Went shopping with mom at noon, she saw my swollen eyes lol but didnt probe.
ahh i love my mom..she's like..a desert rose.i smell her in my clothes *its embrassing but she still do my laudry*, i sense her presence in the morning when she draw the curtains of my windows, i laugh at her auntie jokes, i snap back at her when im feel like being an asshole, i made her listen to my whines and complaints from work, i borrow money from her to club,i listens to her complaints abt pa, and partner up with her to drive my physco neighbour crazy.
Although cant bring myself to tell her the shitified stuffs in my life *sure kena fuck by her* lol but being the one who brought me out to the world..she sense something amiss by just seeing me lounge restlessly ard the hse..hehe but mums always have their way, she'll whip up a mean dinner..and i'll finish everything feeling much better, fatter too.ppl do retail therapy i do food therapy.

::My small conquest this afternoon.sponsered by mom!::


bata shoes.topshop selling something similar at 69.90 i got them at 39.90


hair dye..my black hair fading.

::Mum::

she's in her late 40s mind you..lol

::Me and Mum::

eh see where i got my oily nose frm hah


Tml i dun hav sch nor work! yey! was damn happy...
but i dun seems to have anyone to go out with::dreads::

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Im working like an indian cow, kejin is working like a china worker, and ruiyi is working like a north korea communist.
argh..perhaps work is the only remedy for us now..or is it making us lonelier....

There is no greater sorrow than to recall in misery the time when we were happy.
-Dante

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Just woke up from a long sleep..it's like the second time this week i have more than 5 hours of sleep.shiok.
rushing for work now.updated later

::Updated::

Watched some movies this weekend.
Nothing beats lounging at home on a weekend with a great movie (except clubbing in a club full of edision chen lookalikes)

À la folie... pas du tout

I watched for one reason.Audrey Tautou.Its a french movie and like what they always do best, the movie is with a twist.I love the setting of the movie, beautiful flowers, french houses, art pieces, audrey's clothing...this is a thriller minus the scares, tension, or violence.Audrey tautou plays a psycho whos in love with this doctor, but you won't realize it until the second part of the movie, when it is reversed into the doctor's view point....

My Girl

A thai movie, i love thai movies,they are especially heart-warming, maybe it's their cultural.Must watch.

The Prince And Me

ermm..i was bored to death so..well it's not that bad, i got to tour denmark for free

Shrek 2

i can watch it again, and again, and again, and im still laughing.heh!

Love foreign movies, unlike english movies got a much better and stronger plot.Most american movies consist of blockbluster with super dumb plot, alot of muscles, blood, guts, boobs and sex.one very good example. James Bond.
Bond fav tag line: "Bond, james bond." wtf.James Bond is supposed to save the world rite? But how come he's running down buildings with tanks just to save one stupid dumb blonde!
I think these movies are cater to the male species who compared to female are more visual creatures.Like what yvonne told me that day, they love to see the explosion, cars, people getting blasted,limbs flying around,leathers,flying agents, they think it's more worth it lol.
okay not all blockbluster are dump though.Period war movied are good. Lord Of the Rings, Troy and stuffs are my fav.

So these are some reviews from a movie junkie.

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Yesterday kj was telling me how small the blog world is.If someone is free enough to blog surf the whole afternoon away, it's not really hard to find a blog he wants. (im really curious hw kj's ex so-call fren came upoon mine)
Then it hits me, the him i've been mentioning abt throughout my blog might stumble upoon this too.I don't like to mentioned names in my blog, esp of someone i've supposingly express so much angst for,its not like i've got anything to hide though, but i figured if he really did happen to read this, he'll be really pissed..

So this is directed to him, and in case you didnt realize im talking abt you.
You're the mr anonymous him who's been making appearance in my entires and you also happens to be the one whos making me the way i am now.miserable.i hate it.my friends hates it too.

You're the first guy who tells me you know how to love someone
You're the one who gave me the most promises but fulfilled none
You're the one who made me live thru all your lies and you're not even sorry about it
You're the one bf i had who cant even remember my surname
You're the one who ask me to have faith in you
You're the only guy who can make me cry like there's no tml
You're the fucker who make me wait 3 hours for you to turn up the day after our first breakup
You're the one who made me waited 45mins for you in courts while you check the hifi and me standing around like an idiot
You're the one who keep saying you'll change but you never, not even a tiny bit for me
You're the first guy i brought home to my folks cuz im so proud of you
You're that spastic does the cute imaginary drum-moves whenever u hear a rock song
You're the only person i know who eats instant noodles like you pop mentos
You're that stubborn cow who keep fagging despite my constant nagging
You're that fussy king who fuss about the food you eat
You're that crazy bf who smokes because you wanna die young
You're that idiot who brings your phone with you into the loo to talk to me
You're that stupid boy who keep trying to make me believe you're a man
You're the bf i had who never bring me to the movies, not even once
You're the one im willing to sacrifice shopping with so we can go out together
You're the one whom i pass my month's ezlink money to so you can take cab home
with your friends
You're the one with a 3 min passion with whatever you does
You're the one i plan to stick thru thick and thin with
You're the one i want to be there for when you fall after ur '3min long passion'
You're the one who keep saying you need freedom when i've already given you plenty
You're the bf who thinks it's okay to recieve gifts from female friends
You're the one who ask me to give you my trust after knowing i've been hurt by marcus
You're the one who ask me to wait for you
You're the one i cant let go no matter how hard i tried
You're the one who made me go through hell and i still want to stay with you
You're the one i hate
You're the first person i fucking feel like killing, its like the way u want to kill dorothy
You're the one i fucking love despite everything

