school today.
had my history quiz.
coulda gotten a 14/15
i had the right answer in my mind
but i put the wrong one
dammit i hate that!
so i jes gotta 13/15. good enuf.
i was surprised cuz i guessed on a few em

then went with shaina to the college fair
at the convention center.
mann dad was pissin me off once again
with his stupid antics. hahah jk.
but he really was tho.
even shaina saw. she witnessed a horrible occurance with my father
but yeahh anyways saw meni colleges there
saw a few ppl too!
i only saw 2 ppl from my skOo. and then i saw 4 ppl from other schools.
ppl i dint think i'd run into.
um um yeahhhh. thats pretty much it man.
went to boothes. got summa those brochures YOU KNOW!
hahaha &i think i've decided to do nursing.
wait, i think i sed that alredi in my past entries.
mmkaayy. whatever..

well tomorrow i get to drive to school =]
yipeee. its cuz i gotta stay afterskOo tomorrow
cuz ms love is doin an AP US Hist. review thaang
so i must attend!
i need all the crammed up knowledge i can get!!
fohsho.
oOoohhh and jamba juice is gonna be at my skOo tomorrow!
must bring monayyy!
well i will even if i forget cuz i gotta bring my wallet with my license homie
yayuhhh. yayy i get jamba juice to wake up my day

and oohhh yessss guesss whaat
today marks the day i have had my license for 6 MONTHS
so now i can officially take ppl!
im no longer a law breaker! =P
or am i? haha jes playennn
im a good girl 0=)

well well well this thing is gettin wayyy too long
why are my entries so frikken long now?! i deno
dont really care.
soooo gbyyyeeeee

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today is "four twenty" ooohh.
thats no excuse to be smokin biitches!
unless u wanna a bad sex life in ur future, fine.
or bad breath. that would push ppl away from kissin you. ok.

ne wayyss
tried to go to my counselor today
but she's not gonna be bak until nex week
oh well
and then stupid assist. principal ms lizarraga
finally pulled us ap ppl in to talk bowt ap prices$$
well since my parents earn too much money,
i gotta pay full prices for two
thats $82 per test which is like $164 altogether
and it hasta be in cash
jes cuz ASB's been gettin iono sum weird checks
iono whassuh wit that
i jes think its stupid that it hasta be in cash.
thasss whaaaccckkkk

tomorrow there's gonna be a college fair
at the convention center. i wanna go
wanna come?!
well i hafta find someone to go with
cuz there's no way that i'd go there by myself with my dad
nooo waaayyy.
my dad is too pushy for me to be left alone with him
for school stuff. no wayy man.
i wouldnt hear the end of it
i can see it now jes as before
in the car ride home "you should be doin this. college this college that.
when i was your age i did this. i dont see you doing that"
jes like before. and there's nooo waaayyy
im goin thru thaaat again.
it would drive me NUTS

well maann yeah thats pretty much it for now
cuz my stupid brother is naagging
cuz i gotta quiz tomorrow
so im makin him help me study
and i kno his ass jes wants to be on the computer
thats why he's in a rush to "help" me.
well peace out suckaaaasss.
remember: no smoking anything!

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lately i've been very irritable
i cant help it
but ppl jes bug the fuk out of me lately
prolly out of selfishness. or something.
especially my brother. stupidhoe. hahaha
i dont kno.
or maybe it's cuz of all these piled up stressful things
maybe i'm makin too big of a deal of things
too much things on my mind
why am i doin this to myself?!
ne wayyyy

i've decided to drop ap chem.
like i sed before..and then
hopefuly make my human anatomy/physiology class an honors class
they better have that forreals man!!

well for ROP it's time to start our animation
and it took me a long while to come up with a story
especially after he sed it needed to be based on somethin u read like a story
so mine's is based on golidlocks and the three bears
but the story's gonna be about wha was really in the porridge.
basically, the big bad wolf comes and plays a joke or somethin
pours sum sleepin potion in the porridge
and then that's wen goldilocks..aka little red riding hood
comes in, eats the porridge, and falls asleep.
yup. is that good?!

well i dont really have much to say now.
life is pretty much a bore.
so i'll catcha laterrr

[[[[ 9.38pm ]]]]
well i feel fine again.
im tellin yahh maann. mooood swaaangs.
maybe that time of the month is comin afterall.
damn.
well ne wayysss
so yeahh wanted to elaborate my dropping chem.
&maybe realize other things i wanted to say that wouldnt even matter
cuz no1 reads this ne wayyyy
welllll im droppin ap chem cuzzz
i dont think i reaaally wanna take it ne more
i mean, molecules& such. damnn gimme a break!
i dont care bowt that!!
and besides with ap chem ima have SEVEN CLASSES
and i think thats too stressful
especially if i plan on doin sum extracurricular activies
such as colorguard (again)
yes..why? becuz i've alredi done it and who knows,
maybe things have gotten better?
ideno.i hafta see them perform first
and also..airband
yup thats right, airband. they say that we're GOiNG to have one
so we BETTER! and it better be good! yessir.
so if we do, i'm there B)
soo i couuld have the potential of joining both
how crazy would that be huh?!
and letseee....i also needa do sum comm. service
still needa finish that application denggit! i keep forgettin and losing time
and i wish i could get a job but my schedule's alredi gettin full
whatta shame.
so tomorrow..it's goin to be done.
i will drop ap chem for the good of all ppl. hahah jk.
but really i will tho. hahah i feel so stupid cuz
i always go to my counselor for class changes..well not really
but i still cant help but feel..weird.
plus my counselor kinda sucks. the shame.

