I wanna thank the bestfriend for clearing my doubts today without him even knowing it, lol. Thanks for your unrehearsed answers, now that i know it's just wistful thinking on my end, i felt so silly to even entertain such thoughts.Aiyo i should have done this much earlier man.
Although im feeling kidda melancholy, but at least my head is cleared, and its really important for someone like me who cant take any kind of uncertainly and mind games.
So goodbye lovelorn place....hello pamsy.




pa la pa pa paaaaaaaa...i'm loving it!

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Scotch whiskey mixed well with movies.Wish we can do this often.

Shall we just forget about the harsh reality and indulge ourselves in our own beliefs?
Shall i just go ahead with that little voice in my head and the increased heartbeat whenever you're near?

okay im tipsy.


I shall just let it go.

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If only i can spend all my sundays like yesterday....a nice swim with my bestie, lazing at the pool side with streams of sun rays hitting on us once awhile, and the endless conversation that would not caused any awkard slience even if it stops.And lastly an ice cool strawberry and peach ice tea at the end of the day. Simplyyyyyy niceeeeee..ahhhh lol. of course the picture will be perfect if it's without this sickening couple who's in the pool as well! i feel like shouting at them to get a room! and keep your tadpoles inside your body boy! I even have a picture to prove.



talking about couples, a collegue of mine mentioned this interesting fact.Have you ever walk down orchard and notice this common sight....really pretty girls with so-so looking guys? and you're thinking what she sees in him? guys being ego will naturally think...ahh the guy must be rich, but is that the truth?

Or maybe women sees something more in a person than men? Perhaps they appreciate the inner beauty in them? Im not trying to be critical here, but dont you think men are more superficial? They always claims that they are waiting for their dream girl but she only turns our to be another poster girl. I can even see a chain reaction in this.
Guys tends to go for the all-time favourites girls, and these girls blessed with the looks are naturally given much more choices in life, its not their fault at all though, i bet if anyone were given more choices in life they will go for them too.Its just when they decided to leave their bfs, they got label as gold-diggers, materistic biatch which is not totally true, the truth is, the guys should be the one making sure they made the right choice in the first place, and not label every woman with boobs as gold diggers after she leaves you, if you think you wouldnt be able to take the price that comes with the pretty package then choose a more humble one.

Anyway...im still feeling good about yesterday.KJ all i can say is although you're high maintenance as a gf,but you're a fuss-free friend! lol.anyway you've said i wanna say in ur blog so well...drinking sessions this week?

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I know im so not original on my entry titles, always using song's or movies titles.LOL
well..it's indeed a very long engagement for me.im practically enagaged to my work.
I've been working 6 days straight for the past two weeks and being a highly stressed woman who has too much stressed hormones to release, i did what most woman would do.I decided to shop.With two hours before the shops are close, i bought 3 bras, two Gs, three tops, a pair of earrings, all at the premises of level 1 great world city, no half of that.
Say it guys.Im good.LOL

since i've spent more time in my office than sleeping on my bed, i thought maybe i'll share with you guys how the front line looks, without the barbwires and all.



Im meeting KJ tml! Geez i dont wanna start it here cuz i know she'll be reading, i'll update you everything live tml girl.

'Someone' said im a mazada 6(looks left), though not his dream car, but i hope its at least someone's dream car out there lol

well...better than a nissan sunny hehehe : )

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I dont think i've ever been so deprive of sleep in my entire life...
im to tired.




Went dinner with my collegues yesterday. Sorry girls if i cant turn up early for yu qi farwell dinner, im goona miss you 'ue'.

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I just got my Canon Ixus30, i got a pair of nike, and i spent 100 bucks ovenight to drown those voices inside me.No its not the movie White Noise.I cant wait to get back to work so i wont have to face everything or anything.

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So yeah, todays valentine's day, but it seems more like a monday to me then valentine's. Oh well, i thot i'll probably just end up rushing home at the end of the day to play with my dog, catch desprate housewife on tv and doze to sleep while waiting for my hair to dry.
But GUESS WAT! I came home with a red tulip which looks almost like a rose, and had a candlelight dinner in a nice resturant with a pianist playing the piano behind me. It sounds almost romantic EXCEPT im with 'grace' and 'daisy'!! hahaha
Thank you guys!! well btw grace and daisy happens to be my collegues who happens to be guys, and fortunately happens to be really funny or at times idiotic(in fact most of the times).But nevertheless Happy Valentine's Day to you guys! Hopefully it wont be the 3 of us next year again ::you get what i mean::





*Btw the flowers were given by the resturants.lol*

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If tv causes brain cancer i would have been buried by now.

Was watching Mighty Morphin Power Rangers movie this afternoon on tv and im actually enjoying it.Im totally amazed when the rangers turns into those lego blocks and morph into a big transformer.cool...

Went for a swim and got back to watch Keeping the Faith on tv again.lol

Well....as the movie was about this rabbi and priest, it kidda makes me wonder, do you believe that god exist? I've alot of questions popping up in my mind at the end of the movie.They always say god have the answer, but does he really have them?

Im not a religious person, to tell you the truth i've never really speak to god.Im not trying to insult any religion here,i just feel that at the end of the day, im the one putting food into my mouth, im the one making choices, im the one i have to believe in, call me pathetic but i still have doubts whether god actually exist?

At times i think i believe in aliens more than i do in god.Its not just me, taurus have the same thoughts as well.She came up with this theory.
Have you ever wonder, maybe we're created by aliens instead of god? if god was the one who created us, does he have to be so scientific? did he take bio? if not why did he created all those organs? He can just jolly create a body with a soul instead of going thru all the fuss of creatin a heart to pump our blood.Did it ever occur to you that maybe everything is just like a game, we're like the the real-life versions of The Sims.The aliens started with a simple version, but went on to develop one with different languages which explains the different races, they created a few really smart humans like einsten to gives us some help, and it comes to a point that the game has become complex which leads to the world we're living now.Or maybe think it this way,we're all planted on this earth as a character in a game for them? for them to observe? or as a study material for them.I won't be surprise if one day they got bored and decided to destroy everything.

Im not trying to be ridiculous here,there might be a possibilty for what i've said to be true.Maybe some will say i need to find my faith, in god?

I dont know so far im the only one who's been helping myself, i think it's more important for one to believe in themselves more than anything else.The result of believing too much in god might be disasterous after seeing the iraq war.

Yknow of those miracle service that are held in christians churchs? Where a handicap can just walk after all the prayers to god? If god were to made him handicap, why does it have to change his mind later? Why does it have to be so indecisive?


Did i ever say i love ben stiller? cuz i really does!!!! I think im the only woman who actually sees ben stiller as my dream guy.I think It's Something About Mary that does it for me, i like guys who seems uncomfortable with themselves,kidda goofy and geeky but yet very honest and sincere about their feelings.*smiles*

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