Maybe by the time you read this we'll be going seprate ways already.
Im not afraid to let everyone know the fact that i fucking love you at this very moment, and if you ever want me back i will go back to you, but you know u cant, cuz you will never be willing to change for me.fuck it.
Im not gonna be so fake and noble and say as long as you're happy i will be happy too.bullshit
I'll tell you when i'll be happy....
I'll be happy if one day you come up to me and tell me you found someone who loves you more than i do.
I'll be happy if one day i can go up to you and tell you 'i've finally find someone who deserve my love"

I'm moving on.Goodbye natt

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Haven blog for sometime, cuz if i do it'll turn into a hate mail of him, then i'll be drown in my own angst,followed i'll start to have thoughts of commiting manslaughter.
and this following will be the evidence if i ever did.So i'll stop here before im one step nearer behind bars

I talked to a friend today and he just breathlessly, effortlessly answered questions that i've been pondering half my life-time.Then again he gave me his answer.I'm still searching for mine.

::So what's the definition of 'complete'?::

::My view::
'hmm being at somewhere you belong to' *im sound so shallow rite*

::His view::
'actually i feel all this 'complete' talk is just an excuse for insecurity. pardon my ignorance should I say so
why do you need someone/thing to make you 'complete'? if without so are you any less human or loved? these are the people that fall the hardest'

*dumbfounded*

there's more

'complete is a term used by teenagers as a result of watching too, many, love shows and reading too, many, love stories. in such, they are influenced that finding the One Soulmate that will Complete them is all that they live for, all that they'd die for. but what they don't understand is fiction is hardly ever real life.
in retrospect, people who hear of this definition might oppose and label believers of this theory as 'unromantic', but then again, romance can only be in-born. if someone isn't romantic by his own nature, is it possible for him to pick up a Romance 101 handbook and learn all there is to learn about ROMANCE? would it still be the same? then again, another teenage love-love belief and influence'

*Bravo*

too profound?

::Quote of the Day::
if in ur relationship with ur bf
u must tell ur bf everything
including how to treat u
might as well u go steady with a mirror?

guess it's enough for the day...im so intellectually satisfied for the day.

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i wish to have someone i can talk to at the end of the day
i wish to have someone to go movies with
i wish to have someone share my popcorns
i wish to have someone wake me up every morning so i won't overslept
i wish to have someone pick me up after work and share my bus-rides
i wish to be kanchiong (worried in hokkien) for someone
i wish to be able to dress up for someone
i wish to have someone i wanna see the first thing i open my eyes
i wish to have someone i think about the last thing i fall alseep
i wish to have someone tell me how i sucks at times
i wish to have someone make me mad
i wish to have someone i'll forgive at the end of the day
i wish to have someone telling me everything's gonna be alright
i wish to have someone chase that emptiness away
i wish to hear that 3 letter words from someone on my 20th bday
i wish to feel complete
i wish to last till my bday

::Supper at rivervalley, after KTV::

Yvonne and me, eating wanton noodles beside the rd side/My sis, acting cute


Photo taken my me..


The bestphoto of the nite, Wanton Mee! another pic taken by me

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I woke this morning trying to recall what happened the past 12 hours.
My whole body was freaking aching like hell...and i sound like Cher.
In hope to find the source of all these symptoms, i went to read Kj's blog.

So i've been clubbing.

Yeah blame it on the stupid 'Hot and Sticky' who would ever thought that half a glass of that thing can make me act like angelina jolie from Girl Interuppted.And the more i try to recall what happened the more i believe i should kill myself.
::Image = Zero:: just overnight.
The only comfort i got from it is...hey finally i got to excersie!lol
I just hope that javier, lexter and his fren with the not-so-nice-looking cap will still wanna club with me.And if i embrassed any of you guys yesterday night im sorry! hahaha at least i made u laugh *bleahz*

Does anyone know what's star-crossed lovers?
I get emotional easily these days,i can even weep when watching a tv mobile movie trailer,so seeing real life love drama can just reduce me to tears.LOL Being able to witness a star-crossed lovers finally getting back together, is just like icing on the cake,maybe i've been watching too much Amelie when im free, i indulge in my own happiness by seeing others joy::its always easier to slove others prob then ur own::its probably because my own life is quite a mundane one too.

No matter what happens...just do what u feel you should do, for youself.

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Went to kj hse to slack after class, and risked my life to try her instant noodles.lol
Im still alive but she scalded her finger (told you to let me cook!).As usual we bitch abt 'cows' and 'sheeps',it's simply fustrasting how some cows prefers to graze at their own pastures and make you walk all the way there to milk them,these cows shld be turn into beef.We also thought about holding hands and kill ourselves together, making the killing an epic - The Bestfriends ..okay im sane.

p/s : wont tell anyone abt ur bengish-looking pc with wheels! LOL

And YES...*music* I Love you!

Pics from Wala


UE got the best complexion and she's not wearing any makeup

Ue left last sunday....we'll miss you UE!

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