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PIC OF THE MOMENT


My sexy friends on a luxe night
from left: Jess, Jason & Mel

THE REALITY BEHIND THE DREAM


murasaki*dream
Age. 40
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. chinese
Location perth, Australia
School. Other
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YOUR OPINION
LYRICS OF THE MOMENT
Faye Wong

Eyes on Me


I never sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
I never said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You`d always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you`re holding back
Or pain if that`s what it is
How can I let you know
I`m more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you`re not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
CHATTERBOX
CHILLIN'
Faye Wong -Eyes on me
(Classic!)






Break week Party!!!
Friday. 8.27.04 5:18 pm


I'm feeling not so well....not that I have the flu (like most ppl are catching in Perth now...errr I don't wanna "speak to soon") but I'm feeling awfully light headed. I just came back from a 5 hr shift at the busiest supermarket in town. I'm feeling "smiled out" :/ hahaha...talked out and just generally sick of ppl asking for more plastic bags. Oh yeh what else is new?

Nah...I think it is cuz I started on those diet pills my friend asked me to take. Ok...I'm not usually a loser and overly obsess about my weight. But I am sick and tired that I do so much exercise like daily walks and runs and still I'm gaining kgs!! It is a girl's dilemma and many will not understand but will think my case is pathetic and sad. Yea? I'm usually a herbalist eater but now I'm trying out meds. Don't worry it's only a 3 day trial. I'm hoping to see some results, but I am remaining sceptikal for my own good.

Maybe that is why the sudden tiredness and light headedness...I just hope I will be up and going for next week which is "UNI BREAK WEEK"!!!! Look forward to catching up with friends and at the same time catching up with work. But then the "latter" plan never seems to go tooooooo well. Hmmmmm....

I stopped going to Chinese school :( I know sad, cuz well I just don't feel I can do so many things at once. Work, uni, social life, family life and time to my boo and time to myself. It's just all too hard ey... I will prob take it up next time in future. Definitely b4 I go to China ;)

Last night I went to the LUXE bar with my girls Tiff and Yo, Mika-san (Tiff's homestay) came along..luckily cuz she accompanied me to stay sober :) It was quiet there but it was good, cuz cheap $11 cocktails and onflowing conversation made for a "great night out". Too bad couldn't stay out too late cuz of work next morning.... They have like the nicest bar tenders there, the most comfy couches and perfect chill out tunes...no need for dancing! Hehehe...I couldn't I had a sore ankle. I was just relaxing...sooo gooooooooooooooood!

Tonight I am looking forward to meeting up with Gail since she just got back today and Fernando...gotsta pik him up after work. :) It will prob be another good night of friends and fun ^_^ Yay! Hope youse all have a FABULOUS WEEKEND! The FULL MOON is out too!!! Unpredictable ppl.....so unpredictable....Take care *hugs*

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It's been a while
Tuesday. 8.24.04 8:34 am


Your Icecream Flavour is...
Cookies 'n Cream!
Smooth and creamy with a few rough bits mixed in, you are a real treat! You are probably very popular amongst your friends. Remember too much of a good thing is not always good! Don't lay it on too thick!
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UUnforgettable
RRespectable
AAstonishing
SScary
AAstonishing
KKeen
IInnocent
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RRefreshing
EExquisite
AArty
MMisunderstood

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My right ear is RED!
Sunday. 8.22.04 10:13 PM
mood: paranoid...

For some reason all of a sudden my right ear turned bright red and it is itchy and hot! I dunno...why it happened becuz it hasn't been like this for a while. Plus it is bloody freezing in my house but I am without my jumper! ??? I heard that if your ear turns hot all of a sudden it means that someone is talking about you. I'm getting all paranoid now...hmmm...who is talking behind my back...and about what??? I am like the least person to be talked about I hope...

My friend invited me to go to the MSU ball with her and her friends...I dunno whether I should. I mean I only know Jeanne through Tiff and well...as much as I would luv to support my "home" community here in perth I know there are a few ppl I don't wanna bump into... Plus I don't know whether I want to be stressing out about ball dresses, hair do, shoes etc when I know I am not in my 'prime' period of the year. I am retaining water and looking like a beast (to say the least!!).

Today I took a nice walk by the city's riverside with my parents at 9am in the morning!! It was a bit dreary...like it was about to rain! But still the 30min walk really did us good. Even though I did go home and napped for a bit b4 going to work! LOL! Ended up driving to work..which I hardly ever do...cuz I missed my bus! I'm such a lazy bum these past few days...

I was meant to make it to a fren's bday at the clubs last night. And old hs friend...but couldn't be FUCked...cuz honestly...the situation would be this:

"hi. How have you been?"
"What have u been up to?"
"How's Fernando?"


