I've always got ppl telling me i've been living in a world of my own.
"Pam! stop living in your own world!"
thats what they usually say.

I admit im guilty of that, hahaha unlike others im slow in catching up with the real world, i'll update myself when needed but most of the time i'll just be romping ard my own space.

But lately, after looking at whats been happening ard my buddies, its not a bad thing to be living in your own world afterall, at most you dont get hurt easily, opening up to others has it's pros and cons.Trusting others has more setbacks than returns.

im not miss anti social without a reason.lol.

I love the feeling of living through moments, feeling the way you shld feel without doubting yourself by what others had to say.I love the freedom of not having to explain myself to anyone, well it'll be great and perhaps one of the most wonderful thing to find someone who share same thoughts and a connection, it might be easy for others but not for me.Im simply contented that only have myself to answer to at the end of the day, so i shall continue living in my own little world until.....further notice.

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I caught Initial D again today.Haha!
why does my weekend pass like a train stop, ktv last night with the girls is nice, hope you're feeling better after the small sing-a-long.Rochor Tau Hua is heavenly.I'll bring you there someday.

Looking forward to work tml, im gonna get a virtual tour of kl tml.rite greg?

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I've been surfing for the screenshoots of the movie but it seems like the lazy bug got into me, ill just post my fav poster of the movie with the AE86.Guys go catch the movie.

::Edited 26/6/05::

The wallpaper in my office desktop

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Initially im planning to just flop down my bed which had already start looking like a bunch of clouds to me.But going to sleep without letting anyone know how im feeling now is ridiculous! I've finally caught Initial D! After all the waiting and hopes floating ard.Im so fucking happy.hahahahah!

The only thing that caught my attention other than Jay Chou ( who else! ) will be the car he's been drifting around throughout the whole movie, Toyota Trueno AE86.Its so much more cool compared to the Nissian Skyline GTR and Mazada RX 7 which look just like another racer car.I want a Trueno AE86.I want Jay Chou.The movie is good, initially thought of just solely watching Jay, but the film is well-directed esp the racing scenes which shows very mininal CG effects to me, and i was totally surprised by the ending, i hate to be a spoiler but the part where hes wiping away his tears in his Trueno is one of the nicest scene frm the movie.And yknow how most chinese movies has ending that sucks big time.
Jay Chou reminds of of the semi-retired Faye Wong, they dont act, their character in the movie simply blends into them,all they have to do is just be themselves and they can be real enigmatic on screen.

Gosh i really need to sleep now.will update more about the movie tml, yea how can a movie i've waited for a yr just end with a entry without any sort of a pic.

laterz

- Initial D just going to prove your skeptical 'initiallys' wrong

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I had a hard time sleeping indeed.Waking up almost every few hrs and start remembering things.
I like recollecting memories from the past, i like to reminisce parts of my life while waiting for my bus, traveling in the train, during the last 5 mins before i slip into my sleep, or while waiting for someone at the place where it used to hold memories.Somtimes even replaying the scenes over again and wonder if i've done something different, wld my life be changed?

But i hate having those thoughts forced on me like what its been doing since yesterday.I aboustely hate this feeling.If only i can rewind time.

I want the level-headed me back, i want my mind to be a total vacuum by the end of the day.

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I saw him,at the previous sos, the current club momo.Maybe its seeing him once again in front of me, it doesnt matter even if he dont remember my name. which he did btw.
as much as i hope i will never see him again so i can keep the memories as good as they were, i never regretted going down club momo tonight.

man..this is gonna be a sleepless night

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Three screen names you have had :
incomplete
white_fossils
lostintranslation

Three things you like about yourself :
Learnt to accept myself and everything around me
my taste for films and music
having born into my dysfunctional family

Three things you dislike about yourself :
my nose
being too cynical for my own good
short-changing myself for others

Three things that scare you :
ageing, and knowing i've not achieve a single freaking thing at all
not enough sleep
bumping into my ex

Three of your everyday essentials :
my nokia 6230 with mp3s stored
Matching earrings
Clinique's 'all about lips' and moisture handcream

Three things you are wearing right now :
hairband
shorts
cotton singlet

Three of your favorite songs :
Blonde on Blonde - Nada Surf
Misread - Kings of Convenience
Ai no Uta - Every Little Thing (Currently)

Three new things you want to try in the next twelve months :
getting an advanced diploma for mass com in mdis
successfully getting on to pursuing a degree for mass com
try to kill myself at least once

Three things you want in a relationship :
understanding
maturity
love

Three things you can't do without :
music and films
sleep
nice clothes

Three places you want to go on vacation :
italy
japan
HK

Three things you just can't do :
going tanning at sentosa
eat anything that contains papaya
finding someone

Three kids' names :
Tommy
Johnny
Bianca

Three things you want to do before you die :
start an animal shelter for stray dogs
travel italy
direct a movie or music video

Three celebrity crushes :
Jay Chou ( do i have to actually say it)
Stephen Chow
Keanu Reeves

Three people I nominate to complete this exercise :
Geri
Kejin
Greg ( do at the comment box)

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Dont think i've ever been 'away' from my blog for such a long period of time.
Anyway i decided to blog today, not that i have anything special to talk about.
But in case you're wondering hows my trip from mars, i wld say it gd.lol.

Things i've been doing the past 1 month:
+ sleeping ( i shall conclude that nuthing, absoutely nuthing can be better than having a good night sleep)
+ minimal shopping, but when i do it usually hits 3 digits
+ tv ( it's like indirect suicide to your brain cells)
+ Having a strict no chicken + seafood diet
+ Having awkard convos with ppl i dont wanna talk to, im surprise to find myself so anti-social, or you might use the word plastic as well
+ Stealing my sister's ipod shuffle to work every morning
+ anime.cartoons.inuyasha
+ Determind to stay withnin my comfort zone
+ Trying to meet up with my bestie and gang
+ Nursing my chicken-pox wounds
+ no im not seeing anyone special, i just am too lazy to blog
the rest is rubbish

caught mr and mrs smith earlier, awww it's like the battle of the pouty-lips.weak plot though.hmm wat else.went down mdis.seems like i were to get any studying done, i'll have to kidnapp some rich brat.

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