ok. so since im lazy i jes decided to use a premade template becuz well, im lazy.
i will jes come up with my own wen i have time becuz i am sooo busy right now to even deal with this thing.
well school is a bumm. i've been gettin soOOoo tired lately. dont even kno why. do i not get enuf sleep?! i jes get so wiped out wen i get home. especially today i was pooped.
i think i'm doin a better job of not procrastinating. i'm doin my work kinda earlier yenoo. compared to others who havent even started! hahah. --well i jes lost my train of thot since my brother needed..and still needs..help in math.
hmm tomorrow's non uniform day. should i wear a skirt with my cool outfit. or not?

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so today i went to plaza with mom& bro. came in thru mervyns. mom found shoes. went to ae. found nothing. went across to aerpostale. got two polo shirts. 2 for $20 or 1 for $25. thats dumb. one white ((for skOo)) and one green. then went nex door to hollister. saw shantal. bought a pink off the shoulder long sleeve shirt thing. then left to wal mart to look for my clean& clear oil remover pad things. saw miesha. clean& clear thing wasnt there. bought sum puff ball thing for my soap and sum venus divine razor refill.

school tomorrow. sadness.

the end.

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today i felt sad. i cried silent tears. funny what a simple gesture can do.
i dont wanna deal with you ne more. i'll separate myself. but thanks for those were able to cheer me up

well the first outside hs dance at our skOo's comin up SEASIDE SERENADE at SEA WORLD. and im plannin on goin jes cuz it's the first one and is at sea world. my rents better let me go since they not lettin me get health 0 period! it's the LEAST they can do dammit! im prolly gonna end up goin stag. or with frenz. no date for me. i'm dateless. =( tear. if u have any sympathy, u'll be my date =)

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a lot of ppl have started this year with positive feelings& jes having preconceived notions that this year will be great.

i wish i could say the same. i've started this year on a bad foot and so i can't help but feel like this year is gonna be crap with what's intended to come up this year. like with college apps& stuff.

yeno like, where's the FUN?. i dont kno what it's like to have a blast anymore. and when my thots finally reach school i think oh great, more hell. i wish my school was a normal hs with more action it. my school is so boring and predictable.

sometimes i feel like i'm being fake to people. u kno, hiding the negative. but i can't help but see the positive side for other people. but when it comes to myself, that's a different story. sometimes i feel like no one listens to me. and that there IS NO ONE that will listen to me like i listen to them. i do my very best to be an active listener. but sometimes i feel like there's no one who will do the same. i mean, there ARE people who listen to me. thanks. but sometimes even my closest friends arent REALLY listening u kno? i jes wanna be understood. if i start talking &try tah tell u something and i can see that ur not listening, like for example you're busy doing something else and not responding to what i'm saying& just giving me a whatever attitude when whatever i'm sayin is more shocking than that, well then it really makes me feel bad. how would YOU feel if i did that to you? pretty dumb& crappy right?

i listen to ppl so much i dont think that ppl are truly listening to me. or maybe i FEEL like i listen to others well but maybe they dont feel like i do. i hope u do. becuz i really think i do. i dont know.

maybe it's this pms speaking.

school is starting soon. and bahh, i dont wanna go. school is total hell. not only the work, but the ppl, the environment. but luckily, i have my few closest frenz to save me. i dont kno how i get it thru it. without them, ideno. i'd suffer even more!

well, i'm starting a new bg for this thing, afterall, christmas IS kinda over. i have one right now but i feel that it's too "messy". like i need somethin simpler. uhkay bye.

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are an extremely intelligent girl who has a
knack for creativity. You are focused on your
career and education and excel at it. You are
what people say, street, but sweet. A boughetto
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the guys anyday. You are a one-woman show and
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PLEASE LISTEN

When i ask you to listen to me
and you start giving me advice,
you have not done what i asked.
When i ask you to listen to me
and you begin to tell me why
I shouldn't feel that way,
you are trampling on my feelings.
When i ask you to listen to me
and you feel you have to do something
to solve my problem,
you have failed me,
strange as that may seem.
Listen! All i ask is that you listen.
Dont talk or do--just hear me.

-The 7 Habits of a Highly Effective Teenager

i recommend that book^^^. makes u realize stuff& it teaches you. i was reluctant at first becuz i'd figure they'd tell me how to live my life with sum cheesy crap. and some of it is but most isn't. my favorite part is the listening section "seek first to understand then to be understood"

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