ne whooo..man i hate my memory. it's not good enuf!
today wen we were doin a review for our quiz on thursday
it's bowt presidents& stuff..&the teach gave us a lil packet to study
and daamnn..i was studyin in advisory b4 that class
and wen she asked those questions i jes TOTALLY FORGOT
i only was able to remember one for sure!
it was so sad. i felt so stupid. inferior.
gotta do sum maaadddd studyin. i alredi am
but must triple the amount to get that shiit engraved in my head!
cuz you kno, im sooo bad with dates
i cant associate..or narrow down to time periods
cuz frankly, i jes wont kno em!
i was never good with dates& time periods
i wish i was tho. but im not.

well damnnn this is long
these entries of mines are gettin looong now
i think it partly hasta do with the wayyy i type my entries
in that "poemtic style"..((no long paragraphs))
cuz i jes think it's easier to read
cuz if it's a bunch of paragraphs
its like..the words all jumbled up& iono
i jes prefer to do it this way
i tried to keep my long paragraphs
but ev'ry1 did it like this& it jes happened naturally
but it's easier to read so thats why i do it.
not that you really care.

ok i'll shuttup now. this thing is too too long.

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regular school started again today
laaaameeee
blah blah blah school's no fun

went home with a headache
i thot i wanted to sleep
but there's NO TiME FOR SLEEPiNG!
so i took EXCEDRiN
and heeyy man that shiit works!!
so if u got a headache, i recommend it to YOU!!

soo like yeah i was able to go thru the rest of the day as planned
study. study. homework. study. homework. haha ok
not necessarily in that order

well mann tests are comin up
first comes the CST
california standards test.
that's like nex week i think.
soo TUESDAY, WEDNESDAY, and THURSDAY
are MiNiMUM DAYS!!! yayuhh let's do somethaang!
and then after that on may 2& may 6 are my
ever dreaded AP TESTS
english& us history. ..in that order.
i wish luck to myself.
i kno almost good to nothing for that english thaang
so time to cram.
yeno what, i haven't even payed for those tests yet
stupid administrator ppl denggit!
and for the ap us test. well im jes screwed.
i can only hope my memory works wonders for me
becuz c'mon HiSTORY plain and simple is
soooo borriing. too much reading. dates, times, and ppl!!!

ne wayy..i've decided to drop ap chem nex year
cuz i really dont want that meni classes
cuz jes in case i decided to somethin afterschool or somethin
i dont want too much work to do yeno?
plus do i really want to take that class?

which leads me to the nex point why i've decided i dont really wanna take it
today, ms v's sister came over and she's like in nursing& stuff
and she told us that yeno doctors& nurses have a different frame of mind
different focus
like for doctors they're all about "what're your symptoms? here's ur medication. see yah nextime"
but nurses are more concerned bowt the person
like "how you doin? how you feelin?"
and that's wha i wanna focus on.

well i jes got interrupted by my dad's usual temper tantrums
he always be trippen these days
altho it's nothin usual
it never ceases to drive me crazy!!
he seems to me as an assumer
constant yelling. &accusations

and oh yeah maan
im like practically sick again
feelin that sore throat
pain. pain. pain.
aahhh what's wrong with me?!

welll this thing is pretty long
see yah laterr

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well today went to church& ccd as usual
while i was comforting one of the students
cuz she was afraid she got in trouble or somethin i guess
cuz she accidentally ripped a page of the book
..it was niice feelin needed..hugggsss
butchea..and then like i thot that i was jes havin a runny nose
but then it turned out that my nose was bleeding
it was so gross duude. but duhh..wha bloody nose isn't right?

uhmm today i attempted to study
and i was half successful
dint study as much as i wanted to..well not that i wanted to
but more like "needed" to
but i dont care whatever

i think my immune system is weakening forreals
im like eating fruits& veggies but still
i have lil symptoms of sickness

well the other lame computer jes got lamer
it's soo hella slowww
and i kno it jes got summore viruses/spyware/hackers
i swear ppl that make that stuff up have NO LiVES AT ALL
damnn get a life!!

well riight now life is like a frikken blahhh
im gettin like so hella pissed right now
like ev'rything is jes soo GRRRRR
dad.computer.guys.
ideno man it's like ev'rything is jes blahhhh

i've been havin really crazy dreams
well not really dreams..more like nightmares
i dont kno why i'm having these dreams
i'm jes so troubled
so much on my mind i guess.
and you were in em too yeno!

well nighty night ppl.

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went to the ortho.
new colored braces?
RED RED RED

im gonna study later at 7pm.
thats right folks. 7 pm. hahaha
i should do my math packet thing too
but im hella lazy. yep hella lazy
i doubt that im gonna do it.
wow, thats not like me.
usually.

im workin on a new layout now.
yupp. new layout. ((haha what's with me repeating myself?!))
it'll prolly be awhile tho..maybe.
kae kiddos byyee

[[[[ 7.26pm ]]]]]
yayy NEW LAYOUT
that picture is an Abercrombie & Fitch pic
it was originally in color. but obviously i changed that into a grayscale.
tchyeahhh. this actually dint take so long. well see yah later.

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