I dont think i've ever been so deprive of sleep in my entire life...
im to tired.




Went dinner with my collegues yesterday. Sorry girls if i cant turn up early for yu qi farwell dinner, im goona miss you 'ue'.

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I just got my Canon Ixus30, i got a pair of nike, and i spent 100 bucks ovenight to drown those voices inside me.No its not the movie White Noise.I cant wait to get back to work so i wont have to face everything or anything.

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So yeah, todays valentine's day, but it seems more like a monday to me then valentine's. Oh well, i thot i'll probably just end up rushing home at the end of the day to play with my dog, catch desprate housewife on tv and doze to sleep while waiting for my hair to dry.
But GUESS WAT! I came home with a red tulip which looks almost like a rose, and had a candlelight dinner in a nice resturant with a pianist playing the piano behind me. It sounds almost romantic EXCEPT im with 'grace' and 'daisy'!! hahaha
Thank you guys!! well btw grace and daisy happens to be my collegues who happens to be guys, and fortunately happens to be really funny or at times idiotic(in fact most of the times).But nevertheless Happy Valentine's Day to you guys! Hopefully it wont be the 3 of us next year again ::you get what i mean::





*Btw the flowers were given by the resturants.lol*

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If tv causes brain cancer i would have been buried by now.

Was watching Mighty Morphin Power Rangers movie this afternoon on tv and im actually enjoying it.Im totally amazed when the rangers turns into those lego blocks and morph into a big transformer.cool...

Went for a swim and got back to watch Keeping the Faith on tv again.lol

Well....as the movie was about this rabbi and priest, it kidda makes me wonder, do you believe that god exist? I've alot of questions popping up in my mind at the end of the movie.They always say god have the answer, but does he really have them?

Im not a religious person, to tell you the truth i've never really speak to god.Im not trying to insult any religion here,i just feel that at the end of the day, im the one putting food into my mouth, im the one making choices, im the one i have to believe in, call me pathetic but i still have doubts whether god actually exist?

At times i think i believe in aliens more than i do in god.Its not just me, taurus have the same thoughts as well.She came up with this theory.
Have you ever wonder, maybe we're created by aliens instead of god? if god was the one who created us, does he have to be so scientific? did he take bio? if not why did he created all those organs? He can just jolly create a body with a soul instead of going thru all the fuss of creatin a heart to pump our blood.Did it ever occur to you that maybe everything is just like a game, we're like the the real-life versions of The Sims.The aliens started with a simple version, but went on to develop one with different languages which explains the different races, they created a few really smart humans like einsten to gives us some help, and it comes to a point that the game has become complex which leads to the world we're living now.Or maybe think it this way,we're all planted on this earth as a character in a game for them? for them to observe? or as a study material for them.I won't be surprise if one day they got bored and decided to destroy everything.

Im not trying to be ridiculous here,there might be a possibilty for what i've said to be true.Maybe some will say i need to find my faith, in god?

I dont know so far im the only one who's been helping myself, i think it's more important for one to believe in themselves more than anything else.The result of believing too much in god might be disasterous after seeing the iraq war.

Yknow of those miracle service that are held in christians churchs? Where a handicap can just walk after all the prayers to god? If god were to made him handicap, why does it have to change his mind later? Why does it have to be so indecisive?


Did i ever say i love ben stiller? cuz i really does!!!! I think im the only woman who actually sees ben stiller as my dream guy.I think It's Something About Mary that does it for me, i like guys who seems uncomfortable with themselves,kidda goofy and geeky but yet very honest and sincere about their feelings.*smiles*

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Decided to revamp my blog to catch up with others.It seems everyone has a new blog layout.Btw im still not done yet, cant seems to get the colours right, any feedback?

The fact that i like pictures of subways and tunnels is because they depict loneliness in citylife.I dont know about others,maybe after watching this movie "Next stop, Wonderland" you'll understand what im trying to explain here.

Yes, I did manage to achieve half of my CYN goals.i've been on a tv marathon for the past two days, ate the most rice on an entire month, and got to not only blog but change the layout of it, one thing though, i didnt get to catch enough sleep.
CYN was fun this year,i even get to train my stomach and thigh muscles in joseph car in order to fill 4 adults at the back seats lol.

Its 5.26am now, despite feeling extremely emo, i know its time to sleep before my air-con was being switched off. *go figure* haha

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Happy chinese new year guys!!!

The only thing i look forward to this year's CYN is the public holidays!!!! haha yes i figured ph has a higher piority than angbaos ever since i started working.

I somehow wish to apologize for the unanswered calls and msn during the past one week.Im working against time to clear all my stuffs before the new year.I hardly have time to do my own shopping.So sorry guys : ( *bow* you know who you are ay

My bestfriend's blog is back! its awsome.Nik's blog is glam too *wink* it's like a
3-in-1 entertainment, fashion and music online magazine all combined, it gives you the insight of sg's latest happening and also includes lotsa soulful writings to smooth your night! And guess wat, there's no subscription fee!! hahahahha

Alright guys.My sister is nagging me, im off to some cousin's place to chill my new year's eve away.*i dont gamble*

Plans for the next 2 day
+ sleep
+ eat
+ tv
+ blog
+ sleep
+ its sleeping again

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Screen shots from Bad Education
best movie i've watched so far in 2005


Hunk of the month
Gael Gracia Bernal



Happy Birthday 21th Yuqi!!! Hope you like ur Guess bag.

Been freelancing as a image consultant for my cousins, and my younger cousin is my best customer, i bet he'll kill all the aunties on his visits in CYN. heh! however the consultant herself looks like fatima.I think im gonna just drop by the neighbourhood shopping malls to grab a few tops for myself.

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*Abstract from joschatz.tk forum*

The hamster has been adopted!
I've just hand the hamster to his new owner who turns out to be a really kind lady,vanessa, an animal lover, she has 9 hamsters, one rabbit and a dog , been having hamsters for the past 4 years. She's from the doggie forum where my fren helped me post that message. Thanks alot girl! She will be posting the hamster pics to me soon : D
I'm damn happy can! I was just telling geri yesterday that i'll kill myself if the hamster dies hahah.
I just wish to prove one thing, a little effort goes a long way,the hamster might have just been left there along the corridor to live by himself, but with a little help from everyone you can change his life.
Im not making a hoohaa out of a stupid hamster, now you might be just saving a hamster, who knows you might be savign someone's life next time.

Once again, thanks everyone for your help and concern. : )

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