Finally got my off day this week.Woke up at 2, hanging ard my com for awhile so added some new stuffs here ::see left:: i miss HK, i want another getaway

Update later.Going out.

::Updated @ 4:05am::

Met up with kj for my anticipated daniel wu movie, Drink Drank Drunk.The plot is alrite..2stars..but who cares.lol.daniel wu is just darn cuteeeeee rite kj!
Hang out with ruiyi for awhile..was thinking when was the last time i met her and it occured to me i haven't seen her for at least 3months.huh.but she gotta ciao in less than 3 hrs to takeaway LJS for her guy.So eventually its me and kj.
sat nite = me + kj (until kj gets hitch lol)

I think you might be feeling emo tonight, i know even as your close one i cant fill up that empty space, we are all tired of hearing the right one will show.I just wish time will heal everything.

wats love? ::im too cynical to find the ans i think::

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Attended my sec class today.Not bad i got 4 new numbers in my phone book *pat myself on the back*

Dont know why i'm feeling kidda emo today.The digit 1 for my sales figure today contribute alittle.
I was telling a collegue that many times in your life, things just dont turn out the way you want, no matter how badly you wants them, it just go the oppsite direction.It sucked.Ppl who told themselves they had tried their best will move on with life, ppl who kept thinking they have not done enough, maybe there's something they shld have done...maybe there's something they shldnt have done...will continue to be miserable and seriously im not sure which category i falls into because i tend to have this bad habit of making room for regrets in my life, but yet when i were to replay everything again, i wont 'play' it differently, like what has happened for the past 2 weeks, my answers and actions to him wouldnt be more different.The same collegue told me she finds me very protective of myself.Im surprised but couldnt agree more.
Anyway can i say this? I think censorship is needed for what im gonna say esp to young kids or teens who's still having dreams and hopes for the big unknown.
It doesnt matter which two category you falls into from the above, the ending will still be the same,yes even if you've tried your best,it will still suck and somtimes you end up feeling like a big bloody fool,thats why me stop trying these days.lol see i told you it's 'disturbing' BUT! life must go on and it will go on.So now if you cant change what had happened, all you can do is look forward.


Dealing with those 'downtime' i will.....
1. Listen to sappy songs all day
2. Cry my eyes out
3. Blog my lungs out
4. Sleep till it gives me headache then go back to sleep again
5. Eat.Eat.Eat!
6. Make use of milo to kill time, finally giving the poor dog his well deserved attention.lol!
7. Wake up, dry the tears, knowing ive immersed myself to this feeling totally so now it's time to move on.Its kind of been there done with it attitude.Somthing i've learnt and remembers from the book Tuesday with Morrie

Quotes from one of my fav movie Before Sunset

Memories are wonderful things, if you don't have to deal with the past - Celine

Life's hard. It's supposed to be. If we didn't suffer, we'd never learn anything.
- Jesse

Celine:I guess when you're young, you just believe there'll be many people with whom you'll connect with. Later in life, you realize it only happens a few times.
Jesse: And you can screw it up, you know, misconnect.

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Caught Must love dogs today.3 and half out of 5 stars for me.
Great combi and really witty dialogs.Diane Lane from Under a Tuscan Sky and John Cusack from Serendipity...i think yvonne and me are both smitten with cusack character jake.
will post some quotes from the movie when i have more time.i suggest u guys go catch it ay.

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Attended my first lesson on Electronic Media yesterday.
My class is huge.A class of 60 students, with equal ratio of guys and girls *grins*. Felt abit odd though, cuz it seems like half the students there knew each other.My lecturer Mr KL is so cool...being a cameraman half his life,from shooting prime time news to war scene from vietnam and doing documentary of deforestation in asia,im looking forward to those little stories in between teachings.He also used to be a stringer for CBS and went India to study films and movies, according to him, i found out that india in fact has the second biggest film industry in the world other than hollywood and its much cheaper to study there than in Poland::lol dont ask me why::

Got to know there will be ALOT, i meant super alot of writings for this course.I cant even do a good job with my blog, nevertheless reports!

Overslept this morning and only got into office at 12pm when im supposed to be on my desk by 10.45am! i dont know, i think i've slacken in my job, i want to think it's just a phase...shit.i wake up every morning trying to find tint of sickness in me so i can go back to sleep.

Went down phuture after work to find kj and gang, met up with an old fren,lol, although it ended on quite a bad note, i still enjoy hanging out with the old gang, if fren you're reading this....all the best in sept! we will miss you.

