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28 29 30 31 Currently playing during train rides | Back to the future Thursday. 11.25.04 2:12 am S U R P R I S E! You must blog-surfing and doing your usual routines,and reading ur daily blogs while you think..i bet pam's wont be updated as usual.yet you just feel like checking:: Heres your finding. Pam's blogging.At Last! Hi guys!!!!!!!well sorry for the sudden disappearance,but if you're working 5 days a week, 8 hrs a day, you left ur hse at 7.30am and only got back at 8.30pm i dont think you'll have much time to write or even have ur brains working straight.so here hws my tracy* days goes. Get up> Off to work> Working> Lunch> Working> Off from work> Home> TV> Sleep in fact i dont think i will ever get to blog except today and thats becoz i took a half day leave and is blogging frm my ex-school.anyway everything is finalize.im out of school for good. (ignore if not interested) okay to summarize my life during the past 2 or 3 weeks i went missing: + i got a job in singtel.working in their customer managment department. + i attended a birthday (kjs) and my class chalet + i watched at least 6 movies during the time i went missing + i practically lost touched with the outside world.i haven been clubbing since the invention of lightblub + i passed my exams + i missed my friends + i miss the days okay let me explain abt the last point.though i hate school more than anything else,i kidda miss the days when i just take my own sweet time to wake up,get cheeky with my classmates,meet my friends up,the daydreaming sessions, the late night chatting sessions,the clubbing sessions, the nights when i blog my guts out,the way i used the fuck word,the feel of sneakers,and the nice bus-trips from school i just simply miss the freedom i had.and had took for granted. In fact i got abit depressed when i know i got the job.i want to yknow enjoy life after school,but my life doesnt allow me to. but as miss super-recovery pam.i used my super power to convinced myself it's only right for me to move on.i was jealous abt the girls initially,i want to party i want to be happening i want to be those screaming young girls i want to be like those brats i want to get indulge in those sickenly innocent teenage love i want those cute boys in caps and *censored*!lol but then pam ah pam why be jealous when you've been young yourself too.so i decided, at least for me, it's time to move forward.i've been 17,ive been 18 and 19 myself too ay.now its time to embrace being a twentysomething well i gotta live my age and not fight against it. note. i do see some kidults and i totally repect that too.everyone has a path for them or a road they've choosen.and whatever it is..............i just wish my ex bf is suffering now!!hur hur hur!!!!*BLEAHX* to all the young girls out there.auntie pammy wish you all the best, have all the fun u want ay!just get a condom handy or if u wants it alnatural well..just practise on whipcreams first though they taste much better.LOL!!! *Tracy Definition: Typical Office Lady Comment! (4) | Recommend! Happy Birthday Kejin Thursday. 11.18.04 8:40 am  in reply to kj's blog. well girl ruiyi me and yanli will be watching u grow old tml! i swear we will try our best to spot any tiny signs of wrinkles.haw haw! anyway i know how you feels.its really sad to see how people are so self-adsorbed lately.putting themselves so much ahead of others,even their close frens. they goes "so wats the big deal? birthday only ma! im so busy yknowi work 5 days a week man! i dont have time!" like a few hours of birthday dinner will kill you!!!!!u can afford a few hours of weekend sex and u cant afford to attend ur fren's birthday which happens like wat? once a year!? wait till its ur birthday.you will know how it feels.i will come up with the stupidest excuse like bringing my dog to the park!! i know one by one lesser people are signing your cards.lesser people are attending the celebration, and lesser people are remembering your birthday. Maybe i might changed too,into those ulgy people above,maybe i will read back this thing and laugh...maybe...but for now i just want you to know..even when one day i cant hold a pen,u will still have my signature on ur birthday cards : ) i'll ask my grandkids to write.and i hope when we're all old and saggy we two will still be blowing our candles with our big hunchback and big plastic spectacles. so once again happy 20th birthday girlie.love you. Comment! (1) | Recommend! Shallow Pam Monday. 11.15.04 10:23 am i know this is so overrated.i know there might be 10 million people saying this same exact words at this very second.i know some people just say it out of habit, a very bad habit. but...im so fat. dim sum for lunch and steamboat for dinner.this is insane.im someone who never goes on diet.i just eat whenever i wanted to? but seriously im getting worried,at my increasing wasit-line.and starting work tml as an OL is not going to help any further. Get to have a 'real' conversation wif rus last night, and we bothed agreed we really miss each other.im just..nvm.just touched that she understands. okay pics frm the resturant.i miss my photoshop. the boy in blue is my obnoxious cousin.he's a rich-brat in making. my mummyyyy i'm so fat.no buts ands or ifs Comment! (2) | Recommend! attention pls Saturday. 