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ON THE NEWS Thursday. 5.12.05 5:34 pm my school was on the news today. fox 6 news saw my fellow classmates. cheerleaders& class of '06 ppl. i recorded it wit my COX DVR. aweessoomeness. well damn i got lotsa shit to do now. i got that stupid 11th grade research paper. last year it was that stupid IMRDC..now it's sum other stupid shit. due june 10. whaack. ok so here's my choices on the topic a) atomic bomb b) vietnam ((war i think)) c) Japanese internment camps someone wanna help a sistahh out& gimme sum ideas on which i should do. puhhleeease. and letsee what other homeworks do i have...uhm chemistry i guess...man i swear i had other homework to do..hm cant think of any. ..oohh yeahh thats the one..it was chemistry..my extra credit. which i'll do..in a few hours cuz im bowsta take a nap. so later days! Comment! (3) | Recommend! KEEP ME BUSY Tuesday. 5.10.05 8:15 pm typical school day. however, i spent the day debating whether or not to go to that colorguard practice afterschool. i decided to go. practiced the lil routine. jes takes practice. i think i'm gettin better. i am progressing. i needa work on truly accepting constructive criticism. more especially when i dont ask for it. and even wen i do ask for it it feels..weird?. but really i do needa work on that. i mean i force myself to not take it too seriously. but to tell "you" the truth there is that somethin that's like "ugh whatever. .." blah blah blah. and thats jes me. im jes used to being praised all the time for being one of the best and now im yeno..not?..so gotta learn on how to improve. i mean, even if i was the "best", there's alwayyyss room for improvement. i jes needa learn how to take constructive criticism. and the first step as they say is admitting it. so thats done. but ne wayy man wen i was practicin..gosh i dint realize how short i hafta cut my frikken nails! my nails were alredi short as is, but now im forced to cut them even shorter cuz the frikken pole keeps breakin my nails wen i catch the tosses.im so sad cuz im so used to have nails and using my nails to pick at stuff when needed. haha. and mann now i wont get to do that! whatever shall i do? man my neck is hurting right now. yeah that was pretty random. well bye now. Comment! (3) | Recommend! HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!! Sunday. 5.8.05 4:58 pm ..to all you lovely moms out there. and u new mommies..((sha sha)) =] im so sad i couldnt really do anything for my mom or get anything. we dint even getta go out to eat cuz we jes bought food from royal mandarin to eat at home. frikken lame man. there's nothin like goin out to eat youu know?! dude man wen i woke up this morning my arms were all frikken sore. they still are by the way. i think its cuz of yesterday..yesterday's colorguard practice. i started second guessing this whole colorguard idea. to colorguard or not to colorguard ..that is the question. but kari sed that kyra ((the coach)) sed it seemed like i learned well& fast. they're havin practices twice this week. shall i go? possiblayyy. i'll ask shaina. i wonder if her heart's even in it. she seems to miss cheer. hahah. im sorry shaina ur cheer thangg dint come thru i told u you should have tried out still! but its ok. there's a reason for ev'rything. butcheaaaa. colorguard. hmmm. i dint kno they have jv& v now. wow if i make jv..that'll be frikken whack. but i guess im not even good enuf for varsity. maybe i should quit now. uh, im no quitter? owwie..i have this bump on the roof of my mouth..dude it frikken hurts. i swear there are tons of things rong with me, i wouldnt be surprised if i got seriously ill. well ne way. thats all. fukk..i needa do homework still. i'll do that tonight. &after piano. but before i sleep. byebye.
Take the Online Dating Profile Quiz at Dating Diversions hmm. noo, i dont think i'm very liberal. ..but yes i need a guy to have a good sense of humor. i mean if ur gonna be uptight about ev'rything u better fukk off cuz it'll piss me off. hahaha. no seriously. ..and yeah, i dont want no lazy bum. i do wanna do sum active things so u better be up to it, mister! Comment! (6) | Recommend! BACK TO COLORGUARD Saturday. 5.7.05 10:21 am thats riight homies. goin back to colorguard. today begins tryouts. they got sum whacko requirements. no make up. wear all black. shoes you can dance in. bring water ((but thats a given)). $5 to take the stuff home. &put ur hair up. well sum of em are quite obvious. but wearin all black& no make up?! well thats jes crazy! but whateverr man. im still wearin my lil bits of eyeliner& lip gloss cuz i NEEED it! so it starts at 12 ends at 6 that's pretty loooong if you ask me. but its not like i got ne thin better to do i gotta go to the orthodontist today tho. man duude im like sittin here& ew im gettin fat havent done any ab workouts for like a week or two! look wha a week's lack of exercise can do well thats pretty much it for now. im like frikken bored. not that you care but wen im finished i think i'll go& brush my teeth. wash my face ((i alredi took a shower but i gotta do stuff..)) &play the piano to pass sum time away havent had time to play the piano this past week ne way what with AP tests& all well yeno its funny how ppl change. for the worse its quite sad. i was discussing with my compadre ((hahah)) last night about the character of an old friend. and how sad to see that person jes goin down the drain. why is it so hard to find a guy that doesnt lie the world is crazed& corrupted if you ask me. [[[[[[[ 7:32pm ]]]]]]] well the whole cg practice/tryout thing ended like an hour& a half ago it was very tiring. im so rusty. i feel so inferior. they've all gotten better. much. well i left though for like an hour or two to go to the orthodontist. whoopdeedoo. maan i am so tireddd now from that whole cg thing. their performance for the upcoming show looks really cool tho. and i needa cut my frikken nails! great, now that i plan to be in cg..i gotta keep my nails short. ugh, im so sad. =( Comment! (2) | Recommend! AP US HiSTORY TEST TODAY!! Friday. 