guess what!
i graduated from highschool!
yessss!!

now im gonna be off to USF
on about august 18!
excited? yes! nervous? most def!

but yay!
screw u highschool! =]

this summer's gonna be a blast!

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behold! you are now in the "presence" of the new future employee of
Knotts Soak City - Chula Vista
yeaappp had my interview today and practically got hired on the spot!
of course, gotta finish that paperwork for it to be official
but thats hopefully gonna be done by tomorrow!
yayayyy! 8)
im excited to start earning even more money!
because i definitely need it!
the interview was such a breeze!
the guy was so cool and laid back 8)
and i will be working in the merchandising section
and greeting everyone with a big smile =D
yay
and thats all my big news for today!

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i now know exactly where i'm going for college during the fall of 2006!
i'm going to the University of San Francisco =D
i'm so excited ..to have new experiences

too bad my parents piss me the fuck off
uggghhhh my dad just ruined my mood again!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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that everything happens for a reason.
and for your information i'm ok now. without you i mean. enough time has passed for me to sort of forget all those bad things that happened. but it hasn't been that long yet. so now after seeing a glimpse of the past ..now all i recall are memories. if in fact you & i will never return to our old ways ..and thats what it looks like.. then i'll just look back on the good times we had.
but i no longer care as im sure you feel the same towards me.
i can now see life in a new light. a life that has so many adventures ahead of me. adventures that maybe i would have not taken if you were there to keep me down. you'll be left here as i journey across the world, not to be condescending. but if our friendship didn't take a wrong turn, maybe i would have. and that would leave me in complete suffering instead. had this not happened, i would probably have failed to see the other options.
and if perhaps you are still ruthlessly angry even though you say youre not. ..remembering that your actions say a lot more.. then i guess thats just how it will be. and thats fine. since i no longer deal with you anyway.
but thanks for the memories. it's all i can say to you.
goodbye.


i WENT TO THE PHiLiPPiNES FOR SPRiNG BREAK and iT WAS GRRREEEAT!
i <3 cebu

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maybe you think ur so mature
or that you're such a strong person
that u can go on happily with your life
despite going through a broken friendship

but i dont see maturity
i only see absurdity

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maybe you don't understand how ruthless u can be
how painful your words are
and how much you hurt me.

and maybe you dont even care.
and it's possible that i mean nothing to you now
and that you don't even think twice about what happened to us.

and i think that you've tried to erase me from your life
and erase me from your memory.
i never erased u from my memory ..you erased me out of yours.

i dont think u care about it as much as i do
cuz i think ur pride got the best of you
you don't realize how much i hurt everyday because of you

everytime i re-read the words that you told me
a pain is shot into my heart again
to think that a person who was once was my friend could say things like that to me

you have belittled me into someone that i'm really not
i thought you knew me better than that
but it's always like this with you i guess

you're supposed to be my ate
cuz ur older than me
so why don't you act like it??

why do you hafta to say those words
and act like that
and push me away

why cant you ever see it my way?!
why cant you read between the lines?!
it seems like your specialty afterall ..to be indesceet about it all

you won't make a move
and i wont either
it's a draw

and it's possible that this draw will never end
and you know what that means
..never again would we be friends.

and maybe you don't care
but i really do.
but i can withstand the pain if i jes keep hoping you'll understand
and have other friends who will listen to what i have to say
when you won't.

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