well today was the last day of intersession
got my grade A+ highest grade in the class, baby!
take that beeeyyatch!
the first hour we watched the miracle of life
it was pretty lame not as interesting as they say
and then the second hour we watch THE INCREDIBLES
that movie is good! love the lil baby he's so cute! a bit scary but cute!


i was lookin at my atehh's xanga and i kinda see how she's feelin..

so everyone's been asking.... "how are you and ______?" honestly, i don't really know. i don't even feel like we're dating anymore. we barely talk and i barely get to see im now. its understandable. i still like him but i feel like things are dying. i'll just wait it out for a while to see where things take us. so there's your answer everyone.

i kno how she's feelin.
well gniite ppl.

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im the type of girl
that needs reassurance.
and at least someone understands.
friends are great.=]
especially when they understand& can totally relate.

if eeli kesuc hani diot
ims orryf orb otheringy ou
cuzi feell ikeia nnoyy oun ow
ij ustm isst hew ayw euse dtot alk
its eemsl ikey oud ontm akea neffor tot alkt omen emore
likey oud ontw antt o
son owi mnotg onna taket hei nitiativet oIMy oun emore
thisllb ea testt oseeh owmuc hyo ureall ywann atal ktom e
andi fyo udon tdo nethin gthe ni gesy our eally don twann atalk tom e
cuza ction sspea kloude rtha nwords
andi hat ehavi ninsecuritie swit hyou
cuzi kno wthat sno thealth y
ireall ymis syo uan di wis hi coul dkic ki twitch uagain
iundersta ndyour ebus ybu tar eyo uto obus yfo ras ingl emessage?
the nagai nmayb eyo uare
youd on tunderstan dho wscare dia mtha ti mannoyin gyou
cuzn owtha ti mtryi ni tdoesn tsee mlik eyo uare
andt ha tscare sme
cuzi reall ylik ey oua lot

ok well thats enuf of that stuff that u ppl will never understand. its code 8)

had a health final today. i think i did good.

i think i made a mistake today and im sorry.

well gbye.

something i found on myspace:
This goes out to all the fellas wondering why they're still single..

-From a Females perspective-

All the stuff we expect you to know without our telling you.

1. Saying "I love you" before, during or after sex doesn't count.
2. When we ask you how we look, "fine" is not an appropriate answer.
3. We obsess over whether you'll call from the moment we give you our number.
4. We fantasize. But it's usually about you.
5. We love it when you email us at work.
6. No matter how cool we seem about it, if you did something bad, we're pissed off.
7. Don't patronize us by asking if our bad mood is because of PMS.
8. Don't ever tell us what to do, even when we ask you to.
9. We will leave you if you lie to us.
10. We're unimpressed by men who don't take the lead. Be a man, dammit!
11. We love when you hold our hands.
12. We need to hear how you feel about us. Tell us right now. And again in ten minutes.
13. We want to be the best thing that ever happened to you -- and for you to know it.
14. If we don't feel loved, we'll start looking elsewhere.
15. Don't talk about your ex. Ever.
16. We like porn, too.
17. We remember everything about our relationships. Yes, everything.
18. We let you fix things.
19. You're sexiest when you're: sweating, driving, shaving, or holding a baby.
20. We've faked it.
21. Groping and foreplay are not the same thing.
22. While we're on the subject: more foreplay!
23. If we're not having sex it's because: we feel fat; we don't feel very close to you, or we are punishing you for not doing something our way.
24. We're afraid to meet your mother.
25. We think you should have already known all this stuff.

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i keep forgettin tah mention
did yeno that there's a name for
what it's called wen a girl gives a guy head??
it's called a
FELATiO --FiLL-AY-SHOW
to me, the word sounds so cool! HAHAHA
and for the girl its called a
CUNNiLiNGUS
doesnt sound as cool
thats where they got that word "cunt"

and did you guys feel the earthquake yesterday??
i didnt. i was sound asleep
i seem to be able to wake up to ev'rything except earthquakes. weird.

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i think that ppl think that wen i like someone
i give up everything
that i block everyone else out
..the other opportunities
they think that i'm too easily trustful
probably extremely vulnerable
that i get "obsessed"..or rather like them "too much"
..that they're all i think about
and that if they were out of my life
that i would think my life would be over
but im here to let you kno that
im not a little girl anymore.
i appreciate you're caringness
and ur attempts to "protect" me
but i really dont need to be "protected"
becuz i haven't let my guard down
becuz im well aware of the consequences
and the possibility of heartbreak
i kno there's so meni ppl out there ((guys))
as they say there's "many fish in the sea"
i dont need to be told what to do
and how i should feel
i just want you to listen
and to be there for me if something were to go wrong
cuz thats all i need from you
to just be there to support me
i warn myself enough of the sad possibilities
and i dont really need anyone else to keep mentioning it to me
i dont need anyone to talk to me
as if i'm losing my mind
like im goin completely nuts over this guy
like i dont think about anything else
as if i gave up everything for that guy
i dont need to be condescended to
as if i'm so naiive as to not think about getting hurt
becuz i think about it all the time.