5.6.05 1:21 pm woke up this morning. hopped in the car, swooped up julian& sade &drove to skOo. went to the library showed my identification sat in a seat took the AP US History test shiit was haarrd. not as hard as World History, thass fesho. i dont think i passed =( of course, i hope i did but i left more than half blank, which means i answered less than half only becuz i was afraid of gettin deductions. that would do me no good. of course then i hope the ones i answered were right!! then the test was over &shaina &mylene stayed for the food faire but i dint wanna go cuz then i'd be tempted to buy food& i dont need that &then i also left earlier than shay, angeline, &mariel cuz shay losted her keys =( and im such a bad friend, but i dint feel like goin& lookin.it's not that im a selfish person that i wanna jes leave right away..even tho i did..i was jes afraid of the stupid adult ppl thinkin some weird shiit. yeno how they are. so i left and on my way home. erick was behind me. waved hello then at a certain area, some stupid border patrol person was fuk'n makin a left riight& wha a dumbass he dint check very well& dint really see me comin good thing i observed him& noticed the possibilities however, i think that if he dint stop while i was stoppin i woulda hit him wow, i'd be in big trouble..not that it woulda been my fault cuz it was my right of way! but yeah so obviously, we both stopped &maann i mean, i made mistakes of not lookin both ways thoroughly but dammnn he's the frikken BORDER PATROL he should be more careful. i dint make a big scene out of it tho..i dint even honk my horn i was jes watchin out for myself to stop on time. damn what a loser. so i arrived home. safely. arent u happy? but of course you are. and yesterday angeline picked me up at approximately 7.45pm and we went to jayrell's house to study for US History. and it actually helped a bit. yes it did. havent seen that guy in years. he's changed so much. and thats pretty much it. see you suckers later.  Your wise quote is: "Be kind to unkind people, they probably need it the most" by Ashleigh Brilliant. You try to look beyond apperance, try to give people second chances and are probably very kind. Understanding is your biggest personality trait, and thoose you can see through should be grateful. If they aren't already. You detest narrow minded people, because they can't see what's really there. Facades is not your thing and you strive to always be who you really are. What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED brought to you by Quizilla i always thought i was somewhat understanding. i think im a good listener. not to be all conceited. haha. i jes kno that i will listen to you if u need someone to listen =] Comment! (3) | Recommend! WTH Tuesday. 5.3.05 9:15 pm man wtf is goin on witchu?! trynna deny shiit like sum kinda dumbassss i cant believe ur sayinn shiit. i mean was it really you?! cuz i got all the fuk'n proof of ev'rything that went on with you& me. cuz luckily for you i saved all the "good" convos. i cant believe wtf you're doing. or saying man i dont even wanna deal with you. i dont wanna talk to you. &i dont want ne thing to do with you. and i hate havin to say this shiit but damnnn. after all the times i been there for you. you jes leave me like sum kinda play thing. well guess what biitch what goes around comes around and i cant believe im sayin this to you after all the years i've known you &i thot i knew you but i kno nothing cuz you are a fuk'n liar!! and iono what to believe. i am like so upset right now i jes dont want to say. i jes wanna fuk'n slap you in the face. but i dont need your bullshiit. i had so much faith in you. i asked you a billion times whassup witchu& ur "girl". and it was the same ev'rytime. and iF YOU THiNK i DONT GOT PROOF OF THAT i GOT iT ALL!!! so you better get your shiit straiight. and i cant believe you'd do this to me after we've known each other for so long. but i guess ev'rythin u sed was a bunch of lies. i dont wanna hear any of ur bullshiit anymore. i dont wanna hafta deal with anything u got to say. i dont need this right now or ever. so even if you say we had nothing, you kno thats not fuk'n true. but you kno what..maybe you're right..maybe we dint have anything becuz YOUS A FUK'N LYiNG ASS BiTCH and ur damn right i hope u see this shiit cuz we dont even talk anymore &if you do see this then i hope you kno that i aint puttin up with you anymore. cuz i DESERVE BETTER THAN YOU cuz of all the shiit you did. i dint wanna believe what ev'ry1 else sed but they were riight& i knew it all along. ur a fuk'n asshole& i shouldn't have gotten involved with you. the minute u told me u werent sure bowt ur past relationship, that was a red flag& i shoulda stopped myself right then& there. but noooo, cuz my feelings got the best of me..my hopes got the best of me. and it all blew up in my face. but you kno what, now it's ur turn. i hope this shiit bites you in the ass. cuz i was the nicest that i could ever be to you. but u took advantage of me. cuz i believed you. &you knew u were playing games. &you kno that i did like you. and im sorry that i ever did!! you're a fuk'n BiTCHHHHH. and u can get the fuk out of my life! i still wanted to be there for you even tho you hurt me even wen u dint kno..or maybe you do now. maybe you meant to hurt me. but now u can fuk'n get away. if you want me to be there for you it's gonna take more cuz im not gonna believe a thing that you say. cuz i HATE LYiNG ASS FUCKERRS LiKE YOU!!! damnn i never thot i'd get involved in shiiit like this but here i am. man FUCK YOU for bringin all this SHiT on me!! 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