Had a really simple affair.

First its party on friday night at phuture, as u can see from the tag at ur left, my bestfriend plans to get me drunk.lol.i did btw.well..its just the usual party routine except im unusually high and threw some smileys here and there to some unknown clubbers A and B.

Meet up with the ladies for dinner the next day,a walk down the sinful lane at cafe cartel, everyone ate to the fullest, esp me, i had a share of everything at everyone's plate heh im the birthday girl ma.

Stomach excerise at spinelli, we were laughing so loud those with the headphones at hmv can hear us.lol

End the day with Jackie Chan movie!!! hahahaha im so high....over him....
before you start giving me the ugh! face, let me correct you.
i m high over daniel wu my goodness...if looks can kill, i'll be dead and buried.He's soooooooo cute.my perfect lover.omg dun get me started.

::Thanks::
thanks girls, ruiyi, yanli, yvonne for the really cool levis belt and the card, i really like them : )
thanks kejin, for the sweetest gift i ever got, can u believe this girl actually made me a scrapbook? *hugs* heh! i bet u guys dun have scrapbook like mine or i wld say bestfren like mine!!! big heh!
thanks to my cousins and sistas who treat me for the movie...sorry la!! im so hyped up to watch the show i made them sit the first row.all of them was giving me the im-gonna-kill-you stare coupled with a stiff neck at the end of the movie.lol
and thanks to those who remembered and went out to key those sms messages oh ya my classtmates! thanks for the...off pitch birthday song. haha

Yeah its a simple affair and its just really me....

leave you with some visuals...got more though, i suspected the owner of the cam deleted some pics hahahaha cuz she's spending a day out with the bf the next day.










we know birthday wish never come true, mine doesnt..
but if i can wish for one thing,i wish that i will always be true to myself.

of everything i've learnt and gone thru the past one year
i think the most impt factor to happiness is to be true and honest to everyone and yourself.

oh trust me its easier said than done..

and wishes like dreams are nothing if u dun put in any actions

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I've just turn 20

*wait*



*wait*



*wait*



nothing happened...
yet..

anyway my first two birthday sms from the 3 i got now comes from the weirdest ppl.one is from him.another is from simon, a guy who workes in AIA, according to him i've helped him filled up a survey form few months ago at dover mrt station, a guy whom i've no impression of until the last 30 mins.lol
talk about birthday surprises...lol

hope for more beautiful surprises to come..
happy birthday to the good old me

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Pics from ktv last sat


i cant help it but think i look like a hostess in the pics lol

my sis is darn funny.you can break a rib cage just by laughing at her jokes.

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I've finally understand how someone can hate a person so bad enough to kill him/her
Yes i do

and i wonder if i were to meet that person again 10 years down the road
how would i feel?
what would i do?

have u ever realized this sick cycle?
A: You met the right person but at the wrong time
B: You met the wrong person at the right time
C: You met the wrong person at the wrong time
D: You met the right person at the right time

In the case for A, we tend to meet the right person, at the wrong time, either we're commitment phobic or make it simple, we just wanna have fun, from what i see, ppl who falls into case A have a high percentage of regretting their decision.
Often they got blacklisted and were labelled as jerks, bitches..watever u call them.

Case B is where you met these people i mentioned above, lol yes some things are really kharma, remember what u throw out will eventually bounce back to you.
when you're ready to settle down the right person just refused to show, and you met people who are capable of hurting you in all ways possible

If you fall in case D which i hope is the ending node, get out of my sight cause im case C.and case C hates case D LOL


well it's really a cycle,a sick one.the trial and error goes on and on till the day you're lucky enough to fall into case D ::im unlucky by nature::

anyway enough of case studies

my bestfriend is baccck! : )
i might be skipping class to meet up with her
cant wait to spend my bday with the girls this weekend,my blog is all in mess now, my image host is down and now all my images are broken links.i'll clean it up in the next few days....


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im plotting my revenge
my sister told me the sweetest revenge is really simple, in fact im doing and have been doing it
one thing for sure, i will not turn into the monster i despise,the monster i feel u turn into,even how you trampled and damaged me.no.not ever am i going to hurt the next person running into my arms just because of a bad fall.not even you.

maybe i'll see you again 10 years down the road
maybe maybe maybe
but for now happy fucking her : )

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oh yeah before i forgot..noo correction..i wont forget just in case im too busy to update later on.