Some really interesting question i had during the lesson

1. 1.5 billion villages in the world have no access at all to phones T/F

2. By age 18, the average Singaporean will have viewed about 100,000 commercials T/F

3. Singapore's ranks first in Asia in literacy rates T/F

4. There are 4000 titles of magazines circulating in Sinagpore T/F

5. Cats are more likely to watch television than dogs T/F

6. Larry Kin of CNN's "Larry King Live" earns US$4.5 million a year whereas the COO of OCBC of Singapore earns $4.5 million last year T/F


Ans:
1. True.Places like Africa are still very backward.The reason why most Afrians are good marathon runners

2. False.Singaporean are exposed to 3000 adverts per day, so you do a math

3. False.The first is Japan.Singapore comes second

4. False.The exact number is 4121

5.False.Research has shown that when they put a cat and a dog in front of the tv, the dog actually watch more tv then the feline.And is shown to be drawn to commercials and action-packed movies.lol

6.Larry King, who actually worked 1 hr q day earns more than the COO of OCBC who worked his ass off for the bank

::Interesting huh::

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Awww i need more rest...

Was supposed to have my off day on sat, but went back to office anyway to rush my work.I wanted to be really selfish and just leave them to the others, trust me after hearing the revision of your pay package ending up like mine, you wont feel like giving in your 101% anymore.

Im really disappointed, im upset abt my pay but mainly im disappointed how insincere the managment is on me and my other two collegues.I dont want to go into that, but im actually searching my folders for my old resume.

Went to meet kj for dinner and movies after work, catched Wedding Crasher the longest comedy movie i ever sat thru.2 out of 5 stars.
Met up with greg and gang, went for a 'sole' reason lol but ended up in Dblo...which as expected, is spinning retro.I never like retro.

My supervisor is having some rough time...i wish i can help, i felt bad at my initial thots of leaving, but its really two different thing.

Sunday! went haircut with my mum and yay! she paid for all expenses today, lol i even got free top up of my ezlink card.how filial ah pam!
Went to mango to exchange a top i bought from there yest, lol kj said i have a issue with mango, they always get the wrong size for me, and me entrusting their customer svc always purchase without checking.Lesson learnt, always check yer mango when making payment.

1st Oct is a special special day.I've added two in my wishlist.lol.

Patrick Cox Wallet.Saw in HK but didnt get it back then, back in sg i cant stop thinking of it....anyone who sees this being sold in sg pls call me asasp.




Pearl White Birkenstocks


kj i hope im not stressing you..hahahahaha

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Went rouge and liquid yesterday.I never felt so 'clean' before on a clubbing night,
we stayed in rouge for less than an hr and got out to tcc for some munchies, drop by liquid only at 2.30, half an hr before closing, the cabbie who dropped us off actually asked "Sure you girls dont want to go home?" lol

somtimes you cant just make it on your own, i like the feeling of not having to say anything to someone, yet by the end of the day find myself feeling less lonely than i was before i step out of my house.my beastie is one of those few ppl who can make me feel this way, in fact i've got so much in my mind yesterday, but enjoying the company, i feel i can let the thoughts out later...

I still laughed at the part when the radio was playing the nsync and selina song in the cab, our so call 'love song' during sec sch, how cheesy lol....

Went down to meet pepper earlier, taurus's new puppy, she's absoutely adorable, looking just like a soft toy off the shelves, however she's quite camera shy, will post up her pics soon when she start posing.

Heard this song in cab while im on my way to town yesterday, maybe it doesnt seems this way to others but this song is full of black humour to me.i like it.

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,

But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

You're Beautiful - James Blunt

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Im not exactly in my best mood today.
First it's the amt of emails and cases after 2 days being away from office, second i forgot to bring my mobile out when i needed it the most, i've got to call up my sch for not sending me the proper schedule and ntuc for not giving me my freaking card!

Lastly, i find this really 'bittersweet' being asked by my cousin-in-law, i gotta help him fren get a 512MB mmc card at hello shop as i got mine at a discount rate due to help from my supervisor, to cut everything short, i didnt manage to get the discount, but i didnt tell his friend i got it at the normal rate, so i actually took out 20 bucks from my own pocket to top up his.

I wanted to help but always end up short-changing myself, dont understand why im doing this

I just feel so loserfied.

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Im on mc today

Met up with yvonne and she acompanied me to the doc.Aww...she's going HK this weekend...i wanna goooo... : (

Was asking yvonne whether she has any regrets she carried with her from the past.
She answered 'this is stupid, who doesnt' lol! okay i admit my question is kidda 'off'
At times i wish i was given another chance to the one i've missed previously, now that it has arrived, at 4am in a monday morning, with the stored name blinking furiously on my nokia phone, i kind of wish it didnt...
to sum it up...
my head cant go futher than my heart will go.

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