after living on a soup-base dinner for a week, i broke the fast on ue's birthday dinner last sunday. yes i finally decided to face the fact that im fat.

awww...come back to me my baby.


Hog's Breath at CHIJMES









birthday girl






felt damn down last week, with my leave to hk not approved, mum going for a second mammogram later this month, and her leaving without saying anything.

maybe you think i dont give a fuck...but the truth is it means a freaking great deal to me. i might have handle it the wrong way, trying to force something you dont feel the same way about.

It takes two to work in whatever relationship and im gripping this. it really doesnt take that much. and i believe its really not that hard too.

we are old enough to know reasons and excuses are just a thin line apart.
ive been in the same shoes.

anyway. like how ruiyi always comfort me "aiyah friends for so long liao "

lol. unnervingly it works.

if everyone thinks the same way...

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msn convo sometime back

me: girl yknow what

ruiyi: ya

me: my workplace have this cute guy, always see him when im going to the toliet

ruiyi: lol you like a janitor?


the latest edison scandalous pics just brings back this convo cuz this janitor guy look 40% like edison

ANYWAY edison is HOT, further proven by the pics. Stop reacting like its freaking disgusting that they were caught on video, pic or whatever media. Definitely stupid but not that a big deal, who knows...might be edison's way of riding up on the hollywood sex video wave since hes entering holly.

the other twin did shock me abit

hmm Gillian the coming spokeswoman for Gillette?

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checked my sms this morning and saw ruiyi's message

Jackie has left us at 12:10am, 28 Jan 08, 3 days after his birthday, and shortly after they blow his birthday cake.

I feel my tears swelling up while im typing this. From the young rasacal attacking my feet 10 years ago when i first met him (before i had milo i thot jackie was the craziest dog ive seen, of course milo top the charts now) to the faithful and still abit crazy old pal he is now, jackie have seen us through our friendship and ive seen his through...

take care up there my four legged friend

i hope you are running blastically up there like you did everytime i visit

we will always miss you jackie. oreo too.

shitttt i cant stop crying now, can only comfort myself that the whole family was there for him when he passed

grabbed from ruiyi


the bestie jackie and oreo

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just booked my hk trip this march...


hello neon lights....

hello red taxis...

hello bo lo bao...

hello macau....

hello wong kar wai...

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im so sick

from the persistent problems that keep coming again and again into my already supressed life

the best description for me right now is a gas station, any sparks will ignite an explosion and i swear u wouldnt want to be that tiny fizz

i think the best way to bring myself back to the non-volatile state is not doing anything i dont wish to do for now.


ive thot abt this for the longest time

seriously...

i not afraid of lonliness
so why am i still pleasing everyone

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聼他唱 live 是种享受

也每一次帶給我說不出來的感動


周杰倫 你真的很棒

Jay Chou SG Concert 2008

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jay chou tonight guys.........

Yaahoooo!

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first week of jan has been full of surprises

work is madness since i got back, planned to perish into my sheets with the help of the rainy weather today but an old threat got me out in clarke quay at 1am

surprise 1: boss of the pub turns out to be my neighbourhood fren cum cousin's ex = cheap drinks

surprise 2: met up ruiyi's friend who look like a cheesy boyband member

surprise 3: cheesy boyband member recognize me from phuture way back in poly days

surprise 4: not really a surprise but met calvin (victor) while eating bar chor mee for supper and got invited to his birthday next week

boyband member



surprise 5: a major crush from sec sch contacted me recently. someone whom i was crazy over during the 4 yrs in sec sch but had never spoken more than 10 words to each other even when we were in the same class for 2 yrs.

only 7 years later we managed to have a real conversation yesterday night

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