Happy Birthday Geri : )

Roger is really a lucky man to have you as his wife cum partner cum room cleaner cum listener for his lame jokes cum alot more.lol

stay the way you are, cuz we really likes you : )


Joyeux Anniversaire
l'u d'espoir a une annee merveilleuse en avant de vous
je pense que vous etes si refroidit
donc j'ai mis propre vous n'importe quel cadeau n'importe quel deja rite ? hahaha

::time to practise what you've learnt during french class::

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Happy times don't last, but when they do come, all i can think of is when it will end.

Been too busy to update, my bestfriend is out of town..hmmm

ive just realized, im pretty strong a person.im not as afraid of loneliness as others do or maybe ive been so used to it ive made peace with 'her'

loneliness cant be cured with things and activites,thats boredom.loneliness can only be cure through the heart::agree?::

anyway...im good, maybe not better but good. lol

before i start to sound corny, lets say the only time i can be really be in touch with myself is when im alone..and im happy lol cuz if not, i wouldnt have come up with all those thoughts above.

hey! im trying to look 'deep' i hope i pull it off!

going sing song with the girls tml.update u guys with pics on my next entries


In solitude, where we are least alone
-Lord Byron

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just got back frm zouk,phuture is god damn packed i refused to step in.if im a tube of toothpaste, i'll be gone when the night is over.

took this quiz i saw from my fren's blog.


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eXpressive: 4/10
Practical: 7/10
Physical: 4/10
Giver: 6/10

You are a RPIG--Reserved Practical Intellectual Giver. This makes you a Rock of Gibraltar.

You are loyal, kind, thoughtful and conscientious. You're a good person. You make everyone around you happier and better, even if you yourself are not at your happiest or best. You just care so much about your friends and loved ones that you can't help giving them everything of yourself. It can wear you out, but you'd never let on.

You're successful, smart and fun to be with, but your self-esteem could use some boosting. You don't like conflict, and you don't like demanding things for yourself, so you can feel unappreciated. But then you wonder if you don't deserve to be appreciated. You do!

You have many small crushes, but it takes you ages to get to a serious stage with someone. You get so caught up second-guessing yourself and worrying if the other person really *likes* likes you that you never dare to make the first move. Generally you end up with another clever RPIG who knows one when s/he sees one. This adds up to one long courtship. Fortunately this also adds up to one long marriage.

You would never cheat. You would never hurt anyone's feelings. You are so sympathetic and give so many second chances that it takes a lo-o-ong time for anyone to get on your bad side.

Your only problem is you can be *too* thoughtful -- you can end up worrying and getting hung up over nothing.

You may be a boy scout.

Of the 99558 people who have taken this quiz, 6.7 % are this type.

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i dunnoe..the analysis is so positive its weird and bhb to say it fits me to skin.
i wont put myself in a hulla but u guys shld try it, its really god damn accurate.

i'll update later..gotta catch some sleep before i need to be in the lecture hall in..hmm like 3 hours time?

god damn...

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went zouk with nik yesterday.not to club but to shop and pick fleas lol

not bad, but i think the guys clothes are much better than the gals.
it's the glasses,accessories,earring and bags that appeals to me.
got a pair of cool earrings and slippers.at only sg 15 bucks.heh!
nik got this retro shades and a really cool vintage belt at 15 too haha
u can catch us both with a victory handsign otuside zouk yesterday : )

hah
was emailing a close fren today..
i guess she wont mind(just in case im not naming her hahaha)

she mentioned the reason why she's rejecting guys is because "their intentions was to be my boyfriends even before they actually know me as a friend.it actually scares me off.i like guys to be friends first, before they show any interest. i like to take it slow, and if tt guy is impatient or insincere then forget it"

nice..

but i feel guys these days are like that..not just guys..almost everyone.

i wuld like to call it the newage dating style.
people these days often make a pass at the get-to-know-you-better phase, they want an answer from you fast, i can get to know you better later on during the relationship.and if things dont work out, well they are out of the door fast too!since not much has been put in yet.
impatient and insincere? maybe..yes i agree, but guys who will wait and woo you for years until the moment u say yes is during our mother's time.
and who knows..you might just miss a great person just because he's a little impatient.

was telling kj that knowing that person for very long time doesnt not guarantee you a great relationship, you will just have a safer and longer relationship that all.

so will you take it fast and furious?

i wont.not again! hahahaha ::i hear alot of 'cheyyy' lol::

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