I should be sleeping now.I'll love to sleep now.
I'm copying the animes my collegue has passed to my last week.3 more disc to go.
I wish there's 25 hours instead of 24.I could really put that into good use.I find it really hard to squeeze family, work, friends and myself all into this one thing called life we're not even talking abt love here.
I've seen others who has done it succesfully::wow nice balancing skills there::
but i cant, and i hate it.
maybe people dont understand the need to have time for yourself, im talking abt time where you dont have to be out there socializing or among others.
im weird.i just need time to be alone.
okay i'll put it in a simpler format.

the perfect combi for a weekday
work + dinner at home + tv + walk my dog + msn + enough sleep = perfecto

weekend:
sleep + sleep + dinner with friends + movies* + coffee + dvds

* can be subsitute with clubbing or shopping

for last week :

work + out + home after 10pm + no msn + no walks + little tv + not enough sleep

its been like this the whole week and im screaming for some rest during the weekend, so the weekend combi is fucked cuz i wanna stay in as much as possible, and due to the change of coordination on my weekend plan, i know i disappoint some friends.

i just detest this.

1 more disc to go.nevertheless.its 2am and i'm not gonna get enough sleep again.
fuck.

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this week has been really exhausting for me.i miss spending time at home with my colour tv and milo.mother's day this year will be indoor, in the premise of our home.
Caught Sommersturm in cine just now, i know of peeps who will get extremely annoyed if they dont get a nice dinner, new outfit, hit the club or spend enough time with their lover during a weekend.I get superbly annoyed if i dont catch a nice flick during a weekend.Im glad this week i dont have to feel this way at all.Sommersturm is nice *smiles*

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Last week was good.

- ktv with the girls, got to know kj was a closet cyndi fan right! lol
- zara on thur
- duck rice at bugis on fri
- daniel wu movie on sat.awww
- bbq and movie marathon over at taurus
- mon was gone in the comfort of taurus's kig size bed

sold my phone today. $$ching ching$$ thanks jx if you're reading this : )

brought a whole bag of vcds back from taurus's place, her mother-in-law owns a library of dvds and vcds...i see the word paradise..and me diving among the sea of dvds....

hah!

had a great dream that night.*sigh*

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Too broke to get a present.Dedicate this entry for you instead.lol!

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One lesson i learnt from yesterday clubbing session.

Before you start the booze, refrain from laughing at the other drunkards.
From giving the unbelievable stares at the two guys outside zouk, to gaming them for a cock-eye session in liquid room, and followed by the canto-pop session outside gallery hotel.I have absoutely no comments at my own behaviour...like what greg always like to do in Dr Evil style.*zip!*

Was reading the chinese newspaper to catch up for last week news:: actually its the gossip column that caught my eye:: the thing abt chinese newspaper is they seems to have more local domestic crime cases compared to the english papers which focus on world news.And it's depressing reading these chinese newspapers.I find myself at times sympathizing the husband who have to resort to killing his wife? i shld be the next pope.lol.laterz.

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Your dating personality profile: Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate. Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love. Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited.

Your date match profile: Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living. Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things. Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw him out of his shell and get to know what he is all about.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Liberal 2. Big-Hearted 3. Sensual 4. Adventurous 5. Intellectual 6. Romantic 7. Stylish 8. Practical 9. Outgoing 10. Wealthy/Ambitious

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Practical 2. Adventurous 3. Shy 4. Intellectual 5. Big-Hearted 6. Conservative 7. Wealthy/Ambitious 8. Romantic 9. Traditional 10. Funny

Take the Online Dating Personality Quiz at Dating Diversions

I usually do quiz like these discreetly.oh well....lol.going liquid room to see an old fren.hope it's fun.laterz

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Things that pisses me off big-time these days

- Insensitive pricks who vent their anger at their workplace
- People who gets the same pay as you but expect you to take in their shit! wtf.
- Insenstive pricks who cant even talk nicely to someone who's in the same line as you for 20 years!
- Friends who never ask the basic how are you
- People who assume ::trust me, you're not that smart::
- Paying $8.50 for a B-grade movie like "The man thing" on a weekend
- Anyone who takes anyone for granted
- Those who gave the cleaning aunties a dirty look when they are clearing away your dirty plates and leftovers :: they only get 10 cents from what u paid for ur dinner to clean ur shit so kindly pay some respect!::
- Not getting enough sleep on a daily basis
- Mind games.Played by all age and gender.
- Bitches.period.
- Those who force you to tell them your dreams or thoughts only to laugh at you after hearing them
- Irresponsibility display by a 25 year old
- Not spending enough time with my family
- Seeing my dog itch :: i knew someone must have forgetten to give him his correct dosage of medication for the day!!!!!::
- Looking at the mirror every morning and knowing im not happier than i was the day before.

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*Pam is back from her vacation in mars*
The thing abt me is, i usually leave blogging to the last part of the day.I'll log on, check mails, thrash i mean, chat, surf, and read everyone elses blog, check out whats the current civilization up to.So by the time i start to click 'new entry' on my own blog, i'll be either too god damn tired to blog, or just find my own blog so god damn lame! so most of the time i'll end up shutting down my com and go off to sleep....which in fact is wat im planning to do now....

Work is getting better...i've been out of the office on time to see the sunset.Hope this continues...

Been noticing this old man for the past 1 week, well if you happens to take the train every morning at Tiong Bahru MRT station, you'll see this old man, selling tissue, in his wheel chair.I've been wanting to buy tissue from him but... im really ashamed to say this....i feel embarassed to be seen buying them.*you ought to be shot pam!*

The first time i attempted to go near him, i realized i dont have my wallet in hand, not wanting to stop in the middle on the busy mrt entrance and have everyone going down the escalator staring at me fumble my handbag, i just 'zoom' past him like everyone else, for the next few days, im either late for work, or am caught trying to search for my ezlink card,i just walk past him like everyone else.There's this once i nearly went up to him only to find myself with a $50 note! *try harder pam* Anyway i know its not an excuse.So this monday,wallet in my hand, coins on standby, i walk towards his usual spot only to find it empty.Sames goes with tuesday and wednesday, if i can i will give myself a punch in my face at that point of time.
Anyway my dad drop me off at the station as usual today, its didnt take me long to see the familiar shiny wheel when i turn the corner.Walking towards him, I grab my wallet, took out the only $2 note i have, drop him the $2 note and took my 3 packets of tissue and was ready to disappear asap towards the escalator when i heard him said in chinese " xie xie ni xiao jie"

I swear these 5 words will makes my day for today, tml, fri and days to come.I promised i'll try to take a look at his face tml.Sometimes the happiest moments in ones life can be spurred from the most simple gestures like this.


"The loneliest people, are the ones who spoke the truth, the ones that makes a difference withstanding indifference"

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