im so frikken bored once agen. well i went to church as usual. then went to nex. where i got annoyed by my father becuz he made me get a reference book that i prolly wont even read. well not till later. and he sed sum pretty mean things that i do not appreciate. but unfortunately, my plans of noncommunication has to be destroyed becuz he hasta help me build my stupid ecosystem for biology. i hate school it truly ruins my life. why dus life hafta be so complicated ne ways?! this struggle to get into a college..university. ahh. its a struggle jes livin life as it is. it seems so much easier if i could jes give up but i kno that won't help in the long run in the future.

starting 2morrow for the nex 4 days i am going to go to budget hopefully wit shaina, jeremy, and mylene. angeline and erick isn't coming cuz erick isn't even gonna be here since he's goin to the mexican riviera..and angeline's gonna wait for him so he won't hafta go online..isn't that so nice of her. yesiree. well that's all for now for my boring day.

btw..it's so frikken HOTT! wth?! and i feel itchy. i think there's sumthing wrong wit me agen

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it was a last minute thing. i 4got the competition was today..but luckily, my dad was home and was able to take me and shaina to Chula Vista High where the competition was being held at. it was tiiight! saw sum homayYz! ((like richie..roxanne r...angela..jeremy..)) shyah! man i wish i was in an airband! but our skOo dusnt even have one! rawr! and also BOY TOY JESSE from 93.3 WAS THERE! and here's the winners..

1st place-Kung Fu Theatre ((Chula Vista HighSchool))
2nd place-W.I.T.W.I.C.S. ((EastLake HighSchool))
3rd place-Gosipa **i think it was that one** ((Montgomery HighSchool))
4th place-The Clash ((Montgomery HighSchool))

i think that Monkey Stix shoulda won at least 3rd place instead of Gosipa. but whatever. the winners are goin to the nex competition i think its at UCSD..man i am sooo goin to that one tOo! hahaha. but yeah ne waise in Monkey Stix..yeah i saw them agen! and i saw that little cute guy agen! maaann he is soooo cuuute! wish i coulda met him MET HIM. but nope. bleh. whatever. I SHALL MEET HIM ONE DAY! you just wait and see! ahhaha oOhh and maan EASTLAKE was tearin it up! half literally..lol dey were ROCKIN DAH FLOOR! lol forreal! u can see the stage movin en shxt lol. and as i sed..kung fu was hilarious! every1 was CRACK.IN.UP! they DESERVED first place! 8) but yeahh it was tiiight! GOOD JOB GUYS!!

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it's been about a year now
since the day i told you how i felt
i told you what i thot of you and how you made my heart melt
it began as an online thing
cuz we lived so far away
it seemed like you always knew the right things to say.

a year has passed so quickly
i didn't see it coming
but at the time i felt dat it was only you that i was loving
it's true relationships are always best right at the beginning
everything's so new you don't know where you'll be heading
but somewhere along the road we took a wrong turn
cuz soon i began to realize wha we had i did not yearn.

a year ago you were mine
but now things have changed
we've both moved on
and i feel no more rage.
thankfully we're still friends
you know that's very rare,
to have an ex-boifren that after everything that's happened still has the heart to care.

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cancellation. sucksass. imma jes go to budget nex week wit shaina en jeremy. i woke up all frikken early too. frikken angeline and erick decided not to go. sheesh. so me en shaina was bored at her house. i fell asleep for a few minutes watchin 2fast 2furious. hah. then iono did stuff to keep ourselves occupied. called shay and sed mark was comin. blah blah. did more shtuff. later..mark came cuz he needed a bike or sumthin to get home..and it was funny cuz wen they went to the bakyard and bak i went to the window on the side and scared him. it was hilarious. uhm and shaina's sister's fren wanted to see me cuz "i looked pretty in the picture"..yeah right. and oh yeahh earlier in the day me en shaina played wit makeup. it was cool. and that was my day. so gbye.

--oh yeah! member the TODAY CONFERENCE i went to the last 2 days..well WE'RE ON THE NEWSPAPER! booyah! check the first proposal! and mah homie's in thurr! tiiight. what newpaper? the UNION TRIBUNE. wha page? B3!!!