11.13.04 1:22 pm when was the last time u really paid full attention to someone? or even care what others are going to say? i see so many self-adsorbed people around me everyday,in and out.their eyes glaze over if you speak for more than 30 seconds,they already have something else in mind,a friend to call, a message to text, a lover they are daydreaming about.they only snap back to full attention when you're finish talking, at which point they say 'uh-huh' or 'yeah, really?' and fake their way back to the moment.or sometimes they just break in and finish up the conversation themselves,filling the conversations with me myself and i. why is it so hard to give a little attention to someone else? are you guilty of that? i admit i am. is this our culture? the reason why world is getting to depressing? my dog is the only creature who can gives me his full attention so many times i wish i can leave this place.im so sick of it. Comment! 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PC: Hi Thursday. 11.11.04 11:00 am why is that everywhere i go i see things in pair? why do i feel so out of place being single? whats so wrong about it? i feel like leaving civilisation for awhile.really. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ thanks to jx,melvin and hari who came over to resurrect my com, even though jx ,hari and i are busy taking pictures the whole time lol. you must be wondering what i've been up to PC-less. i've been watching lots of movies and tv,went for interviews::im starting work next week::got a haircut and my eyebrowns trimmed,clubbed last nite,basically alot of vcds. i just found out arts central show japanese cult anime late at nights *sparkles*, and i found my new love....bollywood movies....*brighter sparkles* yes..im surprised by their production scale...they have got great plot, funny lines, awsome music, and yes! kickass dancemoves,but what i loved most is the thick indian culture injected in the movies.the indians knows their music more than us i tell you... the two bollywood movies i watched today: Munnabhai MBBS and oscar nominated Lagaan, i watched the latter before, and i can say its my fav indian movie.someone please catch it pls....so i wouldnt look weird enjoying an indian movie..the next bollywood movie i wanna catch is Bride and Prejudge.any takers??? caught two jap movies, Hanna and Alice,Quill. i cried my eyes out on Quill.i dont rememeber crying so hard every since my grandfather passed away LOL.in fact i think i cried harder than that.hahah i watch free willy i cried, sames goes with lassie, bingo, wild africa or sumthing which features two cheetahs.i cant watch any shows that gotta do with animals dying.i can die. one thing i hate abt my newly reformatted hard drive...i lost my photoshop!!!!!! ARGHH!!!bear with all the badly paintshop processed pics until i can find a copy of photoshop.  ::me makeupless, acting stupid::  ::screen shots from the movie quill which make me cry buckets::  Maybe to you he's just a dog, but to him you're everything.He has no control of his life or destiny,you are the one who control them.i dont know but if i have the power to change his life, ill make sure he has a great one. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Shucks Monday. 11.8.04 9:53 am Built this way Wednesday. 11.3.04 11:59 am im done with the trial, waiting for the death sentence. life is all about trial and errors.somtimes i feel like shouting out loud.whats' wrong with failures?! wats wrong if things screwed up!?its not like i murdered someone and got death penalty!? even if i did i can always pull the renee zellweger stunt in Chicago!LOL! well..i know deep in me i wont get killed with my constant failures.it's the thought of letting your love ones down thats so fatal.im someone who seriously wouldnt give a fuck about what everyone thinks and feels about me,who are you? this is my life not yours, so much as i hate living for others and the society, the thought of mums disappointed face just kills every single living cells in my body.... at the end of the day, i still cant live life my way.....or can i? visuals from last sun lol...i know it comes abit late. i need a haircut.urgently.and someone please tie my right hand. kejin adorably pretty as always, yanli getting so errie,she's starting to look like sun yan zi to me::who happens to be her all time fav idol::and ruiyi,the pearly royalty for the night.      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MR USA Wednesday. 11.3.04 11:20 pm taking a break in my sch library.stupid noono is not working again.absolutely stupid. just heard on the radio america had re-elected mr bush as their president.i cant quite put a finger on whether i like bush or anot.he acts like a cowboy to me.it's proven in surveys that woman voters like kerry while men vote for bush.im in the statistics too.i prefer kerry.maybe its our woman instinct,kerry looks less stupid. okay im not into politics,but i know america is the world's most powerful country, so is the president,someone who can end sufferings and saves lifes in the world.however the people who are going to decide who the most powerful man is are the americans.and i feel that americans lead a relatively shletered life to even know what sufferings is.i just hope they made the right choice.its not just a president,he can just affect whether a afgan child get to eat that day. okay...i hope i wont get bombared with comments like what do you slit eyes shit who eats every part of a pig and lives in china knows anything abt elections. okay firstly i dont have slit eyes,..i love to have them though,almond eyes..like lucy liu! secondly im a singaporean,singapore is near australia and nowhere near china, not all chinese lives in china.and lastly,i do eat every part of a pig.haha try the intestines they are niceeeeeee...i shld join fear factor.lol but most importantly guys im not racist! *peace* okay i shld get back to the books. 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