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this morning i checked online to see my SAT scores cuz yeno sometimes they have it online. and i dint think it'd be in but i decided to check anyway and to my surprise..THEY WERE iN!!...

math - 570
critical reading - 520
writing - 540

im surprised i did the best in math!!! that's usually my lowest score!!
im happy tho!! ..so what's the highest you can again? i'll check it out..
so let's see my overall score is what..1630 riight?? coool..wish they had a range i can look at yeno..to see where i SHOULD be at oh well i hope thats good enough!! is 1630 out of 2400 good enough?!! it better be!! i finally got 500s in all of em dammit!!!!!!!! ..well it is the new one. so it better be good enough!!!!!

well got school later on peace out suckaazz!!

[[[[[[[[[[ 5.03pm ]]]]]]]]]]
so here's sum fun lil facts i learned today..
-if ur a teenage boi and get a girl pregnant..you're ((statistcally)) more likely to be POOR the REST OF YOUR LiFE!!
-DONT use a lubricated condom cuz it can increase your risk of infection.
-and also..DONT use animal skin condoms. those DONT work. they have lil holes in em
-DONT store a condom in ur wallet guyzz!! the heat causes the condom to have holes!!!
-and did yeno that smoking weed startin at the young age of 12-13 years causes men to grow breasts. ewww. do you want "manly" breasts?!!
-and heyy if ur gonna use a condom..did you kno there's sum glow in the dark ones?! and as Lardo sed you can "PLAY STAR WARS" HAHAHAH!!!

[[[[[ 8.18pm ]]]]
jes checked my email.
at least my mom is proud of me
and bothered to say "good job"
not like my dad.

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and we're learning bowt them sex organs
did yeno it's illegal if you're under the age of 18 to have sex?!!
yuupp it is. and not jes molestation
im talkin bowt both ppl bein underage. yuupp.

well im frikken lazy& tired& sleepy.
&im watchin maury riigh now. crazyass sheeyyat.
ppl cheatin on each other
fuk'n their frenz. messed up.

i feel like i had more to say from what i learned today
but i cant think of ne thing

so i'll write here laterrrr.

[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[ 7.21pm ]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]
arrite. i jes finished studying for like an hour.
memorized the female& male reproductive organs
memorized the first 4 pres+vice pres+major events
that my history teacher gave the class..gotta quiz on thursday the 21st. booo.
((and i got 40-4 to go!))
and i read a lil bit more of the 'crackin the ap us history test book i got
so i think tonight was pretty productive dont you think?
i think so. =]

and i also remembered another thing i was gonna say
did yeno that the riskiest kind of sex is
anal sex. yeahh yeno..wen they "they like it from behind" yadda yadda
well it's considered the riskiest becuz if that ass tears
yeno that ur "fecal matter"..aka poop. goes thru that area
and so if that thing rips& tears u are more likely to spread diseases
pretty gross huh? so think twice bowt that will yuhh?


found this in someone's xanga

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. resi
2. peanut butter cup
3. superwoman ;] hahaha

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. nose
2. chest area. haha
3. all the fuk'n moles

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. filipino.
2. cebuano.
3. asian.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. failure
2. losing a loved one.
3. disease.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. food.
2. water/oj
3. internet/computer/aim

THREE THINGS YOU'RE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. shirt.
2. shorts.
3. ...

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS (at this moment):
1. natalie - well she only has that one song which is my fave of the moment
2. yc
3. inoj

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. go to filipino day at soak city!!
2. go on a date =]
3. a new song on the piano

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. honesty.
2. humor
3. passion <33

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (no particular order):
1. i love disney! disneyland! disneyworld!
2. i love rollercoasters!
3. i play the guitar

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. looks..sexxxyness..smile =D
2. kindness/respectful
3. honesty.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. fully understand math
2. whistle.
3. remember ev'rything in history

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. piano
2. internet/aim..well im jes addicted
3. chillin ..is that even a hobby?! hahaha

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. talk to/chill wit HiM
2. go on vacation!! disneyworld or six flags! it dont matter! ne thin wit good rides =]
3. sleep?

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. pediatrician
2. (pediatric) nurse
3. teacher ..??

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. europe
2. hawaii.
3. disneyworld!!!!

THREE KID'S NAMES
1. darren ..iono for some reason i really like that name. prolly cuzza sailor moon =]
2. let me think bowt it..
3. any ideas??

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. skydiving!!
2. ride a bunch of rollercoasters!
3. travel places

THREE WAYS I'M STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. boys are sexxxy
2. especially the tall ones
3. im glad im NOT one! =]

THREE WAYS I'M STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. i like shopping
2. i like make up
3. i like boys! =]

THREE CRUSHES:
1. B.J. ..or Jay!! for all you nasty minded ppl out there
2. SUPERMAN!!
3. tom welling <3

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