Then we'd go silent when I refuse to comment on the last question to "that" extent...and then go our separate ways in the night! So I didn't think it was worth it...sorry...but clubs are such a bad place to catch up with friends...esp those u haven't seen in a while... don't expect to talk much...

MANNNNNNNNNNNNN....the ear is still pulsating RED! My frozen fingers do not help at all! :( Stop talking about me whoever is OUT THERE! Oh yeh...I'm very proud of my friend Jason...he is a very good boy...he's a man and he ain't taking no crap from no BITCH! hehehe...I refuse to comment further... :)

Caught some OLympic action today...table tennie. That Chinese chic is so goooodddd!!! I was like WHOA u are getting CREAMED KOREA! But actually I was going for Korea to win...felt sorry for the poor girl. It wasn't a challenge at all for China. I heard she trained 8 hrs for each day for 8 months!!! CRAZY!!! Those Chinese really strive for perfection hey...brutal...just brutal...but she deserved it of course..

Anyways hope u guys have a lovely week...those on break week enjoy especially. Cuz Curtin's break is coming up pretty soon! And we go all out!! hahaha...can't wait till Gail gets back ^_^

p.s/ yay finally got some music on here! Enjoy!

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Locked OUT!
Tuesday. 8.17.04 12:56 pm
mood: wet :/

Oops I forgot my keys this morning n got caught out in the rain cuz I couldn't open the door! I went to the gym and had a KILLER session in RPM. It was great! So came home...climb my roof. I was a bit scared cuz thought I was gonna slip n die. Thankfully I didn't! lol! Just got saturated...Man...the rain sucks. :p

Chat to Jason last night and he is good...got a msg from him saying he's got news to tell me. Hmmmm...hahaha he is a changed man...I've got a gay friend! YAY! :) So excited for him. Makes me miss my fav show 'Queer as Folk' hehehe.

Uni has been ok...have to get my textbooks soon and study for mid-terms but I am soooooo broke! Been constantly looking for new jobs but no luck yet. *sigh* Saw my old classmate/friend Don yesterday at uni and his gf is my classmate. I was standing with her and this other girl and when Don came. It was like "HEYYYYYYYYY I know u!!!". Such a small world Curtin uni is :)

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Generation Y
Sunday. 8.15.04 11:22 am
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Taste so sweet :)
Thursday. 8.12.04 10:34 pm

I think this pic is so cool. And the story 'Warmth' sounds good. Too bad Fred hasn't put it up yet. Go and check his stuff out at Fredart! Esp. if you are an manga/anime fan!

mood: happy smappy!
listening to: End of the war - Cosima (Cold Chisel oldie)

I have no idea why I am feeling so content. Hehehe. Maybe becuz for one time in my life I'm at one of those points when LIFE is so sweeeeeeeeeet! Every part of my life kinda feels in place, even though there are a few gliches...I'm happy with where I am now. Maybe I'm not really "anywhere" cuz I'm still a student, working a pt job, paying off a car and still worrying about why I don't have anything to wear. lol!

Then again my social, family, work, study and love life are going quite okiely dokiely ;) No drama...ahhhhhhhhhhhh such a blissful feeling ^_^ I'm not a drama queen that is for sure. Pls keep drama far away from me as possible!!

This week is my 2nd week of uni, got things all sorted out with my units and enjoying my classes. Well Kinda anyways... met a few new ppls and gonna catch up with some old friends this weekend. So many bdays! I feel August is more congested with bdays than July is. Just got off the phone with my girl Tiff and...saw Yoan today and she is great, so nice to see her too.

Saw Fernando yesterday and went to the movies with him and his friends. It was fun. But I think they felt "weirded out" by my presence.

I have this theory on myself...I think I intimidate people. Or scare them somehow... hahaha I think I really do. It may be in my eyes O_o, the way I use eye-contact in conversations- whereas other people look away. It may also be my speech (as sweet as I sound - they still react to me as if an officer interrogating them!). And also my looks, e.g. smile. Since I am a bit chubbs on the cheeks during winter ppl find me more "approachable" than they did when I had less chubbs. I tell you IT'S THE TRUTH! The smile somehow becomes more pleasent. Hahaha! I should post a pic so you know what I am talking about ;)

But haven't you guys tried analysing yourself by analysing the reactions of other ppl? And if you were to do something diff - a small change lets say. You influence the reactions of that person drastically different! Even though I have the same personality, I change my non-verbal cues and the situations are totally WHOA! LOL! I guess amy and adel would find this interesting, hmm...using some psych in everyday scenarios yeh?


Quite funny. Hey....my entry has gone off on a tangent. Firstly talking about
HAPPY SMAPPY then it's "E-von's theory on herself". LOL! This is a late night entry...usually I'm a morning writer. But have work tm. HOPE YA'LL HAVE AN EXCITING WEEKEND!!! Tk care! :)

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