sum other shiit. this started cuz so meni kids at my school dint pass the stupid CAHSEE. and one of those kids is NOT me. i passed both my shiit so bak off.

well wen i think of this day that's to come i get so nervous. lass nite as i thot about it, my heart pounded so hard..jes imagine how i'll feel like wen the day comes! i'll try to stay calm. i can do this. i can get thru it....

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well yesterday went to that "family"..or more like kahiusa party thing. saw plenty of ppl i haven't seen in years. grown ups all fussin over me. ((like usual)). but this time they sed i look like sum kind of artist. more specifically those ppl in TFC. cuz they're filipinos. wha'd u expect? hahah. well it's quite flattering but i think they're crazy. well, it wasn't all that fun. but it was cool to see the lil kids all grown up. like this lil 8 yr old jeff. i used to watch him at parties wen he was still a lil baby. and yeahhh. stuff like that.

today was the usual. chuch. blah. blah. blah.

i still dislike my dad. he always ask me questions. and it's really annoying. esp. wen it's about school cuz he was watchin this thing where kids were top 10% of the (high)school but weren't prepared for college. and he's all askin if i researched or whatever bowt UCSD and if i thot i would make it or whatever. and i dint wanna answer cuz i kno it'll be like one of those questions where there's an answer i should say to get good results but not how i totally feel but no matter what it's a lose lose situation becuz then no matter wha he'll lecture sum dumb crap on me. then he's all complaining that i dont play the piano for them or whatever. ((cuz i dint answer him)). and iono sum stupid shiit. but i do play the piano for them. sumtimes. i jes dont like playin in front of (other) ppl. and esp my dad cuz he's so critical. jes SHUT THE HELL UP DAMMIT LEAVE ME ALONE SHIIT. GOODBYE

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woke up early in the morning for the PSATs. yeah, the one that u can get a scholarship from. it was ok. easier than the SATs. but gosh i am really gettin sick cuz my eyes feel all fatigued. and then on the last section of the PSATs my nose kinda started bleeding. it wasn't an "overflow" kind of thing..jes if i touched my nose then yeahh..bloood. mann i jes felt like shiit. it's a good thing i brought my lil propel. i had barely any left but it lasted me a good amt of time.

later like in 30-60 minutes ima be off to vista and i aint comin bak till tomorrow. SIKE. but i am goin tho. ((i will be bak tomorrow)). goin to sum 7 yr old kid's party. mostly my paren'ts friends. even tho i know them and been have for like my whole life..there's still that boundary. does this sound ridiculous? but its true. i dont talk to any of em. so most of the time i'm sittin there by my lonesome self becuz there's no1 in this sane planet that wants to be my friend. hahaha. well, in reality wha i'm sayin is that...all the girls are either too young, too old, or too immature. and the guys. hah, 'nuff sed. hahhaa naw, jk. really tho..they're always too immature. wonder if they've grown ((in mind)) any these past few years. but dus it really matter? i think not.

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nothing really. i feel like school never ended though, like i never got a break cuz it feels like i was still in school since like last week! wen in reality, i had a 3 week break. crazy? i think so. but im not the only one who feels that way.

tomorrow i hafta take the PSATs. boo. whatta butt muncher. prolly gonna bomb that shittassss shiiit. but i only want a scholarship. but i think the PSATs are harder than the SATs. that's why they offer scholarships huh?! whatever.

keepin it short& simple now. so peace out suckkkaaasss.

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