[11:31pm]
shxt. my dad can be sooo frikken annoying! cuz i guess i 4got tah exit rose's xanga and my dad saw it i guess wen he got on and was all like "ur lookin at this site?!" and im like "yeahh thats my fren's" and he's like "u shouldn't be frenz wit those kind of ppl" well sumthin like that ((cuz it had stuff like "..i fxckn hate this family.." blah blah)) and he jes was askin a whole bunch of other question like whas her name?..at san ysidro? where dus she live im like GAWDAYEM SHUTTUP! and i was like YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HER! GOSH! I JES WANTED TAH YELL IT IN HIS FXCKIN FACE. but i dint even feel like continuing to argue cuz i wasn't even in the mood cuz it's like 11 and im so used to trying my best not to say ne thing and jes let him say his shxt and ignore whatever he sez but gosshh i jes wanted tah ERRRRR!!!! and he's all "i hope ur other frenz aren't like that" and just to end that stupid shxt i was like "NO!" gossshhh! i hope i never be like that! i hope i'll at least be more optomistic..if i saw that i'd prolly be like is there sumthin goin on in her family or sumthin shxt i wouldnt jump to fxckin conclusions! shxt! I AM LIKE SOO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW! it's like they think like a lot of my frenz are bad! well not reallly..but like my ateh E..well my mom cuz she saw her all over her now ex bf in 8th grade. and i think my dad thinks shay's bad tOo ((sorry shay)) cuz yeah sum stuff. I HATE THIS! THIS IS WHY I DONT EVER WANNA TELL MY DAD or mom NE THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[12:06am]
here's a poem i jes made inspired by my anger..

i dont give a fxck wutchu sed
it's not goin thru ur damn head!
you cant make my choices for me
so jes shut the fxck up and let me be!
u think that u kno whas best
but i'm here to tell u ur no better than the rest
you dont kno wha goes on in my life
and if u think imma tell you then u better think twice
i have good judgement
dont you think i would've known
how to choose my frenz
and whom to leave alone?!
cuz you keep jumpin to conclusions
and you don't seem to understand
that thass jes how life is
it not like ur homeland

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that crap was borring agen! but i ges it was kiiinda better than yesterday. it shure went a lot faster! well for me it did. uhMmMm yeahh jes talked about stuff im too lazy to explain. blahdeeblah. at lunch they had chocolate cake! well actually they were brownies...and u kno how i gave up chocolate for lent...well erika and them were trynna tempt me but i fought the temptation! BOOYAH! hah! take that! i am tru to my word! besides it looked like a lot of chocolate but i was really debating wit myself in the beginning cuz it looked so good! but nope. i dint eat it! and b4 that wen we went to our caucuses and they had chocolate chip cookies! omg! i wanted sum! so i took shaina's ((she ended up not wanting hers)) and picked out the chocolate chips...OoOOoh! how gOod am i! ne way at the end they gave certificates and they put DESI fxckers! gRrr! hMm..."that's so gay" is out. i shall try my bestest to not say that ne more as it offends gay ppl. i needa think of a new expression. alroight.

well im realy bored agen right now. im still thinkin bowt...er actually no...im waiting for shaina to tell me if we're goin to budget 2morrow or the week after that or whatever cuz WE DONT HAVE A RIDE! gosh. lameness. whatevaaa. welll i have nothing to say today is boring. so gbye suckahhz.

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dammit! i 4got champorado was made out of CHOCOLATE!! and i tried soo hard NOT to eat chocolate today! man frikken mother! she knows im not sposed to eat chocolate! i smelt the aroma from upstairs so i was in a rush to hurry wit the comp cuz i was hungrray. then as i was eating it i was wonderin if my mom put a lot of CHOCOLATE in it..then i remembered..IM NOT SUPPOSED TO EAT CHOCOLATE!!!! dammit! so my mom's all "ur exempt for today" hah im like well thats nice but i'll jes add ANOTHER day to my added day! its ok! i can do it!

but ne way..here's sum pix from yesterday's conference cuz i dint bring my camera today cuz i had no space and shaina 4got hers...


jiamay, eliz, shay, and kylie


mwahhaha >=) erika and elisabet


me, shay, and shaina--shxt i look like shxt


shaina takin a pic of iono what


im shure u can figure who they are. maan i look fat there! shxt, am i getting fat?!!!


this was sposed to be a funny picture. i couldn't think of ne thin funny really. i tried to put my hair in my face to make it look like the bak of my head but it got messed up. oh well. hahah it still looks kOoL 8)


bianca, kristina, laura, and karinna

my coool nametag


shaina takin a pic of the waterbottle..but it dint turn out as gOod as mines! mwahhaha....


voila! see thass tiight huh! save the best for last 8)

i believe there is more to come ((from shaina's camera)) but iono..but wait en see

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..was sooOoOo boring..gosh. first we went to this harassment one..that was alright..it went by pretty fast...and the nex one was this mascot one ((like the whole issue wit the aztecs)) that was whacko...then it was lunch time and it was ok...took pictures cuz we were bored..then we went to this thing about the whole boy scouts issue and it was sOoOoOo boring! me and shay were jes passing notes..hahaha it was sOoOo funny cuz i was seriously gonna laugh out loud! like i'd be giggling tryin not tah make it all loud..it was jes hilarious. then we went bak to the main room place and went to these caucas groups of our choice it was sOoOo boring and i was getting a headache. and after what seemed like forever it was fiiinallly over! and now im here. bored as a _((fill in word here))_

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